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Monday, March 31, 2008

Today not uch happened coz like my mood was destroyed at the starting of the day... All because of that slut. Very stress you know that. She think what? Me, Brend, Ken and Luq took at least 5 hours doing the Geog project and she think that she could just come in last minute and put her stupid temperature thing on the board. Helo?? The temperature is already there!!! She lh. Then get 9/12. Me and the rest are happy about our marks but it's just that.... DIANA DOESNT FREAKING DESERVE THE FUCKING MARKS BECOZ SHE DIN DO A FUCKING THING OR CONTRIBUTED ANYTHING!!!

Then she angry. You wanna know why? It's becoz her name was not written on the board. Pathetic... Haha. Whatever. Why should her name be written when she din do anything... except for that stupid temperature thing which she just copy and paste which doesn't even count as 0.1% of the project.

You know the one of my post about her during the time when we do the project? It turns out she din sent the email to Brenda. She TOTALLY forgot about the Geog thing and she lied about it.

I was this close >---< to telling Brenda and the rest "Nvm.. I'll just close one eye..." until... I found out that she lied and I was furious!! Watch out Diana. You messed with the wrong people this time. I'm not Atikah and I'm not Faiziyyah. I'm not just anyone that you can step on again. You had fun not doing anything for last year's project and got full marks for it but this year, not anymore.

You stepped on my face once, you ditched me, you betrayed me and where did it got you? Alan DUMPED, not once, but TWICE. You lost me, you lost Brenda and you lost all your friends. And you still have the nerve to say that people like me and Brenda STICK to you like glue? Wow. Nice vocab! :)

Look at what you're doing now? You're sticking to Brintha and guess what? SHE thinks you're fucking annoying. Who's the one sticking to people now?? Jackass. Haha.

People like you right, are so pathetic that you yourself don't know that you're pathetic becoz you think that evryone loves you when actually, they don't. Haha. Wadeva. Say you NVR sinned before. Haha. Like you know like that. Haha. Anythinglh. Say whatever you want about me becoz guess wad? I DONT FUCKING CARE WHAT COMES OUT OF YOUR SMELLY, NVR BRUSH TEETH FOR DAYS, SMELL LIKE SHIT MOUTH. :) Enjoy!

N nacht people! Thank you for reading yet another wonderful story of mine called... "The smelly mouthed girl that sits beside me during class." :) I'm sooo proud of this story!!! Tank you! Tank you! Haha

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9:37 PM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Had the choir-ochestra concert just now and... IT WS SOOO FREAKING GAILLL!!!! Haha. The results was so satisfiying ah. All our hard work and dedication hadn't gone into waste.

Went to school at 8.30am and reached back home around... 10pm?? Haha. Can lh. It's worth all the time.

We at the rehersal like kana scolded here and there but when the real performance, Ms Yee said it was good and all of us was like sooo happy! I was like happy and almost crying (tears of joy!!). Haha. Then Mrs Kee was crying and smiling when watching the all girls item and all boys item. WOW!!! Haha. Then overall like vry fun lor!!!

And Im sure Mr TeikWeik loved it too coz gt this someone who performed and was vry chio tat night lor... Haha. EH TEIK!!! I KNOW EH!!! HAHA!! GOOD TASTE!!! I SUPPORT YOU!!! WOOOO!!!!! GO NG LOONG (sp?) TEIK WEI!!!! Haha. Kk. Im high.

Haha. Dunno wad to say oredi ah... Oh ya!! My shoe like dismantled halfway during my journey home and I was walking bare footed from my house lift. Vry FUN!!! Haha. Kk.

Better go and check my quizilla since got nothing to write about. Haha. The Letter story... Um... I've got to hold it for a while. No ideas seemed to be flowing in so I mite take some time to update. Sorry!! Haha. Nacht ppl!!

I'm praying for your health Bill. Get well soon aite! I can't wait to see you sing live again :) All the best for your operation and I hope that you don't think too much about it. Evrytings gonna be fine! I'm behing you all the way. No matter what happens, I'll always love you :)

Haha. Like Bill's gonna read that. Haha. In my dreams maybe... Hehe.

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10:59 PM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Ok ppl. By much popular demand, I posted back up the slut thing. I was pissed at her today.

Today got Goeg project rite and I tot she was cumin, like she said, but turns out she din.

Then, wen I ask her whether she got give the project research, she was like "Yup. 101% sure.". 101% sure my shit ah. Not even there.

Then when I asked her, she was like "I dun have kenneth's ADDY(WTF??) so I sent it to Brenda." Sent it to Brenda my shit. Not there.

Then I asked, yet again and she was like "Unless maybe got sending error." Sending error my shit. She was careless enough not to check.

Then when I asked her, she was like "Really dont have? Ohhkayy, maybe i do again then i print out oso uh. Then mon i paste it on ur board luh. Tats the best i can do luh,im on work attachment now. Im VERY abt tat." Sorry my shit.

Tats like sooo typical of her. Think was? So easy ah "oh! I print then I just paste on your board!." Tell her go die. She die oso I dun care ah.

Monday will decide her fate lor. She'll die a horrible death. This is for you, Cicak Bladder and Baby Bladder for the things that she did during the project last year. She SOOO don't deserve that almost full mark and full marks.

Haha. Think ppl like her meh? I mean, I'm not trying to say that everyone loves me but hell, my bladders think I'm much more wonderful than that slut lh. (Ceh, prasan siak aku... Hehe.) Freak her ah. Monday, I'll make sure I stand by my shouting voice.

Today, vry fun. Went to Kenneth's hous for project and it was really funny. Haha. We spent nearly 6 hours on the project but nevertheless, we very satisfied by the results, no thanks to diana. Haha. JJ was there. He very cute lor. Then me, Brend, Luq and JJ went home and like so shit lor. They like trying to make us lost. The same thing also happened went we wanted to go Kenneth's house. Luq and Ken were like walking around in circles. Not fun. Sweating alot. AND LUQMANS SOCKS WERE OMG!!! SOOOO SMELLLYYYY!!! HAHA.

Then I was like sms almost evryone asking them to tell me what's my bad point and I got like WTF? 3 replies?? HEY BLADDERS!!! U NVR LAYAN ME IZZIT!!

Haha. This is wad they say.

Caleb - Can't think of any. I think it's ridiculous.

Teik Wei - Act cute. (WTF?? HAHA XD)

Kenneth - Eat slow and emo (Again... WTF??)

Haha. Ok ok. Kinda ridiculous but I like sending stupid stuff and WTF?? Hw cum only my band members reply?? Where's my bladders? Kak Nat??

Um... Act cute? In wad way sia?? Realli? I act cute?? Haha. Kk. Nxt time must not try to be cute or look cute.

Um... Eat slow?? Ok. Only if the food looks sooo nice that I vry sayang to finish it sooo fast. I want to enjoy the food S-L-O-W-L-Y. Haha

EMO?? WHAT THE HELL? Kenneth say I emo coz I was always seen alone sometimes. Haha. That u call emo?? Ok ok. Diff ppl diff thinking. Haha. Sumtmes I like being alone but I'm not those kind of emo who cut themselves okok. Haha. Remember Syafiqah : Don't be alone or ppl mite think your EMO. XD

Haha. I think that's all. Haha. Gosh.

TOMORROW CONCERT!!! YAY!!! Haha. Kk. I tink I wanna update my story at quizilla.

I vry happy lor!! Like alot of ppl reading it!! Sooooo happy!!! Haha. Nacht ppl!

KAK NAT!!! 7 DAYS MORE!!!!!!!

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10:03 PM

Friday, March 28, 2008

Third post for today. Kinda crazy. I know but I couldn't help it. Been thinking alot today... First, the not going to school thing. Then, the thing on the 2nd post. And now this.

I felt better though now because of Tokio Hotel. Thanks to them, I don't feel like shit anymore. I feel better and more crazier infact.

After I post the "Bleeding Crush" thing, I went to imeem and just watch some videos of them, plugged my ears and listened to their songs and just search anything random about them. Haha. Crazy enough for you people?

But really, I felt really good afterwards. It got me thinking as well. I mean why dwell on such things? I mean I should Live Every Second with a smile and not think so much about that 'Bimbo'. Her problem if she's acting like shit. Wait, she's worst than Shit because even shit can fertelise the soil. Haha. I love that sentence!!!

Haiz. I was strumming my guitar just now and I came up with this tune. It's nice and I was like thinking of the lyrics but then... I forgot... Damn! Me and my shortage of memory!! The lyrics was damn nice!! Haha. Wait. Must recall! Must must must!!

Um... Nein.... Can't recall a thing... It's been a while since I wrote any poems though... That's sad... I love writting poems but I just couldn't these past few days... Um... Let me think for now and type something...

Forever night
It seems like an eternity
Waiting for that someone
But I wonder who it is

Been crying
But no tears were seen to flow
Destiny's that way my darling
For it meant to cut so deep

I can recall nothing
Bring me back
I'm lost

Everything's dark
There's no sound
Come here
Whoever you are...

I guess... That was ok... Was it? Haha. Gosh, I feel like typing alot now. I don't know why. My fingers just wouldn't stop moving.

Haiz. I think I better update on 'The Letter' story. Haiz.

Before I go, PEOPLE!! PRAY FOR BILL!!! HE'S GOIN FOR AN OPERATION SOON! Gosh... That must be scary. Well, I must prepare myself also. I might be going soon coz of the thing behind my ear. Gosh. Why din I take care of the piercing!!?? Haha. get well soon Bill!

Nacht people!

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11:39 PM

Some of you know who captured my heart besides Bill... The truth is... I'm not sure if I still like him. I mean, one moment, I don't like hm but everytime I see him with her it just hurts. I mean a little but when I think about it... It hurts alot. You know like the song "Bleeding Love"? It's something that but more like "Bleeding Crush"... Haiz... It doesn't fail to hurt me every year and I'm sure it's gonna hurt me again... Sec 1, got hurt. Sec 2, got hurt. Sec 3... I'm gonna prepare for it this time. It happened once, twice and it's definately gonna happen for the third time... Why must this "LOVE" exist?? I mean it plays with ppl's hearts and break them. It's just sooo wrong.... Haiz.... Dunno lh... Just things racing through my mind... Very painful things... And I don't even have the tears to cry anymore lor... The tears were long used up... No point crying anymore. I promised myself not to cry so I'm not gonna... Haiz...

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10:05 PM

Today nvr go to school. Havin slight fever. I'm currently very bored and I'm forcin myself to think of ideas to updat the letter story. Haha. It's been a while since I updated that story. The I got sooo bored. I update my Quizilla story from Chp 9 to 15. Alot rite?? I wanted to update more but then I think better not coz later no suspends.

Haiz... I miss school... Especially my bladders, Brenda and alot of ppl lh!! And I MISS PRIYA!!! ACNT WAIT TILL SHECOMES BACK THIS JULY FOR HOLIDAY!! Haha. Gosh. I can't wait to see how much she changed. Haha. Haiz... Dunno wad to write oredi lh!! Haiz... Kak NAT!!!! CNT WAIT FOR NXT SAT!!!!!!!!!!!! CYA!!!! BLANJA ME HOR!!! Then we so Swee Lee see my guitar! Then go to The Heeren see whether got TH cd! Then we go Bugis go to that shirt shop that sells TH tshirt aite!! I think I wanna buy one of the t-shirt and wear it. SHOW OFF LH!!! Haha. Tkde main2 je. Hehe.

Kk. GTg. BUAIZ@!!

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2:30 PM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Haha. I'm sooo happy!! You wanna noe why?? Coz I posted my xDestiny That Awaitsx story and Quizilla and it's doing quite well. haha. Todae nutin much to tok about though. Haha. Coz like today I'm having headache and flu and I was trying my best to keep awake for the whole day. My body was practically screaming to me!! Especially during SS and BIO. I was forcing my eyes to open but I oso did drift away to sleep but I quickly woke up. I think Ms Diana saw coz she asked me if I was ok and I replied yes. Then just now when I reached home, I took the stairs as I was really desperate to get home ah and when I got up the stairs, my whole body cried out blood. It was ssoooo painful that I got up sooooo slow lor. Haiz... I tink I'm not cumin to school tomorrow judging that I'm having a slight fever and my body really in bad shape. I've never been this tired my whole entire life! Gosh! Sheessh... Dh lh. I tink I better go. Nacht:)

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8:53 PM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Haha. That post right. I took it down. Waste my one post only. Can use the post to write about Bill ok. Haha. Today ok lh. Nutin much. I was shock that I actually paid attention in Chemistry. Very funny. Haha. Then got try gown then like WAHHH! Cannot be Chairman or Vice Chair lor. So stress wen Ms Seah put me, the only sec 3 present, in charge for the costume thing. I was like halfway to being bonkers lor!!! Haha. But then lucky Melina and Cecilia came after tat so not that hard. Haha. Mine can fit but then the waist a bit too loose so must alter and make it tighter coz they want to see the figure and HELLO! The dress like got BRA PADDING LOR!! Haha. Ppl oredi got big boobs then wan to make it bigger with paddings. Funny lah!! Haha. Then meet Bladders and Suchi and we hung out at 3E1. Sing sing sing, dance dance dance. Haha. Fun lh! Haha. And that incident... haiz. But haha. Too bad! I LOVE BILL!! Bladders! Dun tell anione bout it hor!! It's our dirty little secret! Haha. Kk. Nacht since there's nothing much to write about coz it's just a pretty dull day for me.:)

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9:20 PM

Monday, March 24, 2008

Today... Horrible but ok. I guessed. I'm sooo gona need to tok to myself again.

You called?

There you are! I was just tokin bout you!

Really? Wow. What's up?

The sky. Dots... Guess what happened today?

What?

Di--

Wait wait. Let me guess. Diana told you bout the slut thing rite?

Yes! You sure are smart!

DUH! I'm the one who sat for PSLE and got high marks ulike you, slacking your butts off like no ones buisness. No wonder becoming stupid everyday.

Hey! That's insulting! So so you wan me to continue?

Sure. My ear is ready!

So Diana told me Roshan called me, Branda and Aishah sluts because he tot that we are the ones who helped spread a rumour bout him and Brintha wen it was Diana's "CLEVER" idea to spread the stupid rumour.

So you're angry that she spread the rumour and that ppl are calling you sluts?

Nein. Why would I be bothered by such a stupid thing? I din do anitin so why should I be affected? It was Paris Slut who made the stupid rumour to so-call "help" Brintha. Guess what? Brintha told me and Brenda that she wanted the 'thing' to kept secret but apparently, Ms Slut couldn't keep her mouth shut.

Wait. Before you continue, aren't you afraid that she'll read your blog?

Dipshit lh you. If I don't want her to read it, would I be even posting about this in the first place??

Oh... Good point. Good point.

And besides, she would be happy to be mentioned here because she likes attention what?? She'll be happy coz now she'll be even more popuplar!! Right right? Let's pray that everyone will see this post and maybe who noes? Osama Bin Laden might be reading this too and he'll come to Singapore just to see Diana!! Weee!!

You're high aren't you?

No. I'm making a big point. I mean she thinks that doing all this will benefit her meh? It's only makin her reputation as a slut grow lor. She's blind. She thinks that she's all that but she's not. Almost everyone hates her and I don't blame them. Just look at her. Wait. Not just look at her on the outside but the personality too.

I've heard that she bakcstabbed ppl.

DUH!! You're me but you still have no clue??

Just being action only! Of course I know what she did! Lying to you and Brenda. Ditching you for Alan. Talking behind your back to the Bladders. What the hell was she thinking? She thinks that your Bladders wouldn't inform you bout all the shit that she said?

That's why I love my Bladders and Brenda and all my friends. We know what she did. And we're not accepting it. We closed our eyes too many times. Especially
that Georg and History Project last year. She sooooo totally don't the deserve the marks. Even Atikah agrees for heavens sake ah! All she cared about that time was her stupid Alan.

And I can't believe you, Atikah and Fai let her off. I mean, you guys put in effort to make it and she only contributed what? Names of 2 roads?? Haha. That's funny.

We nice mah that time. Then this year still same group as her lor. The rest are soo lucky to be in the other class. Why must I fail freaking maths!

Becoz u slacked when she was your 'bestfriend' last year. Rite?

Yup! And did I tell you that she told Brenda that my studies wasn't good that it was lower than hers? She tink she sooo clever meh? So what if her English power or she taking higher MT. She doesn't even like remember the Toa Cah Soh ting. And that was like taught last year! Then also never pay attention in class. Always think about her beloved Suntha. Then dunno how to do work. Then Brenda tegur then she tak terima. Correct wad Brenda say! Never pay attention in class so dunno how to do lor!

Karma baby! Karma! What goes around, comes around!

Alah. Don't care about her anymore.

So you like totally ignore her today ah?

After recess, yes. I was like pissed ler. I want to look at her face also don't want lor. Besides, she wouldn't want and "UGLY" "FAT" "STUPID" girl to be staring at her face mah since she SOOOOO "PREEEETTTTYYYY" :)

Sarcasm noted man.

I hope she'll read this. Becoz I've washed my hands off her for good. With Bleach and Detergent summore. Brenda also doin the same.

You made a pretty strong point here. What if she read this then pread rumour bout you and then Maggie come and beat you up?

Maggie? Beating me up? Are you trying to be funny? Maggie is the most nicest person I've ever met! Even along with Nira, Diyana and Afifahh and all those ppl whom I tot was bad company! They are really really nice! You know this morning when Maggie aske me why I carry so many books? Brenda told her that some books belong to Diana (but actually wasn't. Usually, I need to carry her books. DOI) and Maggie was like shouting Diana's name lor, odering her to take her freakin books bt haha. That time I carrying my books and Caleb's books.

Yalah you. The Bladders say no need to take you wanna take. You lh. So nice.

What can I say? I'm a very nice person. So nice util I'm stupid enough to be taken advantage of ler. Dumb rite?

Yeap. Dumb indeed.

Dunno lh. Muak ah ckp psl die. Aku update story sua. Nacht ME!

Nacht me!

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9:53 PM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Hahaz. I just gobbled down one $4 bowl of yong tau fu, three balls of takoyaki and drank two cans of lemon tea. The reason = pissed + frustrated. Dun wanna say y coz ppl read my blog.

Duh. You are stupid you know that Syafiqah.

Duh. Who doesn't know that I'm stupid? I' stupid enough to take things soooo seriously lah.

That's the thing about u lh u idotic ass. Friendship take so serious then kana take advantage off then this thing crop up and now ur feeling dumb rite?

Precisely! How did you know?

Yes. This is the reason why you're dumb. I'm you u shit ass!

Oh really? WOW! And did you see the weather today?

Yes. We did and it was perfect. Really painted your mood. Heavy rain and loud thunder and bright lighting. Just perfect!

Yup. I noticed that too! Cool huh?

Yup. Really cool. You know. Maybe you should just walk away rather then getting lost in this situation. If you're not happy with it then walk away. It's just like that.

Yup. Mayb you're right. Maybe I should just say "I quit". That would be cool. I mean they're not serious about it so why should I be the idiotic ass who's serious about sumtin that is just a waste of my time.

There you go gal! That's it!

But then my dreams will crash and burn to the ground...

Dun worry. You'll find someone who'll be as serious as you are. You know what you want and you'll surely find a way to achieve. I know that you're dreams are very impportant to you.

Yup. I agree. Thx me!

No prob! I'll always be here to guide you around!

There! Feel much better but not good. Just feel slightly better. Mayb I should use this method everytime I feel like shiete. Hahaz. Only my family and Natalia knows what's going on and my family... OBVIOUSLY not helping and is making fun of it. Only Natalia made me feel better just now. Thx Nat!!! Ich Liebe Dich!!! There. Now I wanna eat and drink cans of lemon tea some more. Sorrows still not over! BUAIZ!!!

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7:12 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008

Hmwrk nearly finish. Left malay ulasan. Tats all. Um nutin much. Today holidae and nutin much to do. Later must find tabs for Teik. Hey There Delilah, Hallelujah and Angels Brought Me Here. Then I must find What I've done for myself. Haiyo... So like boring lor.... Hahaz. Yesterdae was... fun I think. Haha. Dunno lh. In my mind like blank rite now... Currently reading stories from quizilla.com to find inspiration for my story. Haha. Dunno whether wanna start on the vampire story yet. Haha
Mayb later. I updat the letter story first

Kk. Nutin else to write so I think I better go.

P.s If you think you can bring me down, you're wrong. I'm not as dumb as you thought I was. Good luck in trying to make me fall again. You're gonna need it

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5:24 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Second post for todae. Becoz of Bill and Tom. I saw them perform the song 'In Die Nacht' live at youtube. The song is about the relationship that the twins have and that they are gonna be together forever. I admit. I cried while watching this becoz I know the meaning of the German words and the way Bill is singing to Tom is just wonderful. Bill really cares for Tom and Tom does the same about Bill too. You can just see it in the way they're performing. It's just amazing and beautiful. Even words such as amazing and beautiful couldn't really describe fully what the performance is showing becoz its sooo purely angelic. It's like so... WOW. Hahaz. It makes me want to have a twin too. Hahaz. I wish.

I would like to dedicate this song to Baby Bladder, Tetek Bladder, Cicak Bladder, Constipated Bladder, Priya, Kak Nad, Battery-sia, Ceh-pul, Shidah, Hudah and all those that I love dearly. You people will always be in my heart forever and ever becoz you are the people that marked my heart with a BIG BIG smile and I appreciate wad all of you have done for me. I may be irritating or annoying or just bad in some ways and I'm really sorry for all that shit that I'd caused you but I just want you to know that I'll always be here in die nacht with you. Forever. I promise. I'll be here to lend a shoulder. I'll be here to lend a ear. I promise with all my heart that I'll be there for you ALWAES. Just like the way you ppl hav been there for me. Thank you and I love you guys! XD
Here it is.

||In Die Nacht/In The Night||

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10:24 PM

Common Sya... Get it out of your head. Its poisoning ur mind. It's making u think all funny. Snap out of it! It's all an illusion...

Three days went by. Lots of interesting things happened.

Monday

Nutin really much happened. I went home, stomach pain like shit. STUPID milo... Then went home. Quickly took a bath and slept from 4++ to 9.30pm. Then woke up, eat and played my guitar. It was bout 12.30am tat nite wen suddenly... Me and my mum heard an agonising scream by Haiqal. My mum rushed out and I rushed out too. I was shock to see my mom covering her mouth, shocked by the scene she's seeing in the kitchen.... It turns out.... Haiqal... omg... I cnt bear to say it... He, he, he.... SCREAMED BECAUSE HE SAW A BIG FAT COCROACH WHILE OPENING A DRAWER!!!! Hahaz. N I was like laughing my heads off ah. Tot wad. Tot got ghost or wad sia. Then turns out to be a stupid big fat ugly cocroach. Then I just lied on my bed, staring at the white ceiling till 2.30 before falling asleep.

Tuesday

Nutin much happened again bt this time, Roger kana bantai. Vry sad lor see his face. Kana beaten up like shit then the lips got blood. Hahaz. Then got choir, practice, then try out concert gown. Ok lh. I took the L size and it fitted me well... Only that it was short... REALLY REALLY short and it looked very funny so I'm trying the thing out again this Sat. Suchi too. How can 2 L sizes gowns be sooo short?? Hahaz.

The today... Nutin much happened. This three days nutin much happen lh. Oh Ya! Today the rain was fantastic! It rained during CME and the scenery outside was sooo beautiful. I couldn't help but just stare at the rain during CME. But I have to say. My mood changed when it rained just now. I was abit high bt wen it rained, I just became quiet and just stared outside the window. I felt bad coz Brenda was tokin bout sumtin but I wasnt paying attention. Hahaz. Nxt time must not be distracted bby rain becoz it always messes up my mood in a good way in mu POV. Hahaz

Oh ya, For the xdestinyx story, I'm gonna make changes. Coz gt one part I forgot to put so hahaz.

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6:12 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Gosh... Final day of holidae... 2mrw school starts... Soooo sadddd... Hahaz. Bt hmwrk almost complate. Only left English compo, SS ws and Bio concept map chp 3. Hahaz. Nt much lh bt I bingit the Chem ws. I dun understand a fucking thing!!! So nutin much happen today. Except that im obsess with playin the song Breakaway or Ich Bren Aus. Sori if the german spelt wrongly. Coz as llong as sounds the same ok oredi lh. So the song is quite to play especially the fast riffs. But I almost got it so must practice harder!! Haha. I guess thats all I wanna write about. NOw I wanna do the blog for the two stories.

New stories

-The Letter Says 'Don't Jump'

-The Night Is Nothing Compared To Your Bite

Hope you enjoy but sadly only the blog is up bt not the post so wait ok ppl. Guten Nacht!

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9:30 PM

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Hahaz. Wow! 67th post oredi. Din noe I posted that much... Hahaz. Kk.

So yestedae, I called Constipated at 8.15am and I was like "BLADDER!! Want to go walk2 at Jap Gardens??" and she was like "yes!!". Hahaz. We both want to slim body mah... So we met at Chinese Garden MRT at 9++am. Hahaz. N I was early, like always... Hahaz. I beat u Constipated!! I came earlier than u!! Then we walked at Jap Garden before walking at Chi Garden and we walk3 like 1 hour plus. We tok tok tok, laugh laugh laugh, sweat sweat sweat, take pictures and do stupid stuff lh. Hahaz.

Then went to her house then play X-BOX. First we played wrestling and I lost all the matches... Then we play car rcing and I WON BOTH RACES!! Then, we played street fighter and I lost... A million matches. Then the fun part, we played Silent Hill The Room and it was really fun in my opinion. Constipated was scared and kept hiding behind my big head, especially wen the ghost came out. The ghost was... Cacat?? It wasn't scary bt it was cacat I have to say. As the game was about to get better, the stupid character lost!!! URRRGGGGHHH!!

Then we eat! Yum yum!! Vry nice!! Rice and squid and vege and egg!! I love you, Constipated's MOM!! Sooo nice!! My mum RARELY cook like tat lor!! Hahaz.

Then we played the com and I showed her the ghost demon in the mirror. And we laugh laugh laugh at Naruto's Yo Momma jokes. I personally like the 'Yo Momma's so fat, even Naruto couldn't believe it!'. I saw that and I laughed like shit. The we tried the optical illusion. Both of us loved the jesus one. Not because it was JESUS bt the illusion was really cool. Stare at the four dots and close ur eyes and BAM! There was a pic of him ah. And both of us were like wondering how did they do tat!! The pic tat they gave us to stare doesn't even look like him lor!! Then we just tok tok tok and Constipated sent me home...

Then I got home and took a simple bath and slept from 6 till.... This morning!! Wow!! More than 12 hours of sleep!!

Now must do hmwrk! Left, Maths, English compo and Bio. The Chem hmwrk.. I DUN FUCKING UNDERSTAND A SINGLE SHIT AND MS NG EXPECT US TO DO TAT!! IS SHE INSANE!! Kk. Bt really, my brain's all crack up becoz of tat chem. Hahaz.

Kk. One more chapter till it ends... THEN CAN DO TWO MORE STORY!!! WEEEE!! hahaz. I LOVE BILL!!!!

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1:15 PM

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Izzit so hard to find one stupid blogskin that I like??? Hahaz. I found one of TH. The pic... DAMN NICE LIKE HELL!!! Bt the layout... LIKE SHIT!!! So din take it... Hahaz. Nvm. I guess stick wif tis lor until find anoder that's nice.

Haiz... Today... Had chour from 8.30 till 5. Gt audition (confirm failed coz my attendance sucks!). Then almost kana scoldin frm ms Yee coz late by 10 mins. Then my mood spoil coz they suck and Suchi kept complainin. Not fun ok. Yes, I would like to help if u wanna complain bout sumtin bt dun always complain lh... I hear oso vry bored then after that if u complain summore oso I dun bother to listen lor... Haiz. Then got soooo bored and tired that I smsed 8 random ppl. I typed "Insert name here!! U suck!!". Then most replied and thought that I said they suck the suck bt wad I meant is that they Suck LITERALLY!! Dun tell me you nvr suck anitin in ur life b4?? Bottle? Thumb? Pillow?? Hahaz. Lame rite?? Yes... That is was I do wen I'm vry vry extremely bored... Haiz... So many sighs today...

And I love Bill sooooo much!!! He's the best guy I've ever met in my whole entire 14 years of living!! I love Bill!! He's sooo sweet, kind, hansome, wonderful, charming, talented, funny, lame sometimes bt I still love it, cute, childish, caring, amazing, wow!!! And the list goes on!!! Gosh!! I'm heads over heels for him!! Evrytime I'm down, he'll make me smile!! No wonder I'm not so stress this year!! Ich Liebe Bill Fur Immer In Mein Heart!!! Hahaz. Ok Now I'm going bonkes... Kk. Nacht dear ppl! Dankeshen for reading my very idiotic post todae!!

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10:00 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Ok. Since the Gibson Les Paul Custom/Studio is so fucking expensive, I've come to a decision. I'm going to buy an Epiphone Les Paul Custom/Studio instead. But, yes, there's a butt, I'm not buyin it now.

The Gibson Les Paul cost S$6848 when sold in Singapore, Swee Lee Company to be exact and cost US$1890++ in music123.com but is shipped free.
The Epiphone Les Paul cost US$499-699, depending on which Les Paul I choose, either Custom or Studio and shipping is free. The Epiphone Les Paul sold in Swee Lee suck!! coz... The design that I want isn't there so Swee Lee option is out since it's so freakin expensive and the design there are not to my liking...

Hahaz. Brangan2 nk beli guitar bt really, this time I mean it. I'm saving everday to get that money. My target, get to buy that Epiphone Guitar by this year. If not this year then by the beginning of next year. Bt the thing is, I'm still not sure if my dad lets me get a guitar which is gonna be shipped from USA but they say shipment is free sooo um... Dunno lh. Have money then tink about all tis shit lor.

FAIZIYYAH!!! DUN ASK ME GO OUT TO EAT HOR!!! YOU AH!! ALWAYS MKN MKN MKN!! AKUNYE DUIT PON HABIS!! CAM ANE NK SAVE GINI!!???!! Hehe.

Kk. xDestiny That Awaitsx ending in a few or maybe one chapter and I'm gona start on 2 new ones. One on Tom and another one on Bill...again... HEHE.

Tom's about a vampire and a vampire slayer and Bill's about two penpals in school. Hahaz. Kk. Gtg. Want to play Family Restaurant ah. Since yesterdae playin that game! SOO FUN!! Hahaz! MUST GET EPIPHONE BY THIS YEAR OR THE BEGINNING OF NEXT YEAR!!!! Hahaz. MUST MUST MUST!!!

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10:05 PM

Monday, March 10, 2008

I WANT! I WANT! I WANT A LES PAUL GIBSON STUDIO!! I don't care what Caleb says!!! Gibson to me is better than Fender!!! I want it soooo badly!!! I want the Ebony and Classic White!! Its sooo awesome! I want it because first, Tom as it and second, the quality of the sound, the design, the features like having a tune-o-matic bridge, 490R and 495T pickups, set-neck construction, 22-fret rosewood fingerboard, nickel and silver alloy fret wire!! So cool but don't get me wrong. I want it mainly because of its features and slick designs!!! AH!!! GAIL GAIL GAIL GAIL!!!

In your face Claeb!! Not only Fender has rosewood on it. Gibson has it too!! N I love love it! But its soooooo expensive lor!!!! Its like US$1649!!! How expensice is that?? Imagine how much it'll cost in S$. Haven include the shipping and delivering summore!!! Haiz... Guess must wait till I'm filthy rich!!! URRRGGGGHHHHH!!!! Bt nvm... I WAIT FOR MY GIBSON LES PAUL STUDIO!! I LOVE YOU DARLINGS! DUN WORRY! MAMA WILL BUY YOU SOON!!!!

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5:22 PM

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Ok. Im so gona die for choir becoz I noe I din hit the 85% mark. Hell, I tot it was 80? At first I heard it was 75, then 80 n now 85? What the shit? But haiz... Confirm I nvr hit wan. Coz I many times nvr go. I hate my immune system!! Like yesterdae, I wanted to go choir but sadly.. I was down wif berak2!! I kept goin to the toilet to shit since fridae lor!! Every 30 mins I go shit. I think it's becoz of the zinger that I ate. The bladders all eat shrooms or o.r fillet bt I was the onli one who ate zinger. Stupid zinger. N im pissed becoz I leant the song like mad only to noe that I will NOT hit the 805% mark!!! Urgggghhhh!!! Wadeva lh.... I deserve the punishment for always not goin to choir... Haiz... Dunno wad to say oredi lor....

N I'm goin to madrasahn in 30 mins time. Its sooo boring ah. I'm in pri 6 bt we're learning the pri2 stuff again. N i found out tat this year got no and I mean NO PSLE!!! WTF?? Then waste my time studying lh. Study for almost 6 years then got no PSLE? Might as well I quit rite and for heaven's sake, we're learning pri 2 stuff. The stuff tat we oredi learnt during pri 2!! They're not even teaching us to talk Arab lor! The last year batch got to learnt tat and last year was the last year that got PSLE!! How unlucky! Then my dad nag nag nag say I lazy to go lh wad lh. Helo?? I tink if he go and see wad I'm studying oso he wan to quit sia... Almost half the class dropped out oredi ok? Sian sian sian sian...

But have u wonder if vampires really exist? I mean those kind tat we hear from the states. Those kind of english type of vampires. I mean yes, pontianaks are malay vampires. So if there is a malay vampire then there's bound to be other types of vampires rite? N tat they exist among us rite? I dunno. I believe there is bt there's part of me tat tells me tat they dun. I dunno. I just need to find more bout it. Haiz... Anoder dillemma... I dunno wad to say aimore... Haiz..

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2:24 PM

Friday, March 7, 2008

Today have cross-country and it was fun even though its abit torturous. Me n irfaniah was running like shit ah and Constipated was almost on the verge of giving up but I kept pushing her. Sori Constipated if I made u almost wanna vomit. N congrats to Tetek Bladder for getting into the top 50 and MARDIAH!!! CONGRATS!!! Hahaz.

So after tat we went to JEC and we wanted to eat Long John but got no seats available so we ended up eatin at KFC. I muak oredi sia eat KFC and I got home at 2pm. Din bother to shower and just just stunt on my bed and slept till 8.30pm despite being extremely smelly. Hahaz. But then I wake up, then of course got bath ah. Then my stomach till now sakit like crazy ah. Before go KFC, I was suspected to have stiches? Then now I think I hav berak2 coz I kept goin to the toilet but din shit. Instead, water was released. And it's not good becoz I dun wan to have painful stomachs!!! EEEE!!! hahaz. Dunno wad to write anymore... OH OH! 3E4 has their own band and they went jamming just now and they're currently practising the song 'Teenagers' by MCR!! Hahaz. At least they oredi started on a song. The band that I'm in haven even started on any song lor. Hahaz. But nevertheless, must Jia Yo!! Hahaz. Anitin lh.

And for story, it's gonna be on hiatus for a while coz I'm out of ideas for now. Byez!

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9:30 PM

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Today very fun coz me, Caleb, Teik Wei and Kenneth went jamming and before that, we were at school and me and Caleb was like '1 hour more. 40 mins more! 15 mins more! 5 mins more! School end!" Then we went to the place and booked the $18 room and let me tell you. The place was ice, got couch but the thing is.... THE GUITARS AND AMP SUCKS!!!!! Id rather bring my own guitar and amp lor. Its like im soo noob, dunno how to adjust the amp then it sounds like shit and to make things worse, I had to change the guitar 3 times. One the shoulder strap broke, one the thing no sound and the other wan dunno why, but I hate it but in the end I stick with the 3rd guitar but I kept cursing the guitar and amp. Hahaz. But fun ah. We ended playin like cin caou and ok lh. Nira and Diyana was there to give moral support and I dunnno wad happen, at the last 15 mins, I ended up singing and playing my heart. Hahaz. Nervous like shit sia. Feel like wanna pee any moment. To make things worse, teik wei was lookin at me with like this very intense face with abit if sengeh sengeh and like nervous lh. All the others smile but he serious, like judge like tat. Hahaz. But overall, BESSSTTT GILEEERRR!!! Hahaz. Cant wait to go again but.... during that time must really play properly lh. If nt waste money. Hahaz. Kk. Think better update my story. Guten Abend!

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6:22 PM

Sunday, March 2, 2008

I know I'm not suppose to say this but there's still a hint of jealousy and sadness in me. Yes, I'd dropped her but everytime I see her blog, the pain is still there... Especially the part when it always reminds me that no matter how hard I try, she'll always outdo me... It's not a great feeling you know. Sometimes I asked myself, am I suppose to be wad I am today? Is it wrong for me to be who I am? Why am I like this? I don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't want to cry anymore. For once, I just wanna be happy for who I am. I don't want to feel like I'm not good enough. I don't want to feel like I am bad at things. For once, I just wanna tell myself sincerely that I'm pretty, I'm smart, I'm talented but I can't... Becoz I know I'm not all the above... I'm just a piece of stone. No matter what I do, I'm never gonna be the best... Never... I hate myself...

Especially when I know that he'll never take a second glace at me becoz I'm nt worth having a second glance...

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1:29 PM