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Sunday, March 2, 2008

I know I'm not suppose to say this but there's still a hint of jealousy and sadness in me. Yes, I'd dropped her but everytime I see her blog, the pain is still there... Especially the part when it always reminds me that no matter how hard I try, she'll always outdo me... It's not a great feeling you know. Sometimes I asked myself, am I suppose to be wad I am today? Is it wrong for me to be who I am? Why am I like this? I don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't want to cry anymore. For once, I just wanna be happy for who I am. I don't want to feel like I'm not good enough. I don't want to feel like I am bad at things. For once, I just wanna tell myself sincerely that I'm pretty, I'm smart, I'm talented but I can't... Becoz I know I'm not all the above... I'm just a piece of stone. No matter what I do, I'm never gonna be the best... Never... I hate myself...

Especially when I know that he'll never take a second glace at me becoz I'm nt worth having a second glance...

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