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Sunday, April 13, 2008

Read her blog and it totally slapped me in the face. It got me thinking like what the hell did I do? Maybe I should have just pulled out of the band in the first place and not even talked to Teik Wei bout what happened and everything would be fine. I'm sorry if what happened made your friendship with Teik Wei turned sour. Ya ya. Fine. If Teik Wei means so much to you then I'm not touching him. I swear. I'm just gonna treat him as a band-mate and a classmate. Not friends. I hope that makes you happy.

I was this close >___< in changing my mind and talking to you but I guess I don't want to ruin your future so i'm gonna stay away. Goodbye Suchi. I hope your life will be wonderful :)

Ya. That's what happen. Life sucks. I mean not really sucks. When it's good, it's really good but when it's bad, it turns as bad as cow shit... I hate dropping friends. I mean who doesn't? But... I don't know what to say... Gosh. My mood's ruin... I just sometimes feel that maybe my life ends here... It's soo frustrating... URGGGHHH!!

It was numb at first
But it felt like it got better
The tears grew lesser
The hatred slowly started to dissapear
The smile that was long gone slowly emerge frome the depth of waters
But it ends here..

Get out of my head!
Wash away with the sorrows
Get out of my head!
I thought that it was over
But I guess I was wrong coz now...
Everything ends here...

Darkness starts to sink in
The memories reveal
That I'm weaker by the second
I'm dying by the sound
Of your voice in my head...

I'm not believing
That the words were true
Because now
It ends here...

The bitterness of one's life
Could be written in words
So now
Let me write mine
With the blood of insanity
That's gushing out of my heart...

It ends here...

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