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Friday, August 29, 2008

Sometimes I wonder if what I am today is what I wanted to be 3 years ago...

Ok. Let's not get started on what's going on with the sentence or I'll be called the insensitive bitch. Duh...

My day din started out great. Bus broke down and some random shitty things just happen.

Then concert was great. Abit of tech probs here and there but Ariffin's band rite, the guy playing the red guitar was fudging off like CWAZY!! And Zul Husni was playing my guitar as Bass Hehe. I'm so proud of my guitar :) I know it was abit nervous when it accidentally terlepaskan it's strap

The rest was ok. I'll put up the vid when I got mood to upload the vids.

3E5 won the captain's ball match :)

Finally played my guitar just now and it was really good especially Ich Bin Nicht Ich. It sounded more defined and not so sandish after I played the notes the proper way Thx to my teacher :). Played Spring Nicht and it was GAIL! Haha. Only need to figure out the part after the bridge just before the final chorus :)

Haiz... I think I go like type out my one-shot story :) It goes out to crazy Tom lover, Kak Nadhirah Natalia. I hope you enjoy this little intro coz I'm bored and I don't know what to type anymore :)

Yes, I'm just writting the first part :) I hope it's good coz the one-shot stories at Quizila are AMAZING!!

Just tell me what you guys think :) Danke liebes :)

Komm und rette mich...
Ich verbrenne innerlich...
Komm und rette mich...
Ich schaff’s nicht ohne dich...
Komm und rette mich...
Rette mich...
Rette mich...

Rette Mich. A ballad that depicts a million words in less than four minutes.

I don't actually understand what Bill is trying to say in this song until one faithful incident made me understand the true colors of the mysterious song... Rette Mich.

My life that was once full of life, light and happiness are now just mere fragments of my past. I'm numb. I'm cold. I'm alone in the dark, waiting for someone to come and Rescue Me...

No one knew about the silent pain that I went through except for Bill and I admire him for trying his best not to hurt my feelings.

Most might say, how could I, famous rockstar, Tom Kaulitz, be feeling numb, sad and alone when I have everything from money, fans, girls and all the sex that I want? The Tom Kaulitz that they know is fun, lovable, crazy and sexy. The Tom Kaulitz that they craze for loves having one-night stands so how could he be feeling sad, alone and miserable?

Maybe it's because I finally knew what it feels like to watch someone go and leave you alone to drown in your own sorrows.

Sky Shae. A name that will forever scar my heart.

I met Sky five years ago, in a club.

I could remember every detail about her when she first caught my eyes, standing not to far away from me.

Her green eyes, her black hair and her lucious red lips were as sinful as they are heavenly.

It started out harmless with a simple smile. It then became flirting before a heavy make-out session took place at the alley behind the club and finally, a mark at the hotel bedroom.

A typical one-night stand but it wasn't just any normal one-night stand when I saw her leave in the morning because the word 'lover' was lingering in my mind.

Soon, we started seeing each other more frequently, mostly for sex but it came to a point where it wasn't about sex anymore. It was more about how we felt towards each other.

I never dream of hearing her say that she likes me.

By the end of the year, we were officially together.

I never felt so happy in my whole entire life before because Sky loved me for who I am and not for who I was, which is a famous rockstar. Unlike the other girls that 'loved' me, Sky treated me normally, giving me a chance to live a normal life like any other ordinary kids.

It was a fairytale at that time but it became an awful nightmare when she left...

I hope that it wasn't too sexish becoz I was really trying very hard to depict what Tom is like. It's easier to do a Bill story becoz Bill is not as hardcore sex as Tom so yeah.

Haiz... Currently uploading the vids for Suchi coz Shannon bugging her so yeah. I'll post it up when it's done:)

Ouh and tell me what you think of the story :) Danke :)

Shannon! Here's your vid! I haven upload the rest yet coz I'm having flu and I'm very not in the mood to upload more vids so here ya go :) You were great :)




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Changed my song to Rette Mich. been listening to it the whole day. I can understand the song today Weird... I think it's becoz of the lots of shit happening so yeah. Wadeva... Haiz... Nacht :)

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