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Monday, January 21, 2008

Wow. Day by day rite, my body like losing energy to do anything sia. The dark circles around my eyes getting darker, my body getting more and more disfuctional. Hahaz. Penat seh... Bt nevertheless, I get to meet my friends so I'm happy.
OK so during the weekend, nothing much to do coz gt lots of activities with my family. Cnt even sit peacefully in front of the com or play my guitar peacefully. But manage to write a song though. But its done during my free time with my hp.

I was looking at a photo of me and you
Of when I was 3
The dark past flooded back
But none could vanish the pain I have in me
Why'd you have to go...

Mom I miss you
But none of the cries can bring you back tonight
Mom I need you
I'm sorry for the tears you had to cry
Mom I love you...
Why'd you have to go...

The stars lost its light
For I wish to take back all that I've said
The river flowed leading to the end
All my hopes seemed to have fade
Why'd you have to go...

Mom I miss you
But none of the cries can bring you back tonight
Mom I need you
I'm sorry for all the tears you had to cry
Mom I love you...
I swear...

He broke you down
He made you drown
Making you blind
Till there's no sound
A bullet through your soul...
Mom I swear!

Mom I miss you
But none of the tears can bring you back tonight
Mom I need you
I'm sorry for the tears you had to cry
Mom I love you...
Why'd you have to go away...
And leave me here in silence...
That's why
Mom I'll avenge you
I'll make you smile in the dark tonight
Mom I'll kill him for you
I'll make him scream till there's nothing left...
Nothing left...
In him..
I swear...
I swear...
Mom...
I swear to you...

Hahaz. Ok. I tink tats it . Yup. I know what tune I wan in my head but I just need to play in on my guitar. I gt the idea but just need to make the idea happen. Hahaz. Wow. This sure is hard. Hahaz. Nvm. Must perservere!

Currently toking to Constipated bt dun noe why she quiet all of a sudde. Agaknye die nampak Pokai abe die tercengang eh?? Hahaz. Jk jk.

haiz... I guess Brenda is not that bad after all. I talked to her just now and we found out more about each other. Hahaz. Cool. Anoder frien!!! OH ya, before I forget.

To my Dearest friends/cuzins/people that I love
I just wanna say that you people are the best things that God has ever given to me, besides my family, and I really appreciate the times that we've shared. I'm sorry if I've hurt you guys in any way and I'm deeply sorry if that pain that I've caused you scarred your hearts. It's nice to have friends as days goes by because you people gave me the strenght I need to get on with everyday life. I'm greatful for that.

P.s Not in any particular order ok so dun angry if ur name appeared last or sumtin. I love you guys aite!

Atikah
Thanks for being my twin since Sec 1 n I'm happy that we are like the stupids ones wen it cums to making stupid faces (nt to forget Irfaniah) and you are like the most decent girl I've ever met in my whole entire life. Thx 4 being there for me aite BRA-ther!!!

Irfaniah
Hahaz. Constipated BRA-her! I would have never known you personally if it wasn't for Jeefu! Hahaz. Thx for all the laughs and jokes and funny, nak terberak face, hahaz and all that wonderful shit that you've shared with me! Thx for being my BRA-ther aite!!!

Faiziyyah
OI!! Minah stress!! Hahaz. Dun stress aite. Kalau kau stress later I oso stress. Hahaz. Even though we had our cat fight in Sec 1, I think that incident brought us closer right. Hahaz. Ur jokes a a little lame, ok nt little bt sumtimes alot, but tat wad makes you unique!! Ur lame jokes are funny you know so don't be afraid to spread the jokes around cause tats what you're good at! You're smart so don't stress too much bout life aite. Just live life freely aite!!

Syuhadah
Hahaz. The obsess girl who's like really obsess bout studies n running. Hahaz. Jokin jokin but it's true rite?? Hahaz. Thx for the Cik Leh times! It's really fun and the whole 2 years of being in the same class, nothing more but laugh laugh laugh n its really fun!!! Hahaz. Hope you're happy aite! I love you!

Diana
PRINCESS!!! Thx 4 the sweet memories of us together in Sec 1 and 2. It was fun!! Your unique because you noe what you want and you'll try you best to get it and that's wad I like bout you! Hahaz. I wish I was more brave like you!

Adinda
PUTERRRIII!!!! Hahaz. The shakespeare of the group. Your really cool you know because your accent when you talk is awesome man!!! I mean woman!!! Or girl!! Or half woman half girl!! Hahaz. Don't take the joke too hard aite! N ur drwings rocks man!!! I noe that in the future, I'll be lookin at ur art works which is being hanged up at museums evrywhere in Singapore and around the world!!

Meril
Thx for all the memories! The years has been fun! The crazyness was crazy and I have no idea what I wanna say... um... OH!!! YOu draw like shit man!! N i meant that in a good way! Hahaz. Should send ur drawings for competitions lor. Tat way they cn like noe ur drawing skills. hahaz

Kak Nad
Kak Nat!!! Hahaz. Ich liebe Dich Bestfruende!!! Thx for introducing me to Tokio Hotel two years before I actually loved them! Hahaz. If it wasn't for you, I think rite now, I'll still be like "Huh? Who's Tokio Hotel?" Hahaz. You're like soooo best ah!! Espcially wen u at my house, I crazy like hell! Hahaz. The g-string! Its cool! How did we talked about it anyway?? hahaz. NIwaes, Your the best!!

Saiful
Hahaz. The funny cousin of mine! You very fun to be with lah!!! So funny!!! N soo smart summore!! (eh, 250 hor) Hahaz. N I like the way you think. Especially bout the Albert Einstein thing. Its really interesting. Maybe in the future, I'll see you like in the newspaper like "Saifullah, scientist, made history by unlocking the secrets of the world : The strong theory etc." Hahaz. Wow! I'll be soooo proud!!

Batrisyia
Hahaz. The younger sis of the future Albert Einstein! U hor, dun tink bout boys at such a young age. Take this advise from me. Unless you really sure tat tat guy is going to be ur husband, dun let ANY guy take you for granted. Study and achieve your dreams aite and whatever happens, I'll be right behind you to support you and catch you when you fall!

Priya!!!
PRIYA!!!! FRANK!! I dun noe if you are reading this but if you are then I just wan you to know that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me! Your my Frank! Weeeee!!! hahaz. I love you aite n I really miss you lyk crazy! Hahaz. Hope your well over there! N I really wan our friendship to last! Hahaz. I'll love you always!! N thx for your shoulder, ur ear of when I cried and/or complaint! hahaz. I misss you!! I love you Frank!!

Hahaz. I think that's all rite? If I missed any names, I wanna say sorry coz Im havin flu rute now n my brain not fuctioning properly but I love you guys who had shared your tears and joy with me aite! I think I wanna update my story. Hahaz. So long nvr update!

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