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Friday, January 25, 2008

Currently singing to 'Cassie'. Hahaz. Sounded better bt still need improvement. Hahaz. Been watchin Tokio Hotel vids since like wad? 3pm? Hahaz. Fun ah watch them. Like so cool. N I get goosebumps everytime I see Bill. He's soo cheerful! N cute! Especially bout die plane und all tat. Realli cool. Und I saw Bill und Tom fight (verbally) und it was cute! They were like cursing each other und Bill suddenly say 'You sick Bastard!' zu Tom und I was like OMG! Hahaz. Cool. Und Tom called Bill a shitty idiot. Hahaz. Cute ah. Wished I had a twin just like in my story. Ooooppppssss. Secret let out. Hahaz. Mazelina hast a twin named Natalia. Und Natalia's gonna appear in the later part of die story. Hahaz. Kak Nad mesti sukekn! Hahaz. Hope you enjoyin ur time at school. So gail lh u learn bout all die IT stuff at ITE!!
Hahaz. So actually I was in no mood at the beginning but thank god Tokio Hotel was there zu save me!! All because of that bitch lh... Spoil my mood onli. Fine fine. Show off all u wan... I dun care becoz I've vergessene bout you oredi. I'm sick of u oredi. Ive gt no time zu take all tat crap frm u animore. U have UR life und I'm sure that u dun wan me to bother since u threw me aside wen u found ur "beloved boyfriend". Tat sux doesn't it?? (Und Diana, tis is not bout u) Fine! U wan it tis way then fine! I'll leave u. I hope u notice my attitude change towards u becoz I'm pretty sure it's quite obvious tat I'm not wad I'm use to be wen I'm around u. I dun care wadeva u say. Say I'm a bitch, a slut, a backstabber, a liar, a betrayer, a copycat becoz I copied ur writtins und all tat shit. Guess wad? Ich dun freakin give a FUCK becoz 4 ur info, I started writtin on my own accord und waaaaaaaayyyyy before u started und the way I write is totally diff frm urs so is tat called copying?? Hahaz. U must be the stupidest person alive!!! I dun even write like u so y r u makin such a big deal tat I started copying u wen I saw ur writtins?? Hahaz. Let me be like Bill. You are a "Sick Bastard" who only cares about ur own self and u tink tat ur friens revolve around u just becoz boys like u better than me und ur other friens. Reality check, the boys onli wan u becoz they noe that ur stupid enough to give them ur virginity. Am I right? Like DUUUUHHH!!! I'm sick of u... Realli realli extremely sick und thx 4 ruining my mood again... I guess tat tis was wad our friendship meant from the start. I was the stupid idiot hu tot tat somehow u were the perfect frien for anione until I was killed by you like a million times bt I still was the dumb one who came back und now, after being killed for like an infinity times, I finally realised that wad my friens said was rite.
I usually said that mayb I was not good enough for u. Mayb u deserved someone better. Mayb I'm just anoder human being to you und I really believed that statement und I tried my best. I put my heart und soul to wad we had and sometimes, tat bond crashed and burnt bt I still persevered to keep it alive und it got harder und harder everytime until there was a point of time tat I was down, realli down. I was drowning, gasping for air, hoping tat u would be the one to save me bt all this time, wen I was in need of ur hand, u were nt there becoz u had found someone else. N I hate tat person becoz he took u away from me. Bt I guess I was wrong to hate him becoz u were the one tat killed me, not him. You chose to leave me. He din force u to leave me. You chose to killed me my dear. You killed me n nw I'm not fooled by u animore. Boast all u want about the boys that asked you for steads. I dun care tat boys dun asked me for stead becoz Im not interested in any of them. Im not desperate to find a boyfriend becoz I noe tat it wouldn't last. Look at you as an example, did any of ur relationships last? Sadly... None and I cn bet tat the one ur havin rite nw will end soon. So I just wanna good luck and goodbye becoz I dun tink I wan to see ur face evr again...

Hahaz. Ok ok. So tat was my down mood. But seriously, u mess with me now, I'll kill u in a way that doesn't involve real killin.

OK so here's anoder poem for the story.

Lust let me astray
My story left me at bay
Betrayal was present from the start
How I never knew that she would somehow find out...

Then..
Cold hard stares
Stabbed me at the dawn of day
It was filled with hatred and sadness
I guess that was the price of pain that I had to pay...

OK. Hope u enjoyed that one and I still love the 'Rette Mich Live'! N I finally cn play it properly. I guess I'm better at chords then at plucking. Wanna noe y? Its becoz out of all 15-17 songs than I play, only one song (Rette Mich) is plucking, a few songs (Monsoon, Durch Den Monsun, Heilig, 1000 Meeres, Spring Nicht and sum other songs coz I cnt remember) had parts wif has pluckins bt a few onli and the rest is all strumming. Hahaz. So I guess tats y im better at chords then at pluckings. Hahz. Kk. Must watch the Rette Mich Live again! SOOOO GAILL!!! Hahaz.

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