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Friday, November 21, 2008

Today was... Abit emotional.

Many emotions ran through me so let me begin.

The day started off with me waking up and 7.45am.

I bath, got dressed and headed to meet Irfaniah, Syuhadah and Faiziyyah.

I reached at 8.50am and waited.

I waited.

Waited

Waited

Waited

And waited.

So I decided to do the right thing and sms them, asking where the fuck are they.

Then, I remebered.

Exactly at 9.14am.

I received an SMS that made me curse like crazy while waiting for Irfaniah.

I was angry.

Duh. Who wouldn't be?

But nevertheless, the hatred and madness faded when I met Fani and Atikah and we ate at Mc.

Then we go B. Gombak Stadium but it was used by people.

So we decided to go to the gym.

Which was awesome!

Then I burn like what?

600++ Calories?

But I think I gained around 200+ back coz I ate.

Now my kaki pain.

I really want to get to know Ezabel better.

She's really interesting and I like interesting people :)

So I'm just gonna write what I can think of because I'm so bored.

I was running as the wind brushed through my hair. Drops of rain fell on me as I prayed that nothing bad had happened to him. I love him. He's my life. My soul. My everything. I can't lose him.

I lost everyone that I loved because our kind was hated by the village. The people killed every single one of my kind. My mother. My father. I saw their faces when they died. My brother. My bestfriend. None were spared.

"Don't leave me..." I panted before I saw him, standing nearby a lake, staring out into the cold waters.

He turned and smiled. The smile that I live to see everyday.

"Thank god. You're still alive!" I rejoiced as I hugged him close, his arms embracing me.

"What are you talking about? Of course I'm alive. I live only bacuse of you." He smiled, his breath hot against my hair as he stroke it.

I inhaled his scent deeply and was still confused. Until today, I couldn't see myself killing him for what he has. His smell was strong but I don't seem to be mesmerized by it. The wonders of love I guess.

"Gustav. I have something to tell you." I said before pulling away.

I guess it's time to tell him the truth.

"I'm not who you think I am." I smiled nervously, staring at my feet as I played with my fingers behind my back.

"What do you mean? You're Ezabela right?" He laughed, obviously not taking me seriously.

"No. You're in danger and it's because of me. I'm not human. I'm not like you. I'm one of them." I admitted as I looked at him, waiting patiently for his reaction.

I was scared and I don't want to lose him. He was the only person who understood me. No one would even bother to listen to what I have to say but Gustav, he stayed and gave me a listening ear.

His silence was maddening enough. He just looked at me, with his beautiful brown eyes. It was emotionless, like mirrors.

I shook my head, knowing the answer and turned, slowly walking away from the person that made me feel complete.

"Wait."

I stood at my spot as his got nearer to me. It wasn't long before he took my hand and walked around me, meeting eye to eye with me.

"You're one of the death clan?" he asked as I nodded, holding back tears that were threatening to fall.

"So I should kill you?"

"I don't know. If you want to, then kill me." I mumbled, just loud enough for him to hear before he lifted my chin and planted a soft kiss on my cold lips.

"Why?"

His short question were driving me insane. What is he trying to do? Give me a trivia with short words?

"You know I love you and I just didn't want you to turn your back on me when you find out but I guess now you know. I don't mind you killing me if you want. I know your dad had always wanted you to be like him and hunt people like me down. I would rather die in your arms than to have anyone else stake a kinfe into me." I replied, half-smiling as I avoided eye contact with him.

"So you're really a vampire?" He asked, a wide smile forming on his lips.

I was taken back by his sudden change of um.. What do you call that? Mood?

"Yeah. Sort... Of. I'm half vampire and half shape-shifter. Yeah."

"Cool. So I'm dating a woman who's not human. This is awesome!"

"Gustav. It's not the time to celebrate. They're out there and they're coming for you and me. I overheard your dad talking and he said he was going to kill the both of us."

His happy-go-lucky expression immediately turned panick.

"What?"

"He knows that I'm what I am and he found out about us. I'm..Sor-ry."

"Then we have to run. Find some place to hide."

I took his hand as pulled him back, hugging him.

"No. There's no time. They had closed all the gates and they're coming. You go and hide. I'll face them."

"No. Nononono. I'm letting you face them alone." He shook his head as he looked around.

Okay.

I'm stuck.

But I'm continuing this.

The idea is wow.

And yes.

It's for Ezabel Siek :)

I hope she likes it.

It might be just a one-shot.

Or maybe it has two parts.

I have ith all in my head :)

WEEDUU :)

So yeah.

Guten Nacht :)

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