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Sunday, May 25, 2008


Made ammendments to my blog... Cnt stand the hatred... I mean yes, I've forgiven ppl, told them I can no longer be friends with them but I think I've been lying to myself all this while... I kept thinking that I'd dropped them because I thought that I wasn't good enough for them and that I'll make my life miserable but I think I know why I did that now... There's hatred scarred deep in me. Hatred that's so deep that it can never be erased. It never can and it never will... I think that's why. So instead of going through the pain everyday seeing the things that tapped into that hatred, I'd figured that I'll erase things that leads to the seinng the things. Haiz...

PTM on fri. I thought I got 97?? Haha. I got 94 lh. Ok lh. Then Ms Dianah found out from my Dad that I always have alot of things going on in my mind and she asked me wad wad wrong so I told her There's part of me that wants to do well for studies and get to NAFA. There's part of me that wants to do well for Choir. There's also a part of me that wants to achieve my dreams. She din asked any further but yeah, my dad's right when he said there's a million things that's going through my mind right now... I feel like my mum is lying on top of me and suffocating me to death... Haiz...

Alot of sighing ah?? Kk. The good news...

Tokio Hotel won 4 Comet Awards!!! Best Band, Best Video, Best Live Act and.... The Super Comet!!!! Wonderful right?? They actually got nominated for 3 but then they were shocked when they found out they were also in the running for Super Comet. Haha. Geil. And Bill's hair was straight and it was black bt no highlghts!!!!! Aiya... Where got handsome like that.... Haha. Kidin. Very handsome lh!!!

Then right before they got back to Oberhausen for the Comet Awards, Tom kana tahan at US airport coz drugs. The police thought he is trying to bring out drugs as he has those bad boy look with the dreadlocks. They search his bag but din found wad they though they will find. They found 20 baseball caps and.... A WHOLE BUNCH OF CONDOMS!! eeeee. Kak Nat. Eure Tom ah... So die disgusting... Unlike meine Bill. Haha.

Fani lh!! haha. Tokio Hotel ist der beste!!!! Haha.

Oh ya. Then now I want to thank a bunch of artistes for unreasonable things that are important to me.

Ist - My Chemical Romance

Thank you for getting me addicted to you. Thank you for teaching me that life wasn't just a boring road to heaven. Thank you for consouling me when I was still dwelling on my Grandma's death. And also thank you for getting me hooked on guitars and believing in music!!!

Gerard - Thank you for teaching me what love feels like. Thank you for being so cheerful and funny. Thank you for always making me believe that no matter what I do, if I just believe and don't give up, I will get them.

Frank & Ray - Thank you for getting me hooked on guitars and making me addicted in playing them. Thank you for teaching me my first song on guitar 'Demoliton Lovers'. I love you guys!!

2nd - Tokio Hotel

Thank you for getting me addicted to you also. Thank you for making me realise my dreams. Thank you for evrything. I also wanna thank you guys again because if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be good at guitars. MCR got me hooked and you guys evolved me into a better guitarist. I also learned a bit of German becoz of you. Haha. Dankeshen. And also thank you for helping me find wonderful friends that truly loves me as much as I love them. Especially my cuzin, Kak Nadira!!! I love you Nat!!!

Bill - Thank you for making me believe in love again after it was crushed into pieces. Thank you for instilling faith in me again that I'll achieve my dreams and make it big. Thank you for making me truly understand wad love is. Thank you for motivating me in my stuides. Thank you for EVRYTHING!!! I'm kinda speechless now...

Tom - Thank you for the wonderful riffs on wonderful songs!! I'd learnt alot from you!! Thank you for making me brave and to tell things straight to the point. I've never felt so brave and free all my life!! Now, I'm more confident in wad I want and I'll say it if I don't like something. Thank you for motivating me also in my studies! You proved that excellent results can be achieved and it doesn't depend on how the person's personality is and wad he looks like or wad he does. :)

3rd - Paramore

Thank you for making me brave enough to try your songs, which are difficult in my point of view. Thank you for making me feel happy everythime I listen to your wonderful songs. Who knows? Maybe one day, I'll get addicted to you guys next. :)

Hayley - Thank you for making me brave to sing again. Thank you for giving video tips on how to sing! I love your voice! And you write wonderful songs!!

Josh - Thank you for evolving my guitar skills again. From MCR to Tokio Hotel and now to Paramore songs. You play wonderfully! I learnt Emergency and My Heart and it's all becoz of you! I might be learning Miracle! next. Thank you!!

Ok... I guess that's it... So long sia my post today!!! Wonderful!!! haha. Haiz... haha. Now dunno wad to say....

I addicted to my PSP now sia coz I buy the game Sims 2 and Silent Hill The Origins and I can't stop playing them!!! I nvr play my guitar for 2 days sia. Better play today!! haha.. Kk. Wanna watch youtube and go to quizilla!! IMEEM SUX!!!! byez!!

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