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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I feel so fucked up today.

Maybe because of a few reasons that actually ticked me off.

You may want to call me crazy after reading this post.

It pissed me off and I'm dissapointed at some of you.

First off,

Is me writting really a bad thing?

Is it a taboo to write a fan-fiction story because some of you are giving me the face that says You are pathetic because you waste your time writting fan-fics that will not get you any where in life....

Have you ever considered the pros that writting has given me?

So I shouldn't write anymore because you people think it's stupid and a waste of time?

Ok then.

I posted at Quizilla that xUntittledx will be my last story and I'm never going to write another fan-fic ever again. I hope I get to change that decision because right now, it sucks letting the things you love doing go.

I hope you people are happy.

I stopped writting.

Hurray...

Now you guys can throw a party and say Hurray! No more pathetic stories and no more porn and no more Syafiqah talking about her stupid stories that din even entertain me!

I'm not targeting anyone.

Seriously. I'm NOT. So my apologies if you feel like I'm throwing a dagger at you because I'm not.

I don't get it.

If some of you can continue what you love doing then why can't I continue doing the thing that I love doing and that is writting.

It sounds stupid to you but to me, every single word that is written means something to me.

But whatever. I stopped writting. I hope you're satisfied.

Secondly,

I'm disspointed at a friend of mine.

I don't know if I want to call her friend anymore because friends don't lie to each other.

If it's a small white lie, it's ok because I admit, I lie to my friends sometimes, even Diana Sori Di.

But when you start to really make up stories that are unconvincing, it just makes you lost credibility.

You tested my patience and yes, I'm happy at myself for ignoring all those shit and still be your friend.

But that sms you gave me was the last straw.

I asked Ms Dianah about it and she told me things that make me come to my senses.

I'm not trying to be mean.

I just don't want to see you hurt when I tell this in your face.

Why did you do it?

Why did you lie?

I'm sure there's a million more things that you lied about and not only me noticed that it's a lie.

We gave you our trust and you played with it like a toy.

I don't know if you realised you're playing with our trust but I hope you realise it now.

How much attention do you need?

We showered you with our attention, our love, our affection. We spent time with you and made you smile, laugh.

What more do you want?

Think about it.

I don't need your sorry but I think Diana and Brintha deserves to get an apology and I also want to apologise to Brintha and Diana.

Girls. I''m sorry if all this time, I forced you into staying patient with her. I know there's amilion times that you want to scream and shout but I always prevented you guys from doing so. I'm really sorry. I just didn't want to lose another friend but as Ms Dianah said, as we grow, we learn how to differentiate good friends and bad friends. I'm really sorry.

I feel so fucked up today....

Can't wait to see Nipple and her new hair tomorrow :)

It's been a long time since I saw her :)

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