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Friday, November 30, 2007

I couldnt sleep yestaerdae... Not becoz im worried bout boys or anithin... Im just frustrated... Oh ya. And tat post about me hating 'HER', i dun hate her, i just hate wad shes becum. And if shes smart enough to noe tat its about her im tokin out then im glad becoz let me tell u sumtin, ill nvr tell her tat shes changed. ILL NEVER. N if she is smart to take a hint frm me, then i hope tat she'll do sumtin bout it. If she doesn't, then its not my prob becoz i'll nvr stop hatin the 'new' her. Shes nt the same animore... Ya i noe i kept sayin over n over again bt i couldnt help it. She not the frien i used to noe animore... Bt i dun tink she'll even care since she has her stupid boyfriens to keep her company... Wad kind of a frien throws u aside when she doesnt need you but comes licking ur boots wen shes heartbroken, in need of help?? I noe tat if im her frien, i should juz accept her the way she is bt i cnt do tat animore!! Ive been lying, covering up for her for like wad? For months n i cnt keep doin tat!!! Im sick! Im sick im sick!!!

I kept bleeding
I kept sheddin tears
But you were too occupied to see
You said tat I was important
And I believed you
But wad do I see now?
You're stepping me
You're lying to me
You treat me as if I was ur toy
When you need me, you played with me
But when you don't, you throw me aside
You made me feel small
You made me feel as if I was an alien
I noe I'm ugly
I noe boys don't like me as much as they like you
But why must you rub everything in my face
Friends don't do tat, do they?
You tell me
Wad does friend mean to you?
Wait, tell me
What does BESTFRIEND mean to you?
I always catched you when you fall
I lend you a shoulder when you cry
I lend you my ears when you needed someone to complain to
But where were you when I fell?
Where were you when I needed a shoulder to cry on?
Where were you when I bled to the ground...
You were never there for me ever since you've change
You've become one of them...
I thought you told me you despise THEM
You told me you hate THEM
You promised me that you'll never change but what happened to that promise...
I don't trust you anymore...
I'm sorry...
I just don't trust you anymore...

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