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Monday, December 31, 2007

Ok new song. I really love the song. It's so emotional and meaningful. Bill is soo talented to write such a thing. I'll post the verse 1, chorus and verse 2 english lyrics down later. It's really meaningful. Trust me. N I have a new blog which I will put up my story about Tokio Hotel and I hope you enjoy it. Go to my LINKS and click on xDestiny That Awaitsx. Hope you enjoy!!

MY EyEs aRE lOokInG aT mE TiReLy
NeVeR taKinG comFoRt
I cAnnOt fAcE mYsElf nO moRe
Am DisPoSed
EvEryThinG WhAt hAs bEeN hErE onCe
I caN'T fInd iT iN mYseLf AnyMOrE
EvEryThinG's GonE lIke IN DelUsiOn
SEeIng mYsElf MorE anD moRE vAniShinG

I'M noT mE wHeN YoU ArE noT WiTh mE
ThEn I'm AlonE
aNd EvErYtHinG ThAt iS lEft oF mE
I Don'T WaNt To bE thAt
OuTsiDE ThE hEAvEn HanGs aSlOpe
AnD on THe WaLl YouR gOOdbyE-LeTtEr
I'm NOt Me WheN yoU arE noT wIth mE
TheN i'M AloNe

i Don'T knOw WhO i Am AnYmoRE
AnD WhAt'S StiLl imPOrTaNt
ThAt iS evErythIng SomEwhERE whEre yOu Are
WiThouT yoU thRouGh thE niGHt
I Can'T fInD aNyTHinG InSidE mE
WhAT HavE yoU donE wiTh mE
I SeE mYsElF moRE anD moRe vaNiShinG

There you go! Nice right?? N it took me like almost 1 hour 30 mins to translate it properly and I learn some words. Cool!! Ich liebe dich aite!!

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2:08 PM



Thursday, December 27, 2007

I realy wanna post bout wad happen at my hous wen my cuzin were here bt ill do that tomorrow. Im currently out of time but I juz have to say that I am really proud that Tokio Hotel could make it this far with their music at such a young age. They really taught me to really believe in what I do and to never give up. I really want to be a part of music and who knows, maybe in the future I will, with my band. Hahaz. But currently no band... Hahaz. I admire that they get to travel the world, meet new people, get experience from their everyday trip and most of all, enjoy what they do and that is spreading their music all around the world. They write meaningful music and it's amazing at how they understand teenagers like me and you. It's really amazing and the more I listen to them, the more I believe that they deserve to be where they are right now with music. And I'm more determine to be like them, spread music, help those who are in need with the music I make and right now, I'm trying very hard. You may not see it but day by day, I learn more with my guitar. I started out with 2 songs (Desert Song, Demo Lover) last year and now, I can play 12 songs. It may sound little to you but to me, it's a great number and I'm determine to learn more and more. Maybe one day, that dream of mine will come true but thoughts of not making it always linger behind my mind. What if I'm not good enough to get involved? What if I dun get where I want to be? What if I dun even make it at all? All this thoughts always linger behind my mind and I get more worried but one thing's for sure, I'm not gonna stop learning. I'm singing more and more evryday and this might sound like very action but I think I sound better now. I could sing the slightly high notes and I'm trying very hard to juz sing like no one's buisness. And I'm desperately looking for someone to make a REAL band and together we could make it far and change the world. I know it's slightly impossible but what ever happens, nothing is impossible. U'll see...

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10:25 PM



Friday, December 21, 2007

Ok. ignore the last post's melt down. It's just some emotional mood swings that I have. It's been a long time since I've had this kind of stuff. The last time I has this was when I found out that the guy that I like likes my frien. And that was like 1 or 2 months ago. Hahaz.

OK so yesterdae went to my aunty's house then go my nenek hous then go home. Nothing much bt I was happy coz cn see all my cuzins! Miss them sooo much! So I finally cn play Heiling a.k.a Sacred by Tokio Hotel and I'm currently learing Ready, Set, Go. Wish me luck. Hahaz. So finally, I could post my Tokio Hotel story chapter 3. Hahaz. Soo coool. I find it awesome but i dun noe bout u guys.

So yesterdae I was called lame by this gal called BEGO and her sister Sour Caramel juz becoz I gave advise to my cuzins and her friens hu were fighting with BEGO and SOUR CARAMEL about not fighting becoz of sum stupid spamming. hahaz. I admit. I AM LAME!!!! Im not afraid to admit! So i juz ended up cursing them in German and I dun think BEGO and SOUR CARAMEL even has a clue n if they do then... GOOOD FOR THEM!!!!!! Hahaz. malas nk layan bdk2 cacat mcm diorang. Hahaz. So i tink tats all i wanna say.

P.s: CEH-PUL n BATTERY-SIA!!!! CNT WAIT FOR THIS SUNDAY!!!!

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3:53 PM



Thursday, December 20, 2007

I love the song so expect it to be there until the da i changed it...

I dun noe y bt before I was playin the com, I was... Happy n ok bt after I saw her, I feel... I dun noe confused, hurt.... It's complicated for me. I go by everyday thinking whether things will get better bt at certain points, it did get better bt most of the time... I just feel... Down. I dunno bt it's juz so hard. I dun even noe wad I'm worried about... There's alot of things at the back of my mind bt the more I think of it, the more confused I get. I know now is not the time to complain bt I'm not complaining. I'm juz... cofused. My mind is occupied with things and I'm trying realli hard to figure things out bt wad am I figuring?? I dun noe... I'm juz confused....

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12:21 AM



Monday, December 17, 2007

Hahaz. Had the weirdest dream yesterday. I was at this show with my band and we were being interviewed by this Angmoh guy. N the funny part is... There were 5 members in my band.
-Mie
-A guy name Jordan
-A guy name Jason
-Another guy named Jeremy
-Last but nt least... Mr. Rambutan...

Kinda shock that HE was in my dream. Bt it was cool coz he was the lead guitarist. Hahaz. N im the pathetic singer. Then the interviewer asked mie a couple of questions and I find it funny. LOl. Mie vry lame bt hahaz. I'm gona write down the questions.

Interviewer: Hw long hav u been together?
Me: 4 bout 3 years I guess.
I: Wow. Hw did u guys decided to get together n play?
Mie: Rambutan was my primary school classmate and the rest is his friens. At first I thought they were perverts becoz they kept lookin at other gals wif vry vry vry big boobs.
I: Hw did u became the singer?
Mie: Funny story... We were at a chalet and I was in the toilet shittin while singing. N the guys heard me singing n they asked mie whether I was interested n I said yes.
Jason: Haz. It took her forever to say 'Yes'. We even had to dress up like Sutun juz to satisfy her condition bt it was worth it though.

Ok this part kinda boring bt I like the nxt part.

I: Ok, so there's a rumour going around that you have a crush on Bill from Tokio Hotel... Is that true?
Mie: Um.. hehe.. Uh...
Rambutan: Haz. She's OBSESS bout him!!! Ever since like she's 14!!
Mie: hahaz. Yeah.. He's sweet in my opinion... Hehe. I cnt believe i'm sayin this in live TV...
I: Great! N today is your b'dae rite?
Mie: Pretty much ya.
I: So what present have you received?
Mie: Nothing much. We had a concert today in..... (Cnt remember where...) N i received a bag of shit by this guy. Funny but stinky.
I: So what is ur ultimate b'dae wish?
Mie: Um.. Probably to meet My Chemical Romance or Tokio Hotel face to face and tell them hw great they are! They are my heroes! They care sooo much bout music n the way they write their songs are awesome!! Bt I already had a chance to meet MCR so I guess I would like to mee TH.
Jason: Or maybe BILL KAULITZ!!!!
Mie: Hahaz. Yeah. Maybe him too.. Hehe
I: Oh. Let's hope that that happens today becoz we have Bill at backstage right now!!!!

Then Bill came out and he was.... BLONDE!!!! FREAKIN BLONDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaz. Even his eyebrows was BLONDE!!! Bt I hav to say, it does look cute on him!! Then he hugged me then.... I wake up coz my mum kejut... hahaz. Still have the BLONDE Bill in my head and it's cute bt I really hope he doesn't be that way in the future... It would freak me and other fans out... Hahaz.

Then 2dae nvr go choir coz my stomach pain lyk crazy sia... I hope shun yu doesn't freak or sumtin becoz I scared later sia...
Hahaz. Sori if I nvr update for like wad? 2days? hahaz. Im addicted to my x-box.
Beeb playin this game 'Fables: The Lost Chapters'. FUN!!! I oredi hav Wife bt too bad cnt hav kids even though cn have sex. Have hous n my guy chracter is soooo hot!!!! BT BILL N TOM HOTTER!!!! CNT U SEE IM OBSESS BOUT THEM!!! SORI MCR BT I STILL LUV U GUYS BT IM CURRENTLY OBSESS WIF BILL N TOM BT I TINK IM OBSESS WITH BILL MORE!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE..... GRAPES!!! N HADY FREAKIN WON ASIAN IDOL N I WAS SCREAMING LYK CRAZY N IN YOUR FACE SAIFUL!!! HADY BETTER THAN TAUFIK!!! WOOOOOOO!!! HADY!!!!! I SUPPORT U MAN!!! i STILL REMEBER U WAVING N WINKING AT MIE!!! WOOOO! Ceh. Prasan je Hady wink kat aku tapi I'm serios sia. I look back then I look at Hady again then he was pointing at me. Then he wave. Hahaz. Cute. Too bad. He's 26 n im like 14 so mayb no hope!!! Hahaz. I LOVE BILL N TOM N GRAPES!!!!

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6:20 PM



Friday, December 14, 2007

Ok so there's a couple of things I wanna tok bout today. It's surely gonna be a vry vry vry vry long post!!

1st
OK so wen my dad go haji, I cried... Yes... Hahaz but at the absolutely wrong time!! It was like 11.30pm and my dad is suppose to leave at 12am and I saw he salaming all his siblings then one by one started to cry so I cried along ah... (Minah Rocker Kental...) Hahaz. I cant see anyone cry. So then I wanted to salam him and he was like 'Kau blum lagi lh!'. Buat malu je. Hahaz. Bt then we left the airport at 12am n I din cry coz like why should I cry? He's going to haji. I should be happy.

2nd
Today went to watch movie at Atidas place with Iffy, Duckboo, Syudadah and me, PigQah. We watched 'Stay Alive' and it was awesome. DB and Syudadah were like screaming wen they saw the Elizabeth woman and I totally adore the Goth chick October. Too bad she had to die in the movie. Then we eat lh then we go home. Nt much to talk about though.

3rd
Wen will you realise that you've changed? I'm sick and tired of tolerating with your attitude? Change and don't change. It's your choice. I'm not gonna waste my time tellin you that you've change and becam sumone else. I'm sick of you...

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9:59 PM



Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Haz. so here I am writting. My dad leaving for haji in about 5-8 hours. Hahaz. I'm kinda surprise that i haven cried yet. Mayb i will later at the airport. Haiz. Gona miss him sia. He'll be gone like 1 month and sad sia... But he'll be back soon. Before I knew it, he'll be home and become Haji Riduan Bin Haji Pasir. Hahaz. Cool. But maybe he cum back, then I cnt here animore rock songs animore coz he holy man oredi mah!! Hahaz. Hope that doesn't happen!! If not i die sia! Rock music is my life!! So currently waiting for my cuzins, Battery-sia and Saip-pul n Cik Nora all that. Also waiing for my dad nye kawan n jemaah and Habib Taha. Haiz. I wonder if all my dad's stuff r with him. Need to check again. Skali tertinggal apape ke. Hahaz. Hope not. Haz. So today go buy books and the bookshop aunty gave me Add. Maths. Hahaz. Wrong book lh! I dun take Add. Maths! Then she also nvr give me the Bio book. Hahaz. Nvm. Later nxt week at choir I buy and give back the book n get back my refund. hahaz. KKlah. I dun noe wad to rite animore ah! Wish me luck that I dun cry at the airport wen my dad leaves aite! Buat malu je kalau aku nangis... Hahaz. Byez!

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7:41 PM



Finally! After months of waiting!! I finally received my electric guitar!! Not exactly all black bt I like the color now!! It's like brownish wood on the inner part and it shades out to be a black. Kinda hard to understand but i'll post the pic once i take a pic of it. Happy giler sia!!! Another one of my wish fulfilled!! So i played 'Monsoon', 'Durch Den Monsun', 'Rette Mich', 'Love Is Dead', 'Spring Nicth' and 'Demolition Lovers'. It's nice but I really need to sit near the amp to hear the pretty sound. If not i would hear the pretty sound and the metal strings strumming as well. N i finally know how professionals do Tapping. Cool sia. I tried and it was sooo fun that I kept doin it and it made my mum annoyed. Nw the thing I need to do is improve and learn how the amp really works. But the guitar heavy though. Aria brand. Oklh. Then my brother blanje me one pick which cost like 50cents. Haiz... At least now I hav like 5 or 6 picks. Hahaz. Cnt wait to play the guitar again tomorrow!!! N I feel like learnin one of Flyleaf's songs but I haven see the tabs yet. If it's difficult then I'll maybe try to play.

Hahaz. Not much happened today except for the guitar part and my cuzin Kak Shira and Kak Nana still here despite the time being like going to be 1.30am. My dad's gona send them back wif car. Hahaz! Klh! Nw, I just need to pray that I can find the exact same patterned red adidas bag that Bill wore. Hahaz. Then I'll be extra Happy! Hahaz. Mcm2 je aku. Haiz... And my dad leavin tomorow for haj n MCR JUST PERFORMED LIKE TODAY N I REALLI WONDERED WAD HAPPENED!!!!! Hahaz.

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1:19 AM



Monday, December 10, 2007

Haz. Im soo addicted with the song '1000 meere' and some other songs. Hahaz. Coulndt stop listening to them sia. Hahaz. So did I get my guitar.... NO i din coz yesterdae we went to the shop and guess wad?? THE SHOP FREAKIN CLOSED!!! Bt im not angry. Even though I am dissapointed. Been looking forward to the getting guitar thing. So yesterdae gt maulid at Wak Paini's house. Her cucu cukur rambut and I get to meet my cuzin again n I'm quite relieve that 'Bencana Alam' din cum. Hahaz. New nickname for her. So the food Shiok man especially the sambal goreng pengantin. Habis man. Then after that we went to the shop n it was closed... Like i said just now and after that we eat at this place before sending the car back at Kak Ila's house. N after eating I gt soooo sock. My stomach was painful n it's not like any ordinary painful bt those kind of gastric painful. Then all the way I jalan bongkok. Until we reach Kak Ila's house and I vomit at the drain and all the foo come back out sia.

Ok. Now let me explain how the vomit look like. I ate Crispy Noodles Seafood and wen I vomit everything out, it looks yellowish like those kind of Laksa Soup and the noodles look like small worms. Kinda cool to me though. Then I felt slightly better. But I still pictured the vomit in my mind rite now. Hahaz. Disgusting rite. Hahaz. Saipul, Battery-sia, Natalia, you must have the most disgusting cuzin ever which is.... MEE!!!! Hahaz. But I miss you guys!!

So my story bout Bill and Tom... I decided to write everything all over again. It sounds weird to me now. The storyline now is somewhat funny though. So ive decided to start again. Hahaz. There's gonna be Mazelina, Natalia, Ashley, Tom, Bill, Gustav, Geog and some other ppl. N I LOVE BILLS NEW TATTOO!!!!! BILL DID THE TATTOO BECAUSE OF A MEANINGFUL REASON!!!!! Hahaz!! I LOVE BILL....N TOM!!!!!! N nt to forget Gerard and Frank! They're still close to my heart except that nw I'm a little obsess with TH!!!

OMG!!! MCR'S CUMIN HERE TOMORROW!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!! I HOPE THEY LOVE IT IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!

N I'm posting the songs that I'm currently addicted to down there so feel free to listen!!

Songs that I'm currently addicted to

1000 Meere (The song is being played upstairs)

Cassie


Fully Alive


Kk. So tis is some music. Malas nk cari lain. Byez!

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10:35 PM



Saturday, December 8, 2007

Hahaz. Currently bloated coz i ate the nissin cup noodle like a min ago. Full sia. So today we went to geylang to search for my dad's things for haji. Then we pinjam kak ila nye car n I was tis close >__< to gettin my black guitar. Actually he oredi ask where the place then he thought of goin there n buyin it after gettin his stuff bt then dh lambat then he must go to Makam for Istiqasah. The he say tomorrow. Hahaz. Walau, kinda dissapointed bt i'm being patient. Who noes, mayb tomorrow he'll really get the guitar for me. I really wan it sia. Realli realli BADLY!!! So finally, i learnt Love Is Dead and Spring Nitch (including the verse!! Cool huh?) and i can't stop playin it. Currently lookin for Ready, Set, Go bt couldnt find any good tabs. So my dad today cukur his misai n it look.... W.E.I.R.D!!! Realy weird. He looks like... no offence papa bt it really looks kental... Hehehe. Wen my mum n me saw him after he cukur all his misai, we laugh like crazy sia. It looks funny. Hahaz. I tink the more funny thing is wen he cums back frm haji nxt year.... BOTAK n gt NO MISAI!!!! hahaz. enough of teasing him oredi. Hahaz. So the 'fully alive' song is stuck in my head n i keep singin tat song, even in the car juz nw, i kept singing n my dad was like annoyed bt he din say anitin bt my mum was like shut up, vry noisy...

So wad did i eat today....
-Ramlee burger (Morning)
-Fish burger with egg (Around...4.30pm)
-Custard bread (During magrib)
-Milo (During magrib)
-Nissin cup noodle Chilli Crab (Juz now)

Wow, tats alot of shit in my body.... NO wonder i looked fatter now.... Must slim down b4 schooll open sia... Hahaz. Gonna watch more vids of TH n MCR n Flyleaf now so chiao!!!

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9:27 PM



Friday, December 7, 2007

Haiz... nt much to say bt yesterday gt ratib at my hous n all my cuzins came. It was fun. N i tried to play Saiful's nitendo ds n it was fun bt sakit kepale ah main. So yesterday, guess wad i saw? I saw ...... and ...... walking together hand in hand. Wow. Wonderful. I wonder what would happened if my mum told her mum wad WE saw. I'd be clapping my hands. Haz. Whatever. Ignore her.

So i've been listening to MCR and TH alot n i've also been listening to Flyleaf. It's a nice band n the lead singer is pretty n has an amazing voice (sori Amy Lee). I really love the song Cassie. It's so deep in a way n it was written based on a true story of a woman named Cassie. It's sad. The lyrics was like "
Do you believe in God? Written on the bullet. Say yes to pull the trigger. Do you believe in God? Written on the bullet. And Cassie pulled the trigger."
Haz. N i've tried to sing the song.... Almost there bt the "Written on the bullet" part, i need to scream to reach that note. Haiz. Bt it's ok i guess. Hahaz. Then gt one part Lacy screamed n I was like "Wow....". Man i wanna sing n scream like her.

So nt much to talk about coz i think my brain stop functioning. But im kinda obsess with Tokio Hotel. Really obsess. N evrybody noticed.... Hahaz. Cnt blame me. N dun get me wrong.... I STILL FREAKING LOVE MCR!!!!!!!!!! N THEYRE CUMIN THIS TUESDAY N I CANT WATCH THEM BECAUSE MY DAD GOING TO HAJI THE NXT DAY!!!!!! Bt im willing to nt go though... Fathers first before MCR or TH. Thats like a must. Hahaz. I hope MCR like it here in Singapore. Hahaz. Klah. I tink tats all i wanna tok about. Here's a video of Flyleaf performing 'Cassie' Live Accoustic version. N some other of their videos.

P.S I love her hair!!! Hear her scream!!!!

'Cassie' Accoustic Version



'I'm So Sick'



'Fully Alive'<------LOVE TIS LOTS!!



Hahaz. i guess tats all! Enjoy!

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3:49 PM



Wednesday, December 5, 2007

hahaz. Juz nw, me n my mum were like shifting my bed to another position, suddenly, a lipas come out n we were like screaming, well nt her bt more of me screaming n standing on a chair... Hahaz. Funny sia. Then the lipas dunno run where then we continue with our work. Skali die come out again n my mum hit it with a broom n her actions was so funny sia and me... I ran up the chair again... Its like soooo big and fat, not to mention very black and it was the same lipas tat scared me the other time. My mum, dad n bros went to maulid n i coulndt go coz gt madrasah exam n it was bout 1pm wen i saw the lipas n i suddenly step on the table lh, chair lh n then throw newspaper at the lipas lh then throw broom bt the lipas nvr die sia. Then i kelam kabut go out. Outside my hous then i wear my tudung then i go to madrasah. Eerie sia. But finally the lipas die!!!!! N after tat my mum go say to the lipas "You tink i wad? I ur motherfucking chi bai u noe! You bastard." hahaz. then she throw away the lipas. Funny.

So yesterday i download the demo guitar pro software n it was ok i guess... So now im currently learning Love Is Dead and Spring Nicht. The Love Is Dead i cn play oredi, it's juz tat the tabs i gt were wrong in some ways so im tryin to listen to the song n correct the wrong parts. So far, i corrected 2 mistakes in the chorus bt still gt lots more to do. Then the Spring Nitch kinda hard to play coz i dun HAVE THE 6TH STRING!!! It putus like 1 month ago n mym dad malas nk tukar. So i cn only play the chorus all that except for the verse, n some parts of the bridge. I'm like searchin for Ready, Set, Go n i found this one tab n it was ok lh. I might use that tab.

Hahaz. Alot to say today. So ive been writting alot about the Tom and Bill story. Vry the funny sia my story. Bill almost rape this girl lh, Tom main kayu tiga lh. Vry stupid bt i find it ok. N everytime my mum catch me writting, she tinks im writting im my diary about my BF... Hello!! I dun hav bf!!! N im sooo over diaries... Hav diary oso she read so y should i keep one anymore. Hahaz. So finally, i leave you with this video of a guy from france playing ready, set, go. He's pro lh. I wanna ask him for the tabs but must translate to french... Hahaz. Mayb should go learn German N French!! Hahaz.

Uhr Das Video Weibchen!!! Hoffnung Sie Genießen Sie!!!


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1:33 PM



Monday, December 3, 2007

Haiz... I cnt stop thinking bout Bill n Tom... Im realli obsess this time... Even my mum and dad says so. They're like "Tk habis habis tengok gambar kembar tu. Bukannye handsome. Tk pening ke asik mendangok talipon tu aje??"
Hahaz. Cnt blame. There's just something about them. If you push aside the handsomeness, the cuteness, theres more to them that meets the eye.

Bill
-Talented (singing, writting, thinks of melodies)
-Somewhat mysterious in a way
-Handsome (patrick duh!)
-Cute (double patrick duh!)
-Caring
-Sweet
I dun noe!! Its just the same feeling that I had wen I loved Gerard. Theres just something bout him tat really attracted me.

Tom
-Talented (guitar playing, thinking of melodies, drawing)
-Somewhat mysterious in a way
-Handsome (patrick duh!)
-Cute (double patrick duh!)
-Caring
-Sweet
Haz. Juz like his brother!!

Haz. I LOVE THEMM SOOOOO MUCH N I DUN CARE IF ANY ONE OF YOU B*TCHES TELL ME IF TOM OR BILL IS YOURS BECOZ I DUN GIVE A SH*T!!!

Hahaz. One piece of advice my fellows friends, families, readers, strangers, presidents, ministers etc.

"Love is infinite. You can make as much as you want but it'll never take away the love that you had already made before." (quoted from the movie 'Twitches' and really learned a valuable thing bout Love.)

Hence, I could love Tom now but that doesnt take away the love that I have for Bill, Gerard and Frank and whoever out there so stop saying things without thinking. We have brains that are suppose to be use for thinking. We might as well be considered as brain dead if we dun think before we say anitin.

So take this piece of advise and put it to good use. Who noes, it might be useful in the future...

Finally, here is a photo of Bill and Tom and mayb you'll understand why I love them soooo much!!! If you wanna take, must tell hor. I find susah susah then you copy paste. Where got fair like that wan!!!


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3:24 PM



Sunday, December 2, 2007

I hav a confession. I dun only love Bill now... I LOVE TOM TOOO!!!! I cant decide on which one to choose so i choose both n im like crazy over them now! Theres also like 101 pics of them in my fone and i cnt decide which to put as my wallpaper!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

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5:12 PM



Saturday, December 1, 2007

Yesterdae was like soooo stupid lor... I cnt believe I was being such an emo. Even my friends say so. But tat doesnt change anithin tat i said on tat blog. Haiz. 4get bout her. If she doesnt want to change then fine. I have no objections. All im gona do now is chase my dreams... I realli realli wanna be a guitarist in the band... Ive realised tat like ever since I realli concentrated on playin my guitar... B4 tis, i actually wanted to be a singer bt nah.. Guitar has touched my heart in so many ways. From Ray to Frank to Tom to Syn. Gates. They rock you noe n i wana be like them one day.

So today my cuzins came to my house to say gd luck to my dad coz he'll be goin to haji like in 2 weeks time. Gosh. So fast. Im gonna miss him sooo much. I hopes he takes care of himself over there. Hahaz. Cnt wait to c him come back from haji nxt year on Jan.

So guess wad?? MCR IS GONNA RELEASED ANOTHER DVD NXT YEAR AND ITS CALLED "THE BLACK PARADE"!!!!!! Inside that dvd, there gonna released another 2 new songs. One called 'Stay Away' and the other.... They havent told any fans bout their 2nd song but I heard Stay Away and it was awesome. It was more rockish than the normal rock balleds tat they did in The Black Parade album. I can't wait!!! Im soo gona buy that dvd!!! They say that they're gona release it on early-2008. And their gonna start recording for their 4th album mayb round late-2008. I wish them all the best and i can't wait!!!

And i forgot to mention tis yesterday becoz i was sooooooooo freakishly emo yesterdae but I wanna say HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE TO MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD FRANK A.K.A PRIYA!!!!! I miss you soooo much!! I hope youre havin a blast at Dubai!! Cant wait to see you again wen you come back to Singapore during your holidays!!! MIss you aites and love you! Send my regards to ur mum, dad, bro n EVERYONE!!!!

Haiz... I tink tats it. Hahaz. Im kinda high today!! Hahaz

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