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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Currently doing maths hmwrk. Hahaz. Kinda piss right now coz juz now, I was already ready to go for this occasion at the mosque and all because of my youngest brother who was sleeping, my dad said that I don't need to go and I was kinda furious coz like he last minute say then I oredi siap2 to go then cancel last minute. Not good you know.

Just now got road run. Vry torturous bt nevertheless, fun coz I run like shit with anira. Hahaz. Cnt wait for cross country. I'm quite satisfied with my timing. 25 mins++ but I tink I can do better though.

Nutin much to talk about ler... I'm juz updating to lighten up my mood. Hahaz. Maybe later, when I finish my homework, I update my story. I got brilliant ideas seh. I cnt wait to complete this one and then to start on a new one. Maybe the 'Rette Mich' story, I'll delay it for a moment. Need more time to think. But I'll definite start posting the vampire series once I'm done with 'Destiny That Awaits'. Hahaz. My brain really working but I miss my poetry. It's been a while since I wrote poetry. No inspiration ah. Hahaz. Kk. Gtgt. Gute Nacht!

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9:11 PM

Monday, February 25, 2008

Ok. I decided to change the colour to white so easier for all of u to see. Today notin much happen lor. Meet bladders, be perverted with them and all that stuff. Hahaz. Then went to westmall with Brenda and buy present for her friend. The present cute lor. Hahaz. Kk. Today couldn't really concentrate much in school coz I'm like sittin behind Planet X lor and I kept lookin at his direction. Walau, havin a crush at ur own classmate sux lor. Not fun. But I still love Bill ok. Hahaz. Kk. I dunno wad to write about sia. I think I wanna make Vampire fan fic. I'm kinda obsess with vampires today. But the think is I don't whether wanna make a Bill Fanfic or Tom Fanfic. I tink I better do Bill coz he got those vamp features hahaz. Asik2 Bill je... Hahaz. Kk. Vampire...

Vampires

Flawless creatures that roam the night. They longed to see the day. They may kill people for blood but blood is like water for them.Like us, without water, we will die. For them, without blood, they will die. Yes, they too consume food to obtain energy but blood is their source of existence. They think we're the fortunate ones who get to see day and night but in me, they are the fortunate ones. They have been studying the night their entire lifes. They know her secrets. They understand. They feel and it's beyond what we feel. Especially their love for someone. It's beyond comparable. Their love is so strong that it stretches out across the universe. They are the creatures that I wanna be but am I wiling to sacrifise the day for just the night?

Hahaz. Hope u like. Hahaz. Vampires... THEY ROCK MY WORLD! And did I mention that i cut my little finger on my left hand badly?? Because of playing the guitar lor!! For the past few days the skinn was hard then got one deep line encarved in the finger ah then just now, I was playing 'Durch Den Monsun' then I cut it but didnt realise it then I play again until the cut got very deep sia. Now it's bruised like crazy and I cant play the guitar properly sia. And when I wipe the guitar strings, the G string got blood sia and alot lor!! Gosh!! I'm soooo angry!!! Now cant play guitar!! UUURRRGGGHHHH!!!! Danke fur reading!

P.S Did I mention that I know how to play 'Rette Mich'?? Oh ya! I did! And I'm not tired of repeating it!! It sooo awesome!! Yaya!! Ich liebe dich Tokio Hotel fur immer!! And the bladder workforce cannot slap me coz I write German and not talk German!! *Evil Laugh*!!

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5:57 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Okok. I decided to update my blog. Finally! But the thing is i dunno if the virus gone so... Whatever lh. Hahaz. So lots of things happen lor but the best ones are with my bladders! I love you my bladder workforce!!

Yesterday, me, Constipated and Tetek went to tetek's hous for study group. For 0.5% of the time that we spent there, we studied and the rest, we played and took photos and all that shit. hahaz. I think if cynthia was there, we wouldnt be slacking at teteks hous. The food there... POWER!!! Hahaz. No wonder I fat. Hahaz. Then she pervert ah touch touch my butt. Think wad? Very nice to have ppl touch your butt ah? If Bill touch nevermind lh. Hehe.

And I've washed my hands of her. Realli so to my vry special tahue. Don't cry ok. She's not worth crying over. She's just a life ruiner. Hahaz. don't cry. She doesn't deserve your tears lor. And to her, I have one thing to say. I'm letting you off the hook this time. You make any of my friens cry again, I'll make sure you pay. No one hurts any of my friends and gets away with it. You wanna hurt them. Come and find me lor. Hahaz. Like real like that. Ceh ceh. Act gangster tak jadi. Hehe.

So Im obssess with 'Rette Mich' the older version coz I CAN FINALLY PLAY IT!!! Hahaz. Finally! I know the picks and the chords and soo awesome ah! Hahaz. Maybe I'm changing my blog song to 'Rette Mich' but later then I do. Now tired ah.

And its official... I have a new crush. Bladders and Tahue. Please don't tell ppl hor. Later I vry paiseh coz I like a chinese guy hahaz. Dun tell hor and his nickname is Planet X ok? Hahaz. What's up with me and giving my crushes planet nicknames? First Pluto and now PLanet X hahaz. But don't get me wrong. I STILL FUCKING LOVE BILL WITH MY WHOLE HEART!!! WEEEEE! ICH LIEBE DICH BILL!!! Dich und mich fur immer!!

Kk. Guten Nacht ppl!

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10:29 PM

Friday, February 15, 2008

Hahaz. Let's begin with V-day. The most wonderful day of my life. Alot of ppl give ma chocolate but all girls and tats gail!! I wanna tank..

-Atikah
-Irfaniah
-Syuhadah
-Diana
-Diyana
-Rafidah
-Shun Yu
-...And some other ppl... Hehe.

And I'm sorry if I gave the Bladder Workforce tissue paper for V-day. Hahaz. Kinda lame but I hope the tissue paper got benefits hor.

So today is Total Defence day and we must eat like sweet potato for recess which is not bad in my POV. Quite nice but then gt food so I buy bread and milo. Then got studies and then after school, went to eat with Baby/Perverted Bladder and Cicak Kobeng Bladder at Clementi. Then then the I saw this HAWT JJC guy ah eating with his dad. Wow. My air liur meleler sia. He looks awful lot like Rambutan... Why ah?? Why do I like guys who looks like Rambutan?? First Ezzat then Trainer Nazri and then this JJC guy... Vry not fun you know. Rambutan my past so why still present in the present?? Vry stress ah!! But but the sad thing is that I din get to see him leave. I went to take a bite form my Wantan Mee and when I looked up, he's gone... Outta my life... Sad rite!! Bt bt at least still got his image in my mind... Hehe. Then we saw Mdm Fadilah and her husband and we were like shouting her name and waving at her and her husband then we buy donut (the Choz 'O Latte so nice ah!!) then we eat the donut then we went home and the end of the day! And Baby Bladder just went online! YAY!

So CA1 next week and I'm like sooo gonna study because I wanna prove to myself that I can do it. So far my test are ok but gt some not good good results. Just finish my notes for Geog Test (Only left to write about Earthquakes which is soooo looooong...) then must revise maths then must do hmwrk then must revise summore. Aiyo. So the irritating.... Hahaz. Kk. Wanna update on story. Nacht!

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10:45 PM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Currently singing 'My Heart' to myself. I'm obsess with it and 'Let The Flames Begin'. SOOOO GAILLL!!! Hahaz. Today must be the happiest day of my life. U wanna noe y? Coz I gt back my geog and chem test and I passed both with flying colours!! Geog I got 9.5/10 and chem I got 21/25. Happy giler seh!!! First time in a long time since I've gotten such marks for any test!! So the gail gail gail gail!! Hahaz. I guess I must study more so that I'll do well for all my subs. Currently watching vids of ppl doing covers. Really cool ah. The way they sing or play really wow. Haaz. But there are sum vids which are... Hw do I say this? Bad? Hahaz. Like mine very good like that huh? Hahaz. Kk. Chapter 18 up! You know what to do ppl! Go to LINKS and click on xDestiny That Awaitsx. Currently doing on chapter 19. Sorry if the few chapters are like shit. My brain cells are slowly dying one by one I think. Hahaz. Kk. Gutan Nacht!

OMG!!! I found and english version of 1000 Meere!!! Hahaz!! Yay!!! It's nice but the thing is that it's only the preview. The band hasn't release the full version yet but the lyrics like soooooooo sweet ler!!! Hahaz.

1000 Oceans (1000 Meere)

Empty streets, I follow every breath into the night
The winds are cold
The sun is frozen, the world has lost its light
I carry a picture deep in me
Back to you on a thousand seas
Back to us
Don't you lose your trust and your belief
Just trust me

We have to go 1,000 oceans wide
1,000 times against an endless tide
We'll be free to live our lives

There's nothing and no one in this
And one day we'll look back with no regrets

1,000 oceans wide
1,000 stars are passing by
Passing by

Please don't drift away from me

We have to go 1,000 oceans wide
1,000 times against an endless tide
Then we'll be free

Please don't drift away from me
1,000 oceans wide

GAIL RITE!!!! GOSH!! They're sooo talented lah!!! So can't wait for the full version lah!!! I LOVE TH!!! Enjoy!!

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Currently my second post. I just want to let my feelings out. I've never been in love with someone soo much. Never in my life and this particular person made me know what love is. His laughter makes me laugh. His smile makes me smile. I'll just be happy at the sight of him but sadly... He's all an illusion. He's real. Yes, he is but he's not here. He's there... I want to cry. Tears are threatening to fall. The truth hurts, doesn't it? He doesn't know who I am... No matter how much I love him, he'll never know who I am because I'm here and he's way over there... He's just another human being that not within my reach. But nevertheless, I want to thank him for making me feel what is love. I was always afraid of loving someone because the fear of being hurt was there but now, I'm not afraid to love because I myself am in love... It hurts, yes, it does but it makes me stronger. I just hope that he knows what I feel. Even if he doesn't, just knowing my name or saying my name from a letter or email or whatever will make me smile because he's been doing that every single day... He's brighten up my darken days with his light and my sorrows fade away. Thank you Bill. Thank you. But even though I'm here typing all this, I know you wouldn't read them but I just want you to know, ever since I've fallen in love with you, nobody else has been able to make my heart beat stronger. Nobody has been able to take my mind off you because you are the one that I love. You are the one and only soul that has captured my heart without even trying. I love you Bill. I really do. A vid and the reason why I wanted to pour out my feelings... I'm sorry for the crapp but to me, it's a confession...

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8:11 PM

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Kk. Love the song above! So angelic Bill voice! Kk. Also loving the song 'Let The Flames Begin' by Paramore. Hayley is such a wonderful singer. Hahaz. Juz nw I asked my dad whether I could find a vocal coach n he lectured me like a million minutes. He was like "You want guitar coach then u oso want vocal coach. U tink I alot of money meh?" Walau kana lecture but its a funny wan. Bt really, maybe I'll get a job and then can find vocal coach. Hahaz. Bragan je aku.

So guess what I found in my Sec 2 foolscap? A poem called 'Beautiful Tragedy'. It's written last year and when I read it... IT WAS SOOO FREAKING AWESOME!!! Im just dissapointed that I couldn't write as well as I did last time. My poems now are just like going to be like shit. Hahaz. Kk. Here it is.

Beautiful Tragedy

Will you be there when I say goodbye?
Will you be there when I die?
Will you be there when immortality struck my body?
Will you be there when insanity takes over my mind?
Will you be there when serenity comes to take me away?
Will you be there when angels of the night invades my soul?
Will you be there when I'm buried? Will you be there when I cry of agony?
Because if you're there...
Then this is my beautiful tragedy...

Hahaz. Nice rite. Wow. Me myself shock that I wrote this last year. Hahaz. Kk. Now... The moment of truth... I'm gona put my video here. Hahaz. My playin and singing 'My Heart' by Paramore. Ig nore the shitty guitar playin. Kinda sprained my hand... yet again for the 3rd time coz I fell from my bed this morning. Long story. Hahaz. Gosh. And one more thing. I'm NOT putting this on youtube. I cnt stand the nasty comments. Hahaz. Kk. Here it is... Gosh. It sure sux... Kk. Now, cnt play the vid from here bt I finally decided to post on youtube. Hahaz. Lame ah...

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7:02 PM

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Just came back from Cik Poons house like an hour ago. Vry fun. Gt bbq and all tat shit. Hahaz. Dunno wad to write ah...

Oh ya, I finally nailed the high notes for My Heart and I'm so freakin happy!!! But its night so Im scared that if I wake up tomorrow and try to sing the song, then cnt hit the high notes how?? Hahaz. I think too much. Hahaz. Im just so happy now that I could hit that high notes. Hahaz. Maybe if I still can hit the notes tomorrow then I record a vid of myself playin while singing. Hahaz. All thx to Mr Rambutan. Hahaz. He gave me the courage to do what Im about to do tomorrow. Thx Adan if you're even reading this but most likely your not. Hahaz. Yay!!! Hahaz. Okok. Siao oredi. Hahaz. I tink I go update my story now. Haha. Nacht!

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11:59 PM

Currently waiting for mum to get ready before we head to Cik Poon's house. Had a blast yesterday! So gail!! Hahaz. Meet my beloved cuzins and we laugh laugh and laugh then kentut lh. Then tok bout terkencing dlm seluar lh. Vry funny. But sad coz the day oredi went bye... Haiz... Nvm. Must look forward to meetin them again.

So things with my mum are ok. We din tok then after a few hours we tok like normal so nothing to worry about anymore. Now, I have this problem with this ass. It's so frustrating ah. He/she think their all that ah? Hahaz. He/she keep saying things about me behind my back ah and 'it' says I'm this lh that lh. Hahaz. Guess wad? I dun give a fucking shit about it. Tok all u wan lh. It doesn't make a diff. Evryone still hates u u noe. I hope that she beats u up one day. Hahaz. Oso, I'm not going to care because its such a waste of time to even say bad things about u. Id rather think of Bill than to think of hw to deal with u ler... Hahaz. Kau yg dosa pe kalau kau mengumpat. Hahaz. Wadeva.

Hahaz. Currently lookin at pics of Bill!! He's sooo flawless n cute n handsome n angelic and the list of things about him goes on! Hahaz. Yay Bill! I love you!

Hahaz. Sori for a crappy chp 16. I was really desperate to update n when I sat down in front of the com... I had absolutely no idea what to write so I just type lor. Hahaz. But I promise chp 17 onwards is going to be better. Hahaz. Sure gt alot of drama and I give u one clue. Mazelina and Bill is going to fight again and it involves Natalia and Tom and everything just goes haywire after that. Hahaz. Hope u stay tune! Ceh, mcm tv program pulak. Hahaz. Prasan seh aku. Hehe.

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3:06 PM

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Not in the mood to type much. Mum nagged at me just now and it sucked. She was like 'Nvr help me to this lh that lh. Always play guitar. Look at them lh. Always help their mum. Not like you, evrytime with stupid guitar. Stupid computer lh. All that crappy shit ah.' Tell her wad? I'm going to STOP playin the guitar. I'm not going to play it. Let alone touch it since she's not happy with me playin with it all the time. Hope she's happy. But I can't so that because my guitar is my everything... She think wad? School life so easy ah? She talk big but I tink if she currently schoolin in my school then she noe how hard it is. She talk like she albert einstein like that. "School so easy wad? How come never get bursary anymore. See 'them'. Evry year get. She 'her'. Evry year get scholarship despite being in NA. Stop comparing lh. If you tink so easy then take over my place lh. So ass sia. Nag nag nag. Always nag at me. Nvr nag at her beloved son. Frustrating sia. Always aku je yg kene tembak. Then compare me with other ppl. Say what lh they very rajin, smart lh, wad lh tis lh. If I'm so bad then just dump me at a girl's home lh since u hate my attitude so much. At least I dun lie to you and step on ur head sia like a certain sumone who does that to her mum and you're always comparing me to her about studies. You tink she very perfect meh?
You always think I'm not trying to help you do anythin but you're wrong. I'm studying my heads off to get a good job to provide for you. I pray for you everyday. I try to make you at least smile. I guess you just couldn't see what I'm tryong to do because in your eyes, I'm just a failure. I hate you right now...

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4:36 PM

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Hahaz. Kinda obsess with the song 'Breakaway' by Blind. They're not a bad band. Quite nice. Hahaz. Here's the songs. I want to use it to replace the song above but I sad ah coz later no Tokio Hotel. Hahaz. Nvm Nvm. Here's the song!

Hahaz. I've been thinking. Should I change my blogskin?? Hahaz. Need you guys to help me decide. I feel too attached with this blogskin that I feel sad to chance to another one... Hahaz. If not, I go search for some nice nice wan then change but this skin I remeber the code?? Hahaz. I try I try.

So just now is the Chinese New Year celebrations at school. Can lh. Not that bad but kinda boring... Hahaz. So... Currently searching for a blogskin... So far, only liked the one that I'm using right now and the blogskin used for my story. I'm thiking about using that blogskin for this blog but later.... Ppl see like... "Aiyo! Same blogskin ah? So plain!"

Hahaz. Currently searching.... Got no interesting wan sia!! N I just found out sumtin... MANA IS A GUY!! Hahaz. That model/guitarist is actually a guy!!!!! Hahaz. How interesting is that! In case you dun noe, the mana is the picture of the 'women' in my story blog. Hahaz. Wow. Shocking! Hahaz. Kk. Still searching...

*45 mins later* (really...)

Ok. I giv up like really give up! It looks like I'm gonna stay with this skin forever... Or until the day I find a nicer skin. Hahaz. The blogskins that I found just now almost bore me to death. Walau, I mean, they're all nice but none caught my attention. Hahaz. Vry picky ah me.

Currently listening to 'Monsoon' Live at EMA at IMEEM. Vry nice. Hahaz. I hear Tom play like so cool ah. And Bill sing so nice ah. Hahaz. Wait ah, I post oso.
"HEY!" Hahaz.

Hahaz. Cnt stop listening to it sia!!! Sooo nice!! This was the song that made me fell in love with Tokio Hotel and not to mention Bill. Hahaz.

Tried to plat 'Leb Die Sekunde' and it was easy. as in the tabs, but the speed... WALU IT WAS SOOO FREAKIN FAST!!!!! My finger were numb after playin it sia!!! Hahaz. It used to go numb when I play 'Reden' but nw nt animore but wen I play this song, the fingers numb like shit sia! So pain lor. Hahaz. I dun noe wad to write oredi sia.... hahaz. I think I go change my wish list or something. Byez!

Kk. Im back. Just found a remix of 'Rette Mich'. Vry NICE!!! Hahaz. I played like wad? 100 times oredi!!! Hahaz.

Just changed the song above. Hahaz. The orchestra(sp?) version very nice!! hahaz. I tink I put the live version up there oso lh! Hahaz. Yay! I love this version and all the other version. I'm trying to find the ochestra and the normal version joined together. I have the version but it's in english and the version that I have, the bridge is cut out so not that nice lor. Hahaz.

Ok. I found '1000 Meere' remix. Hahaz. Vry nice!!! Hahaz. I'm gona post lots of songs sia. But mostly remix lh becoz I find them really nice. The ppl who remix Tokio Hotel's songs are genius!! And I'm not obsess with Techno. I just love the Tokio Hotel remixes. Hahaz. So don't get me wrong.

Hahaz. Tats all I think I wanna post for today. I want to perfect 'Der Letze Tag' ah. Byez!

Reflect

Songs: 15

Perfected
Monsoon
Durch Den Monsun
Rette Mich

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1:17 PM

Monday, February 4, 2008

Today, not much interesting happen. Except that it was really cold and I was shivering like mad and I couldn't stop sneezing, until now and my nose is red right now and I just farted and it smells... Do I even need to explain?? Hahaz. Obviously no one wants to know what it smells like right?

So just tune my electric guitar just now. It turns out that the Abang tune my guitar to a flat note. Hahaz. Tokio Hotel play live like leceh ah. Got alot of guitar tunings. For Ready, Set, Go must tune the guitar to flat notes then Monsoon Live is flat notes then the Monsoon studio recorded is the correct note and all that shit lh. Aiyo, otak bleh tercabut!!

I've been thinking lately, I found out that my imagination really comes to live in my head when I'm in the bathroom and on the toilet seat. Weird right? Hahaz. It's like I sit and do my buisness and later all the ideas starts to pop out for my story. Hahaz. At least some imagination came out.

I really don't know what to write anymore... Oh ya. Ever felt like you are really in love with someone? Like real love and not the monkey love that we have at school... I am really really in love with Bill. Really. The feeling is like stronger than the ones that I had with Him and Gerard. This feeling is really strong and I don't know what to do with it... It's hard knowing that he doesn't even know who the fuck am I and I'm here heads over heels for him. I keep thinking of him every single day. Even Pluto couldn't erase Bill from my thoughts... He's just... Special... Haiz... Maybe god is the only person that understands what I'm feeling deep inside... Haiz... It's hard falling in love with a rockstar...

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9:12 PM

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Hahaz. Havin flu right now. All becoz of religion teacher. Her virus spread to me n now Im sneezing like hell. Hahaz. Okok. So I've decided. My electric guitar's name is Dumbie and my accoustic's name is Jumbie. Hahaz. Yay! Finally, names! Hahaz. kk. So currently not in the mood to write.

Sorry if I haven been updatin my story. I have lots of ideas but Im just currently confuse on how to join the ideas up. Hahaz. N battery-sia wans me to update like one shot till like chp 20 so she can rad with ease and her mum wans to read it too.... OMG!!!! Nein! Hahaz. But up to cik suzi lor. If she wan to read, then go ahead. Hope that all of you enjoys the story. Hahaz. It's going to be a bit dramatic later on coz Mazelina found out that Tom was not faithful to her again and Bill and blah blah blah. Read to find out! Hahaz.

Kk. I tink I better stop. Gt no more idea of wad to write... Oh ya! RAMADHAN A.K.A RAMBUTAN!! TEACH ME FREAKIN GUITAR!!!! Oh ya, I post him play guitar aite? So u can see how an amazing guitarist he is and I am the wan hu played guitar longer than him and I'm not even as good as he is... SHAITZ!!!!

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6:48 PM

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Hahaz. Im so hooked up with the game 'Hook Up' at www.the-n.com. The game so gail! But I frustrated coz this is like the second time that I'm playin the game, halfway through it, good good oredi, almost going to end up with Justin, then rite... The program JAM!! Walau!!! Wad is this crap sia!!! Hahaz. Kk. I tink I play again... Walau, so good oredi...

Ok, so dad changed strings oredi so I'm happy! Yay! N I'm calling my accoustic guitar... JUMBIE!!! N my electric guitar... AMY!!! I dun noe why but I really like the name Amy. Not becoz of the guy at my house name Amy tau. Hahaz. Coz the character in my story, the name is Mazelina Amy Shaw. So I like the name. Cool huh? I was thiking of naming Amy, 'Bumbie', so that like same as Jumbie. Hahaz. Mayb I should. Hahaz. C first. Help me decide u guys! Amy or Bumbie! Or Dumbie! Or anything that ryhmes with Jumbie! Hahaz. Seriously, I wan a nickname for my guitars. Callin them accoustic guitar or electric guitar is sooo... common... So must be unique!! Hahaz. And thank you Bill for the unique name 'Jumbie'! Hahaz. Kk. Gtg. Mayb at night later I play again. Im goin to nenek hous rite now. Hahaz. Then after that must go makam... Haiz.... Yay! Hahaz. Im crazy for the time being coz of the game. hahaz. Kk. Byez! Ich Liebe.... BILL UND TOM UN TH UND MCR UND BLIND UND ALL OF U!!! Hahaz.

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3:15 PM

Friday, February 1, 2008

Hahaz. I'm really obsess with my accoustic now. Hahaz. I feel like playin it all the time!! Especially playin 'Rette Mich' on it. It definitely sounds better on accoustic than on electric coz the song is a rock ballad mah so must like sound like those kind of nice sound lh. Hahaz. But the song really trained my fingers, now I cn play 'Monsoon' and other songs especially the starting of 'In Die Nacht' without my fingers feeling hurt. Very happy sia!! Now one problem is that I must change my strings. The thinnest one like gone oredi and the others are starting to rust. Hahaz. Wanted to buy the strings today but cnt coz the atm machine the cash finish so cnt take out money to buy. Mayb later go again buy.

So I finally decide to relearn all the songs on my guitar. Yesh, I cn play like 13-15 songs on my guitar but I want to perfect them. So far Ive perfected on Monsoon and Durch Den Monsun and now Im perfecting Rette Mich. Gettin better, I cn tell. Hahaz. Ceh. Mcm btul je. So mayb I wanna perfect.... I have no idea... Maybe... Leb Die Sekunde?? Cn lh cnlh.

So today Im realli happy. I dun noe the fuck why but I just am. It's like I feel soo... Carefree? Happy?? Hahaz. Vry gail! I wish I was like this everyday!! So nice the feeling!!

Kk. Hahaz. I think tats all I wanna say. Oh ya, n I found out that Caleb and Teck Wei (sp??) plays guitar. Caleb bass and the other guitar. Sooo COOOLLL!!!! Hahaz. Kk. And Syuhadah said that if she was a guy, she would date me....????????? Gosh?? Wads up wif u ppl?? Tis is like the 2nd person who said tat!! N both made me feel fucking lesbian!! Hahaz. But really, I doubt that you'll really do that if you're a guy. Hahaz. Kk. Byez! Or... Maybe I'll post some videos. See first ah wad I wanna post...

One funny vid!! So gail! I'll post the translation below the vid!

Bill: Stop it,wait. Boy,you're making an ass of yourself. Don't you wanna dance somewhere else?
Tom: Listen, we respect what you do but you can't sing, you can't dance,not to mention your look. Listen, there's an abandoned parking area over there that no one knows. I recommend you go there and practice. It's better for you and better for us too...
Pocher: Wait, you gotta be kidding me.
Tom: No, not at all. Be gone.
Pocher: Are you for real?
Tom: Yeah, definitely. The parking area is over there.
Girl: Oli, you heard the boys, now get the hell outta here... Hh no, here we go again. Hey guys, i know this from tv, he's turning into Kevin.
Pocher: I wanna dance! I wanna dance!
(Gustav knocks him out)
Gustav: That guy's a pain in the ass!
girl (kicks Oli): Jerk! ... Oh guys, please, play again for me!
Tom: On condition that we get to play ON YOU afterwards. *lol*
girl: Just play!
Gosh. Tom's a whore!! But... A realli hot whore... Hehe. But Bill better ah. And u notice that Tom's and Bill's voice are THE SAME!!!! Coz they haven break voice yet! So gail! I tot Bill was the one tokin coz I nvr see the vid, I onli listen then wen I look... It's TOM who's speaking!!

Kk. Anoder one. Bout the guys inviting 100 girls to a concert then choose theire favourites lh then go on a date with them lh. So gail! Hahaz. I wish I was the girl that Bill choose bt nah... The girl din last with Bill so I dun wan lh. I wana wait for someone perfect. Hahaz. Same thing. Translation below.

this is a story about the dream girls of tokio hotel (year -2005- )

Hostess: Welcome back at Taff. The hype around the four boys from Tokio Hotel simply don't come to an end. Lately the band became with 56.000 loveletters overloaded.

Host: Scream. And as a sort of thanks, and of course for their self-interest, invited the band the 100 most pretty letterwriters to a very intimate concert.

Voice-over: Four guys. 100 girls. One super-exclusive private concert. Tokio Hotel overjoys the fans how rarely anyone did before. Huge concert halls can they fill, but in Berlin play Bill, Tom, Georg and Gustav for just 100 fans. And they are totally delighted.

Girl1: Oh my god, I don't know what to say, I'm sorry.
Girl2: They are totally nice people. I want him very badly, he is cute.
Girl3&4: How was it? --Great. Great. Only just great.

Voice-over: Recently the band started together with BRAVO a call: "We're searching a girlfriend for Tokio Hotel. The result: 56.000 loveletters. The four guys had free choice.

Georg: Yes, yes.
Tom: What does she?
Georg: She's naked on it.
Tom: Yes, yes, horny.
Bill: She isn't bad. Look. She isn't that bad.
Georg: Invite her.
Bill: Yeah, I'll do that.

Voice-over: 100 happy winners we're invited by Tokio Hotel for a more closer look on a intimate privat concert. With good music and flashing lights experienced the fans Tokio Hotel from very very close. But the real peak followed after the concert. Now the girls are allowed to meet one by one, very calm, their idols.

Girl2: I'm totally excited. I just began to cry, because the pressure is so strong.
Woman: Which pressure?
Girl2: That I make a slip or that it'll be embarrassing, I don't know.

Voice-over: Eye-in-eye with Tokio Hotel. Starting with shyness becomes endless curiosity. Bill for example was allowed to talk without an end.

Bill: Thank you very much. Look at it people.
Girl4: I go with pleasure to parties, or start parties by myself.
Bill: I start very little parties. Because you have to clean it all up, and so on...I rather would...
Girl4: Yeah, I know that. When everything is already be done for you.
Bill: Yes, exactly, that's why I gó rather to parties, because you don't have to worry and you can throw things through the room and do what you want and so on. And when you start a party by yourself you have to watch out and so...I think I would run after somebody to look out if somebody is doing some shit. And puke somewhere in the corner.

Voice-over: At the end of the fan-day were Bill, Tom, Gustav and Georg allowed to chose their personal favorites. But at the following date wanted the four guys be alone with the girls.

AND THE TWINS!!!!!!!!!!

Currently, 12.30am
Haiz... So sweet sia Bill... Hahaz. OK. So I just learnt how to play Leb Die Sekunde and Ich Bin Da. Cn lg. Not that hard but when I see Tom play live, I just notice that the tabs that I play were wrong but nevertheless, sounded the same. I wanna try to play the tabs that TOM play. Hahaz. Must be like freakin good like Seeb then cn follow Tom's tabs. Seeb foolow sia. He play everything exactly the same lor!!! I jealous!!! hahaz. Kk. I put up a vid of TH playin 'Ich Bin Nich' Ich' live. Hope u like! Mum nagging. Hahaz. Gdnitez!

P.s Irfaniah! Realli happi over here coz u like Th!! Nacht CP-Bladder!!

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