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"Tom Kaulitz, stand up this instant!"


A fourteen year old boy; with dreadlocks stood up lazily and stated, "Ja?"


"Don't ja me; do you not realize that you are failing math with a nineteen percent?"


Nobody laughed; well one girl did, his enemy, his rival. Her laugh was loud and rude.


"You need a tutor!" His teacher finally stated.


The same girl laughed even louder; she loved when the womanizer got into trouble.


"Ah, and I know just the right person for it who is sitting in this very room," His teacher continued; "Bethann you will tutor Mr Kaulitz everyday after school four days a week."


Bethann stood up from her seat; "Why should I waste my time tutoring a dumbass."


"I'd rather fail then have that stuck up smartass," Tom glared at her, "Tutor me."


"Would you two like detention after school today?" Their teacher threatened glaring over his glasses.


"No!" They stated in unison.


"Excellent, then you will do as I say; or else you will wish you never took my class." Their teacher stated with finality.


Once the bell rang Bethann quickly walked out of the classroom cursing under her breath. She met up with her friends in the cafeteria and started mumbling and whining about how unfair life is.


"Bethann; what exactly is wrong with Tom?" Her friend Hailey stated as she took a bite out of her sandwich.


Bethann and her other two friends stared at Hailey as if she grew three heads.


"You haven't known Tom for long, like me and Ritienne have." Bethann finally mumbled after two minutes of silence; well there was the faint sound of chewing.


"Exactly, trust me ten years of knowing that idiot will drive you up the wall." Ritienne added, with a nod.


"He's kind of hot," Hailey weakly stated.


"I agree with you there," Ana mumbled softly.


"Our friends have fallen," Bethann began.


"For the Tom Curse." Ritienne stated finishing off her best friend's sentence.


"We did not," Ana and Hailey stated in unison.


Bethann laughed and then glared when she saw Tom walk into the cafeteria as if he owned the place; a few moment's later his twin brother Bill walked in.


"I'd rather tutor Bill," Bethann sighed before grabbing her stuff from the floor.


"I'd tutor him too, if I was any good at math!" Ritienne exclaimed getting funny looks from other people.


***

The next day after school Bethann was sitting at a table in the school library; she was waiting for Tom, unwillingly. Her teacher threatened to drop her mark if she didn't tutor the stupid Tom.


When she saw Tom walk up to her she groaned; she had hoped that Tom would skip. When he sat down in
front of her he gave her a glare.


"What did I do to you?" Bethann questioned.


"You just had to be smart in stupid math," Tom spat.


"Hey, math is not stupid, you are."


"Ah shut up, and do my work for me." Tom stated throwing her his notebook.


"Excuse me." Bethann growled, "I'm not your slave Kaulitz."


"Do you want to be?" Tom asked with a smirk.


Bethann clenched and unclenched her fists under the table; she wanted to punch the smirk right off his face.


"I'm not going to do your work for you," Bethann stated as she tried her best to keep her control, "Plus the teacher would know that I did your work for you."


"You're such a goody-goody. " Tom sighed as he reached and grabbed his notebook back.


"Oh stop complaining," Bethann finally muttered, "If you don't want help then why the fuck did you come here?"


***

"Miss Bethann, could you help me tie my shoes?" A little girl of four stated as she hopped on one foot.


"Sure, Sammie." Bethann replied as she bent down to tie the girl's shoes.


"Excuse me, but is this Mrs Terrance's class?"


Bethann stood up and turned around to gasp; there stood Tom Kaulitz holding a little girl's hand.


Tom must have noticed Bethann to because he stated, "What are you doing here?"


"I could ask you the same thing," Bethann replied, "Seems to me the famous Tom Kaulitz is a father."


"I am not a father," Tom stated in shock, as he looked at Bethann in shock.


"Sure, I've heard about your one-night stands," Bethann stated as she walked up to them.


"Some one got stupid after four years," Tom smirked, "I would have had to be fourteen when Kasterina was born."


"I'm not stupid; I know about your pathetic doing all girl's in elementary motto." Bethann snarled; how dare he call her stupid?


"Uncle Tom what is she talking about?" Kasterina stated as she pulled on Tom's hand.


"Uncle?" Bethann muttered confused.


"She's Bill's adoptive daughter; he adopted her two years ago." Tom stated with a smile, "And don't talk dirty in front of children."


"Ah, shut up." Bethann muttered.


"Is there a problem?"


Bethann turned around and saw her host teacher before saying, "We have a new student, her name is Kasterina."


"Hello, Kasterina, would you like to join the other children in playtime?" Mrs Terrance questioned, smiling down at the four year old girl.


"Okay," Kasterina stated as she let go of Tom's hand and ran to the other children.


"Our day ends at 3:30, please make sure to pick up your child on time." Mrs Terrance stated.


Tom nodded before saying, "Alright. Thanks."


He turned to Bethann, gave her a smirk and left the room.


Bethann sighed and turned back to the children; she was almost eighteen and Tom had to barge back into her life after three long torturous months of tutoring him.


She knew all about Tom and Tokio Hotel, she wasn't stupid; she hated the fact that Tom got what he wanted, he always used to brag about becoming famous. Bethann never believed him, until she saw his face on posters and in magazines just one year later.


"Life is so unfair," Bethann mumbled to herself before she walked over to a pair of fighting boys.

***

Over the next three days Bethann started organizing the children's work for the yearly annual Writing Fest; she was surprised that they forced little children to write sentences just for show.

"Bethann could you please take these pieces to the gym so they can start sticking them up?" Mrs Terrance stated as she walked over to Bethann holding a handful of large colourful construction flowers with the flower poem written on it by the children.


"Sure." Bethann stated as she took the flowers from the teacher, "I hope I don't fall," Bethann muttered to herself before exiting the room.


A few weeks ago Bethann had tripped over the three small steps that they had through the hallway doors.
She was glad that no one saw her fall. She pushed the doors open and started walking down the staircase to get to the gym.


After going down three steps she felt her foot slip from underneath her, "Oh shit."


Instead of tumbling down the stairs she crashed into a body. She looked up to see Tom smirking at her.


"You almost died over there," Tom stated as he tried not to laugh.


"Shut up, your presence cursed me." Bethann mumbled; she felt awkward in Tom's arms.


"That hurts after I risked my life to rescue you from injuring yourself." Tom huffed as he let Bethann go; she fell on her ass at Tom's feet.


"Uncle Tom, that wasn't nice," Kasterina stated as she walked up the stairs to them, "Miss Bethann what are you doing with our flowers?"


"I'm taking them down to the gym, so they can be shown in the Writing Fest." Bethann replied as she stood up. She found herself close to him; a little too close for her comfort. She was surprised at how much taller he was than her. She immediately bent down and started to pick up the flowers that had fallen on the stairs.


"Uncle Tom, help her."


Tom sighed and also bent down to retrieve the fallen flowers; he didn't want to, but he had to set good examples for his niece. After two minutes both Tom and Bethann stood up; at the exact same time.


"OUCH!" Bethann exclaimed rubbing her forehead.


"Damn, you've got a hard forehead." Tom stated as he rubbed his head.


"Ja? And you've got a hard head." Bethann retorted.


Kasterina started to laugh Tom turned around and stared down at her and said, "What is so funny?"


"Y-you, and M-miss B-Bethann." She laughed.


"Thanks," The teens both stated sarcastically.


Instead of getting an answer all they got was more laughter from the young girl. Bethann shrugged and Tom bent down to Kasterina and lifted her up above his head. Bethann gasped, she was worried that Tom couldn't hold Kasterina's weight.


"Tom be careful!" Bethann stated.


"Of course I'm careful." Tom responded with a laugh, "I'm always careful."


Bethann breathed a sigh of relief when he placed the young girl on the landing. The bell rang and Bethann mumbled a curse.


Tom gave her a funny look and stated, "What?"


"Class just started and I still have to bring these down to the gym." Bethann groaned.


"Relax, Miss Goody-Goody, I'll take these down to the gym, you just take Kasterina to class." Tom stated as he grabbed the flowers out of Bethann's grasp.


After a minutes hesitation Bethann stated, "Fine, the gym is through the doors downstairs and once you turn to the right it's right there."


"Alright, I hope I can trust you will this lovely angel over here," Tom stated smiling lovingly down at the child.


"Uncle Tom, you are so funny," Kasterina stated with a laugh as she grabbed Bethann's hand.


Tom nodded and walked down the stairs to the gym while Bethann and Kasterina walked to their classroom.

***

The next morning Bethann woke up in a bad mood; she didn't sleep well at all that night. The main reason why is Tom Kaulitz. She for once in her life dreamed about the famous guitarist of Tokio Hotel; what scared
her the most was that she saw him in a different light.


"I must be going insane."


"Well if you're talking to yourself then I agree you are talking to yourself."


Bethann turned around and screamed like a girly girl.


"Dude, that was so not the Bethann I know." The person laughed.


"Ritienne, how are you?" Bethann stated with a smile as she went up to her friend and gave her a hug.


"Bethann, you know I hate hugs."


"I know, but I haven't seen you or talked to you in almost four fricken years."


"That's true."


"What are you doing here?"


"Well, you do know that your birthday is today, right?" Ritienne asked arching her left eyebrow.


"Oh shit, I almost forgot." Bethann laughed sheepishly.


"You're crazy, anyway, I got to go, so have fun with the children."


Bethann nodded but then stated, "Hey, how the hell do you know that I work with children?"


Ritienne coughed and stated, "You were sleep talking."


Bethann nodded, but she really didn't believe Ritienne. Once Ritienne left she got dressed and went to school a little happier now that she finally met up with Ritienne. Ritienne and Bethann went to different high schools, so they somehow lost contact; especially when Ritienne moved.

***

"Tom what the heck are you doing here?" Bethann stated when she saw Tom walked into the classroom during lunch. "You're not supposed to be here."


"I know, I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday, and to give you this." Tom stated as he tossed a badly wrapped gift.


Bethann caught the gift in surprise; how the hell did Tom know that it was her birthday? She never told him and he never knew.


"What's wrong?" Tom question with laugh as he saw Bethann's facial expression.


"How the fuck did you know that it is my birthday today?" Bethann stated once she found her voice.


Tom smirked when Bethann stated the word fuck. He sat down across from her at the small mini-table.


"Answer me or I'll throw this thing at you," she threatened as she pointed to the badly wrapped gift.


"First open the gift and I'll tell you." Tom stated like a stubborn child.


Bethann sighed and ripped open the gift she stared at the calculator in confusion; after a minute she looked back up at Tom who was smirking. "What the hell am I supposed to do with this?"


"It's something that helps a person with solving math equations," Tom replied, "It seemed that you needed it a few days ago.


"You're an asshole do you know that?" Bethann stated as she pushed the calculator aside.


"I know, you always made sure I knew that in elementary." Tom laughed.


Bethann gave him a small smile before stating, "So how did you know that it is my birthday today?"


"I asked Ritienne," Tom replied as if it was the most obvious answer in the world.


"Ritienne would never tell you or even say anything to you."


"That was four years ago, sweetie she and Bill are like best of friends, it's quite annoying actually." Tom replied with a roll of his eyes, "She treats Kasterina like her own daughter."


"How the hell did she get the courage to talk to Bill?"


"On the streets actually, something of Bill's fell out of his bag; he was shopping if I remember properly. She noticed this and ran up to him and stated, 'You dropped this.' At first Bill was afraid that it was one of his crazy fangirls; but he was relieved that it was only Ritienne." Tom paused and sucked in a huge breath of air.


"Bill was very happy that Ritienne returned his item because that was a gift for our mom, he decided to treat her as a reward; but they got caught by girls and let's just say that Ritienne turned into some monster of some sort. They became friends after that."


"Ritienne is not a monster she just hates girls like that, who act like they've never seen a man before in their
life. Anyway, thanks."

"For what?"


"For saving my sorry ass yesterday."


"It was my pleasure, you smelt good."


After Tom stated that everything got awkward. Bethann didn't know what to say so she continued doing
whatever she was doing before Tom entered the room.


Tom stood up and went over to grab a sheet of white paper; he grabbed a red marker and walked back to his seat, when he sat down he hit his knees with the underside of the table. "Fuck."


Bethann silently laughed at him and continued correcting the children's homework book. She agreed with Mrs Terrance about starting homework earlier so the children would be ready for the first grade.


Seven minutes later Tom stated, "Miss Former Tutor, I need your help."


Bethann looked up to him and gave him a weird look. Tom ignored her and handed her over the sheet of paper. When she looked at what was written on the paper she gasped. Tom hand written.


Tom & Bethann =


Bethann stared at the paper before slowly grabbing a permanent red marker from her blue pencil case. All the was going through her mind was: What should I do; what if this is a joke?


She uncapped her marker and wrote something; before sighing. She folded the paper up and stood up; she didn't say anything to Tom. All she did was walk out of the room close the door and slip the paper under the door.


She then walked away and went down to the steps where Tom had saved her life. After a few minutes she stated, "What the hell did I just do?"


"I'm not entirely sure; but thanks." Tom stated as he embraced her from behind.


This time Bethann loved the feeling of being in Tom's arms.


"What does this mean anyway?" Tom asked as he let go of Bethann. He opened the paper up and pointed to what she wrote.

Tom & Bethann = ~ <3


Bethann laughed and stated, "This is a math equation right? So I gave you the solution in math language."

"Ja. But, what does it mean in Tom language?" Tom whined.


"I've never heard of Tom language."


"Well now you have so tell me," He stated clasping his hands together, "Please?"


Bethann bit back a laugh and stated, "The arrow part symbol means less than; the number three is the number three, those two together make a heart. And the swirl symbol in front of the heart actually means approximately; but right now it means maybe."


"I understand the heart; but why maybe?" Tom pouted.


"I don't know if I can trust you." Bethann replied softly.


"Give me a chance to show you that you indeed can trust me." Tom replied.


"Maybe, just one."


"That's all I need."


"Fine."


"Thank you." Tom stated as he embraced his former math tutor.


Nice huh? I read this 3 days ago and it's been stuck in my head ever since. It'll be nice if something like that were to happen to me. Haha. Brangan je aku but really, this story is really touching. Haha. Written by my favourite Quizilla writer :)

Her stories are amazing, all her stories are. Her imagination is just sooooo wild and free and her ideas are different. So different that they're so original and just.... WOW.

If you were to read her stories, you can really imagine the scenes happening in your head. The way she describes the story plot is just amazing that even me myself couldn't think of such things. Haha. But I'm gonna peservere :)

Haha. Nutin much to write XD

Today... Wasn't really in the mood today. Malas to smile or talk even when meeting them just now, I'm just tired to smile at any one of them and that last smile was a forced one. Just not in the mood today... Haha. Then we go pasar malam and the Char Kway was nice :)

Haha. Kak Nat, congrats for finally getting ur gaji and now you got all your stuff. I'll lend you the Zimmer 483 Live Cd as soon as I meet you aite :)

To Baby and Cicak, I'm gonna miss you sooo much when you guys are in Sarawak. Jangan naughty2 eh. Cayang2 :) haha. kk. All the best aite :)

Haha. Kk. Dunno wad to write oredi. I think go write my story ah :) Nacht

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