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Monday, September 29, 2008

I'm glad I have Tokio Hotel man. I really am.

Not in the mood to talk about anything though.

My day today was pure shit becoz I finally know what's going on and what really happened from Anira.

Yeah so I was like Shit. That explains why...

So yeah.

The physics paper was fine, I think.

Ok lh. I can do the questions and I remembered most of the formulas.

But my mind was drifting somewhere else all the time.

It was difficult concentrating.

But Bill pulled me through.

Then Diana, Suchi and Brintha tried to make me smile which worked becoz I was laughing at Mcdonalds :)

So yeah.

My stomach hurts.
Wenn Nichts Mehr Geht?
Yup. It a good stomach hurt. Made me feel so much better.
But you're still not ok huh?
Who wouldn't be? I din even know THAT happened. So yeah. Can we don't talk about this?
Yeah. Sure. For once I'm not forcing you to blurt out.
Yeah and I thank you for that....

Ouh and to Brenda Koh,
Thank you for everything.
You did a great job.
I give a wonderful salute to you.
I hope you're happy.
I hope you got your sweet revenge.
Now Maggie's not talking to me and I don't even understand why until Anira told me.
Great huh?
Wow.
Simply wow.
Good luck.
I'm not going to bother with you anymore becoz you're like Ein Staub in dünner Luft.
Isn't that what you do?
Haha.
I'm not angry anymore.
I find no reason to be fuming with rage anymore.

Thr truth is, I'm bummed. I really am.

But what can I do?

I'm just a weak human being under Allah.

He's the great almighty and I'm giving it all to him.

I surrender all of this to him, in hope that he'll answer my prayers and help me thorugh this time.

Ya Allah, aku tidak bermaya untuk cabaran ini. Kuatkan lah hati ku untuk berdepan dengan semua yang sedang aku hadapi. Engkaulah satu satunya tuhan yang maha Esa. Berikan aku kesabaran untuk hidup. Lindungilah aku daripada hasutan syaitan, mahupun syaitan manusia yang terkutuk dan kejam. Ya Allah. Aku berdoa kepada mu kerana engkau lah yang telah menjadi kan ku. Engkaulah yang aku sembah. Hati ku menangis tetapi mata dan mulut ku tidak dapat berkata-kata. Ya Allah. Bukakan lah hatinya ya Allah kerana dia adalah seorang yang amat ku cintai. Jauhkannya daripada hasutannya. Lindungilah dia seperti bagaimana engkau melindungi ku, keluargaku dan rakan-rakan ku. Aku berserah semua kepada mu. Amin

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