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Thursday, October 9, 2008

Din go to school today. Ran out of black spray.

Haha.

Wrote a one-shot and it's not about Bill and neither it is about Tom. It's about Zacky Vengence. Haha. I hope it's alright.

"Lace! Guess what? I asked Gena out."

I asked Gena out.

That sentence repeated itself like a CD in my head.

I smiled, holding back tears ad I hugged him.

"Ouh. Well, I'm happy for you."

"I knew that telling my bestfriend about it first is the right thing to do. I love you Lace!" Zacky exclaimed as he kissed my cheeks and made his way out my room, probably to tell the guys his happy news.

The door clicked before I ran to it and made sure I locked it tight before tears were streaming down my face.

No knew that I cried because they believe that the word cry doesn't exist in my dictionary. Well, of course. I never cried in front of them. Even when my late grandmother died, no tears escaped my eyes. I should get a grammy for great acting skills...

After a minute, footsteps was heard coming up the stairs before there were knocks.

"Lacey?"

His voice was worried and concerned but what I admired was the calmness that it had in it.

"Yeah?" I replied from the other side of the door, pretending to be engrossed in the book that I was reading before the door clicked open.

I felt the bed sink before a soft sigh was heard.

"Are you alright?"

"Yeah. I'm fine. No worries." I smiled, eyes still glued to the book.

What book is it anyway?

"Lacey..."

"What?" I snapped before finally averting my eyes from the book to my older brother, Brian Haner.

"Stop acting like you don't care."

That's so like Brian. The typical I'm your brother so I should make sure you're always alright kind. My one and only brother and my bestfriend too, alongside with Zacky. He was with me through thick and thin. Solid and water. Glass and wood. He is the only one who knows when I'm ok and when I'm not.

"I'm not acting. I'm really fine with it."

"Lacey, I know that you're pretending. It's obvious." Brian stated as he laid down beside me, looking at the book I was reading.

"Well, it's not obvious to him. So why should I give a fuck about it?"

"It's either it's not obvious or he's just plain stupid. Why don't you just tell him?"

"He's with Gena now. Get over it!" I rolled my eyes before getting slapped in the head.

"No. You[ get over it. You're the one that's in love with him. Not me."

"Brian?"

"Yes Lace?"

"Shut up."

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The rest of the day went by like a train.

Me and Brian were sitting watching TV when Baker shouted from the front door.

"Open up Suckers! I'm here!"

I sighed before going to the door and opening it, meeting two pairs of eyes.

"Hey Lace."

"Hey Baker. Brian's in the living room." I groaned before the both of them went in.

I was fuming. Of course I was! Who wouldn't be! This was suppose to be a me, Brian and Zacky thing but no.... He had to bring his stinky girlfriend along...

"Hello Lace." Gena spoke, her eyes glimerring under the house light.

"Ouh yeah. Hi." I smiled fakely before going to my room.

"Haner! You're not watching?" Zacky shouted from the couch ad Gena snuggled up close to him.

"No. Homework." I replied before slamming the door shut.

I didn't cry anymore because I ran dry. It was tiring to cry. Trust me.

I jumped and landed on the bed on my stomach before staring out the window.

It wasn't long before a drift of to Lazy land...

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I woke up to find that another fatass was sleeping beside me.

Must be Brian... I thought before I turned my body, only to scream and jumped out of bed, tidying up my hair and pulling my shirt down.

"Baker! What are you doing here?" I asked, shaking his shoulders.

"Mmmm..."

"Zack! What are you doing here?"

"I'm tired... Go to sleep Haner..."

I just shook my head before going out but as I passed my parents room, the heavy sound of snogging could be heard.

"Ouh Bri... You're amazing... He could never give me something like this..." The girl moaned and surprisingly, she sounded awfully familiar.

I fought over myself if I should open the door.

Finalyy, my hand made my way to the knob and slowly twist it open, revealing a hot, sweaty Brian with none other than...

"Brian! What are you doing?" I gasped at the sight of two nude people having sex on my parents bed.

The both of them got off each other immediately before Gena wrapped the blanket around herself and Brian put on his boxers.

"How could you Brian! He's up there! Sleeping and you're down here doing this? I thought she left?!"

"Yeah. I thought she did."

His voice filled the room as the tension in it grew tighter.

"Zacky... It was a-"

"Mistake?" Zacky cut Brian off before walking out.

"Zacky, wait!" I called out before following his trail till we reached the front door.

"Zacky. Wait. Listen to me."

"Ok. I'm listening."

"I'm... Sorry." I said, my head hanging and staring at the hard floor.

"Nah. It's ok... We never got serious anyway."

I looked at him, confused and in disbelief.

"Yeah. That's right. I knew you didn't like her so I never really got serious. I mean yeah, she's my girlfriend but you're my bestfriend and I love you more than I like her." Zacky said calmly, not realising that every single one of his words are making me dizzy.

I just stared at him like some idiotic fool.

Talk you idiot! Talk or say something! Tell him you love him more than just a friend!

"I love you too Zachery," I smiled but I knew he is never going to get what I really meant.

"Thanks Lace. You're the best. See you on Monday alright." He hugged me before stepping out the door.

I sighed before shooking my head and headed back to my room.

As I passed my parents room to get to mine, the exact same moans were heard.

When will you ever stop being a whore, Brian?

I laughed silently in my head before I got a message from Zacky.

And I really meant what I said. I love you ok. Don't forget that. No matter what happens, I'll still love you because you want to know why? It's because you're my bestfriend Lacey. I know this sounds chessy but I promise you no girl is going to get in between what we share.

Love, Zacky.

My body felt light for a moment before I replied to his message.

Hey. How many times must I convince you that I love you too.? I love you ok.

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Zacky's POV

Hey. How many times must I convince you that I love you too.? I love you ok.

I smiled and shook my head.

When you realise ,Lacey, that I love you more than just a bestfriend?

Well, I hope that was ok :)

Meeting Diana later so yeah. Byez :)

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