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Monday, July 28, 2008

Pretty busy this past 3 days ouh and Tokio Hotel's MONSOON is being nominated in the Video Music Awards this year. Gail huh? Haha. I'm proud of them.

So blah blah blah. What interesting things happen this 3 days.... Um.... OuH! I bought the Schrei 2006 European Tour Dvd and it was Gail. Even my Dad say they weren't half bad. Haha.

Ouh and I saw this Gibson Les Paul Custom Black at $2468. Tell me is that expensive? Ok. I mean it is expensive but it is WAY cheaper than the Les Paul Custom sold at Swee Lee for $10,000.

Haha.

I realised something just now. I'm the one living my life. No one else is controlling who I am or what I wanna be right. Haha. I know this is lame but seriously, this struck me just now.

Why should I be bothered with irritating people who job is to only make me lose my temper and do things that I may regret right? I know she reads my blog all the time and I did critisise her here so to tell you the truth, I don't care. Haha. If you think it's you then... You are wrong my dear Meril becoz there's nothing between us animore so I don't see why I should still be critisising you. I think you know what I mean. Anyway, good luck with your life. :)

I mean, I don't give a fuck that I love Tokio Hotel or Bill kaulitz like fucking crazy becoz es ist not even wrong to love someone or something. It really pisses me off when I'm trying SOOOOOO FUCKING hard to be nice to you and not even talk behind your back and this is what you give back to me?

I lend you a shoulder when you cried on the phone. I backed you up when Diana made you cry. Hell, I even risked my friendship with Diana only for you and now I hear this shit? I believe your every lie and I placed my trust on you but I guess all of it went to waste Yet again... Duh

Haha. Yes I'm complaining but so what? This is my blog.

I'm not angry at anyone anymore. I don't hate anyone anymore becoz I learnt from my Dad that I will not gain anything when there's hatred in my heart. I even saw him, still being nice to ppl who had hurt him so much in the past before. I saw that after he threw away all that hatred, he was calm and happy.

That's why, Brenda. I don't hate you. I'm not angry at you. Just the same with Meril or Artika or Janah. I used to hate them and I was angry with them but now I'm not becoz when I hated them, I din feel happy at all. I wish I could go back in time and turn things over but I've done what I've done and sometimes I regretted what I did.

I'm just fucking dissapointed at you, Brenda, that you betrayed my trust. I guess I'll have to wait until that dreadful day comes again.

Now I understand why your last year's classmates hated you.

If you read this, I hope that you know that my life DOES revolve around bands. You'll find it pathetic that I LOVE bands alot but music is my passion. Just like Wayne is your passion.

I don't expect a sorry from you anymore becoz I don't give a fuck bout you animore.

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Ok. That shits over. haha. Its so typical in my life right now. Friends come and go. They hurt you or hurt them. You fight with them then you be good with them. Then you break yor friendship and there's war. Then you sit and ponder if things could have gotten better. Then you just termenung like some freak. Haha. Like drama series like that. Something like cite Timeless

You know what happened on Sat during the guitar lesson? I sakit perot rite then I wan to fart ah but I tahan ah. You think wad? Just fart in front of the teacher ah? Haha. Then I tahan ah. Then he say he go out for a while so I was like So heres my chance to FART!!! so I fart ah. Like loud man. Haha.

Then he open the door he was looking at me like weirdly ah. Haha. The the bau like telor busok siak!!!!!! Haha. Malu man!!! My water drop like shit like that sia!!!

Haha. But it was fun though. We learn about bending, reverse-bending, sliding, virberato Sounds like vibrator. Haha. Dirty me.

Haha. And I'm in love again with this song. Haha. Breakaway. Not the TH one. The Blind one. Haha. They nice. :)



Kk. I tink I go update story or do something ah. Byez and remember my motto.

Don't take anyone's shit becoz the best shit is always by you :) Seriously... :)

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