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Monday, June 30, 2008

It's official!! Me and Diana are releasing brands of our own creation!! First up, the TOTTE BAG!!!!

.... Haven exactly thought of an advertisement yet though... I post this as soon as me and Diana think of sumtin really stupid and retarded :)

Then we have a Pampers brand called PAMPERY GIRL and PAMPERY BOY!!!

...Still need to redo the Pampery Girl one but hear the advertisement for the Pampery Boy!

If your child is like Gay or wants to be a Transvertite, be sure to equip him/her with this new awesome pampers PAMPERY BOY! It is sure to turn your child GAY or to a TRANSVERTITE!! Trust gayness! Trust Pampery Boy!!!

Ok. Abit lame then now we have our own group!!! The TOTTE club!e haven exactly finish the things to do at the club but one things for sure, we're going to spent 3 hours in the club chanting TOTTE TOTTE TOTTE... Haha.

Ok. So went to Mc just now with Diana and our plan was to ~~study~~ but we din coz we don't know what to study as all our homework like DONE OMG!

Then we shop and both of us bought files Mine Black and Diana's Pink since the ws in our bags are stuffed like TA-IK. You should really see Diana's one, you'll laugh! No offence Diana! Haha.

I was suppose to go to Gek Poh after that to buy all my stationaries but I malas so... I'm going later!!! Haha. Kk.

I really have interesting story plot for the Letter Says Dont Jump story. Well, Bill might be having ~~cancer~~ in the story and forces (insert name here) to hate him. Sweet huh? Got the idea from Cinta Fitri.

Haha. Kk. Byez! My dad wan to go oredi :) Byez un guten nacht!!

Es wird gesagt und getan
8:42 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Met my cuzzies just now and it was fun!!! Really! Then lots of things happen lah! Haha. Im vry tired n the thing is that I haven even finish my maths ISPL yet. I mean theres 3 ws rite bt I oredi finished 2 so left one. Sooooo I guess must burn midnite oil today... Haiz....

And I got AFTERLIFE in my fone!!! Finally! After days of searching, Kak Nat has it!!! And I gave her the present and she LOVES it!!! Well, at least she sounds like shes happy but I'm SURE she's happy!!! Especially if there's like 20-25 vids of Tokio Hotel which all contains TOM, mane die tk suke. Mesti happy gile nk pekik2. Hehe.

Kk lh. Haha. Watch this. Christina Aguilera and Jessica Simpson. I know that Jessica sings but I din know her vocal range was sooooo high. Then her vocal chord popped and that's the end of her carrer. Sad rite? And I don't understand why ppl are critisizing her voice in youtube. They're saying that she can't sing and that she only specializes in screaming.

Well, I don't think it's true. I'm amazed by her you know!!!! It's really sad that one of her vocal chords popped! I think she's really good!!!

Christina Aguilera

Jessica Simpson WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

And now I'm gona put vids of one of my favourite guitarist. Shes awesome!!!! haha. GAIL!!!

Gegen Meinen Willen

Beichte I LOVE THIS!!!!

Haha. I guess thats all!!! I love TOKIO HOTEL!!!!

Es wird gesagt und getan
10:21 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Thx Constipated for giving me the link. Some ppl at that forum are just plain shit. They keep saying that Bill is ~~Gay~~. I mean get OVER it!!! You ppl are just jealous that he's making MORE money than you and a million girls love him. Am I right? But what do you ppl know? You only judge them by their cover. Maybe you should try to get to know them a lil bit better, then you can give your stupid opinions.

And there's this person that is soooo fucking STUCK UP and guess wad? I DON'T even want to combine with your band becoz ur fucking stuck up and you act as if ur ~~dick~~ and ~~shit~~ is soo big but on actual fact, you have nothing. If you think you're all that then so be it. I have no time to layan your stupid acts. You can look down on MY but guess wad? I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!
So where? the band if there's no drummer and bassist??
Tok shit tok shit ah. I oso dun care :P DU ARSHLOE

I'm sooo fucking pissed sia. URRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Kk. I decided that if I have the $1444.56, I'm gonna buy an Epiphone Les Paul Custom White instead of the Ebony one. Haha. I'm liking things that are bout 80% white and 20% black :) KK. Byez!!

Es wird gesagt und getan
1:32 PM

Friday, June 27, 2008

Hello! Haha. Din go to school toay. Was very tired and was vry dizzy. I think the four day enrichment really push me over my limits. I'm soooo fucking tired...

But yesterday was fun though :) We recorded at Lions Studios which is sooo GAIL!!! Haha. Then we heard the playback and it was BEAUTIFUL!!!

Kk. I tink I'm gonna continue on my stories. Kecian. Dh lame tk continue. Haha. At quizilla, a few ppl message me asking me to contunue the vampire story :) Haha. Glad they like the vampire story :) Haha. Kk. Byez aite :)

Oh and I have to say something. I really hate that stupid fucking bitchy fat nose bleeding freakishly uneven sized boobish face girl name Trina. You know, the girl who posed in pics of Tom touching her butt etc. She's soooo mean. The real story is that Tom was drunk and she took advantage of him by dancing with him and letting the camera men take their photos and BAM!!! She sold the photos to the tabloids!!! How fuckingly stupid shit ass that stinks is that!!!! She's like mate duitan seh! Apesaje je. Tell her go hell and rot there and die!!!!!! She only used Tom so that seh could get famous! Just like that stupid Eliza that used Gerard to get famous! I hate people that do that!!!! URRRGGGG!!!!! But I'm gald Gerard married Linsay (sp?) though :) She's nice and caring :) Not to mention a great bassist!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!!

Ok then :) Bye!

Es wird gesagt und getan
2:55 PM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Kk. Dunno why. I can't seem to view my blog. I think the viruses got in. I haven install the anti-virus yet. Haha. Ape saje je aku nie.

Haha. Kk. I know I know. I destroyed my hair. I hated it at first but Im getting use to it though. Haha. Everytime when my hair is nice and I love it, I just had to destroy it. Haha. But must be like wad Miley say Yes ppl. Miley Cyrus :)

Everybody makes mistakes. Everybody has those days. Nobody's perfect. I just have to work it.

Basically, I'm gona try and try and must remember not to repeat my mistakes. Yes. remember that coz now you look like a dog. A poodle to be specific. Yes yes. I know.

Haiz. The music making recording thing is tomorrow. Haha. Can't wait :) Must sing the song You are the music in me. Gail huh? Haha. Well, not that hard to sing but still.. It's not that simple either. Haha

Currently doing maths and I have to finish it by tomorrow. Haiz. Guess I have to burn midnite oil today :P AND I LOVE BILL!!

Kk. Quiz again. Let's hope its the 99 + 1 of my own question again :)

1) How are you feeling right now?
Tired. Sleepy. Abit grumpy. Abit dizzy.

2) Do you love someone?
Yes. I DO!!! His name is BILL KAULITZ!!!

3) How many times did you say the word 'shit' today?
Haha. None. Seriously. I think. Maybe I din say shit but I said Shiete (I noe its wrong spelling but I think you noe what it is :)

4) What was the last song that you listened to?
Beichte by Tokio Hotel :)

5) What is you ideal guy?
Sweet, kind, abit egoistic... Um, as long as he captures my heart in less than 1 sec, then he's the ideal guy. Someone like Bill :)

6) Are you attached?
Nein. Still waiting for the right guy but I like being single though.

7) What movie do you wish your life is like?
Um... TWILIGHT!!!! I'm Bella and Bill is Edward. Ceh. Mcm betul je. Haha. Bt I wanna be the vampire :)

8) If you could be any artist for a week, who would you choose to be?
I would like to be alot of artists!!! Mainly, Hayley, Lacey, Tom... Hehe. So can be close to Bill :), Jessica Alba only becoz Bill likes her etc.

9) What are you thinking about right now?
How am I going to complete this pile of homework in one night!!

10) What did you regretted doing this past week?
DUH!!! GO CUT MY HAIR LH!!!! I LOOK LIKE A POODLE OKAY!!!!!

11) What instruments do you play?
Guitar. Duh.

12) What songs can you play with it?
Haha. I be abit ACION!!!
-Durch Den Monsun
-Monsoon
-Ich Brench Aus / Breakaway
-Schrei / Scream
-Ich Bin Nicht Ich
-Reden
-Wo Sin Eure Hande / Raise Your Hands
-Miracle
-An Deiner Seite (Ich Bin Da) / By Your Side
-Spring Nicht / Don't Jump
-Leb Die Sekunde / Live The Second
-My Heart
-Ubers Ende Der Welt / Ready, Set, Go
-Totgeliebt / Love Is Dead
etc. I can't think of anymore... OH OH!
-Rette Mich / Rescue Me
-In Die Nacht
I think that's all :)

Ok. got bored with the ques so I stole another one from Athirah again. Sori aite beb.

1.How long will you wait for someone you love?
As long as I'm alive, I'll wait no matter what :) Just like right now, I'm waiting for Bill :)

2.What do you want to do now?
I want to finish this quiz, go do my homewor finish and sleep then dream about Bill :)

3.What pet do you want the most?
I want a white tiger. Really. I want it sooo bad!!! But I think it will die though coz I hate many pets and all of them died :P

4.Do you hate your friends?
Once in a while... Yes but I try to think Bill so that I'll not be angry at them :)

5.Where do you wish to die?
On my bed, peacefully, with Bill by my side. Hopefully :)

6.Do you beleive in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
They ALWAYS say that but I NEVER saw one after it rains!!!

7.What is something impossible that do you wish to do?
Yes. Be Bill's lover and life partner. Ok. Bill's gona freak if he reads this.

8.Your darkest secret?
I'm a woman lover. Haha. Duh! Who would spill their darkest secret on the internet??

9.Are you happy with your life now??
Oklh. But I wish that some things are different though...

10.What if your crush ask you out?
Haha. Bill asking me out?? You gotta be joking. Ok. IF Bill did, I will silently hyperventilate and just say something really dumb like... "I like fish burgers :)"

11.Describe your other half.
I have no idea... I blocked that other half years ago

12.What moments do you hate the most?
Um.... The moment where I CUT MY FUCKING HAIR!!!!!

13.Do you cherish your friendship?
I said it once and I'm gona say it again. Yes I do but sadly, ~~some~~ of them don't

14.What are you looking forward to the coming weeks?
Um... Everything! Especially the guitar lessons and... MY HAIR GROWING!!! AND..... MEETING BILL!!!! AND MEETING TOKIO HOTEL!!!!!

15.The most important thing in your life?
Bill. Duh. Bladders. Cuzins. Friens, families etc. And of course myself :)

16.Who you hope to be there for you?
Everyone that I trust and catch me when I fall. And Bill is definitely inside :)

17.Do you find life meaningless?
Nope. Life is full of wonders. You might think it sucks now or it's meaning but the things is, the good things will slowly come. Trust me. If God wanted to make your life meaningless, he would have made you and let you live in this world. :)

18.Who do you love most?
Bill. Duh. Tom, Gustav, Georg, Baby, DB, CS, Tetek, Kak Nat, Cehpul, Batt, Gerard, Mikey, Frank, Ray, Bob, Families, Friens, Allah, Nabi Muhammad and the list goes on and on

19.The craziest thing you ever did?
There's a million things I've done but I can't remeber any of them. Weird huh?

20.Whats your greatest wish?
If I tell you then it won't come true but I'm sure you know what my greatest wish is :) Something that has to do with Bill :)

21.If you are given a choice between the person you love and a guy who is millions time handsomer...who would you choose? Why?
The one I love of course, which is Bill! If you love that someone, he is the most handsome guy in the whole wide world! No matter if he's compared to... Zac Efron, you'll still choose the guy you loev becoz you simply love him for who he is :)

Instructions:~~Remove~~ Add one question from the above and before quiz and add one of my own... Hehe

22. How many times did you say the name Bill or Bill Kaulitz?
19 :)

Haha. Kk. I malas to do oredi. Haha. Kk. Enjoy and Guten Nacht!!

Oh and listen to the song Gegen Meinen Willen very nicee!!! About how Bill felt when his parents divorce. The English is called Against My Will Haha. Kk. Nacht aite :)

Es wird gesagt und getan
9:29 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Haha. I'm gonna put tis video for the rest of my future post!!
Yeah. Tats if you don't fall in love with another Tokio Hotel song :P
Hey! Tat's insulting! I love all their songs!
Yes yes but the point is, there's points of time where you get obsess with one song for a very long time :P
Hehe. True true Hehe<

Haha. YAY!

Ok. Haha. School starts tomorrow... Haiz.... Not looking forward to it but certainly looking forward to see friends :)

haha. The vid above right, gail right!!! I love Bill's voice. It's very smooth and not scratchy. Haha. I love him :) And his hair. Tat's it. I'm going to layer my fringe like him :) Haha. Kk.

Bored oh and ATHIRAH!!!! IF YOU WANT RIGHT, WE MAKE BAND AITE!!! COZ MY BAND MEMBERS, EXCEPT ANIRA, SUCKS!!! No offence Teik and Cal but I tink you know wad i mean KK!! Haha

Haiz... Really bored...

Maybe some Tokio Hotel quiz :) I'm really bored so.... IM GONNA O ALOT OF THEM!!!

First quiz

1.Be one of Tom's one-time dates OR be Bill's true love?
Be Bill's true love of course :)

2. Hang out with the whole band every weekend OR go out with Bill for dinner every night?
Can I pick both becoz I wanna have dinner with Bill every night and hand out with the whole band every weekend :)

3. Sing onstage at one of their concerts OR be in a music video with them?
Sing/play onstage with them! That's like sooo gail!

4. Go out to dinner (with any of them) OR go dancing (with any of them)?
Go out to dinner. I'm not much of a dancer. Maybe the Bladder shuffle I can do but I'm sure they'll laugh their asses of :)

5. Be best friends with all of them OR date any of them?
Um... Be bestfriends with all of them and then DATE BILL!!!!!

6. Have Georg Listing teach you how to play bass OR have Gustav Schafer teach you how to play the drums?
GUSTAV TEACH ME DRUMS!!!!!!!!!!

Ok. N I just found out that my life is like the song Rette Mich. Haha. True true. Sometimes I feel lost and I've been searching the one but he's not there.

Haiz. Susah sangat nk cari quiz. Gi quizilla sudah. Lets take those very exciting quzzes. I know I'm lame but what the heck. :) Multiple choice again but I just write the answers I want :)

Quiz 2: Who are you from Tokio HotelThis quiz is stupid...

1. What do you usually do on spare time ?
Probably nothing, laying around, thinking...Stuff....

2. What are you a band?
Probably guitar...

3. Which 4 bands do u like?
Metallica
Greeday
Nirvana
Silbermond

Results...
Wow. I'm fucking Georg!!!!

How well do you know Tokio Hotel?

1. Do you know who/what Tokio Hotel is?
Duh. It's a freaking band! Den you think wad? A hotel in Tokyo??

2. Who is the one with the tattoo in his neck?
It's Bill!! He got it when he was... 14 if I'm not wrong. :)

3. How old was Bill and Tom when they got their first kiss?
Not sure... Nvr really stalk them until tat far but I'm going to make a guess... Ummm... Tom:9,Bill:10 :)

4. How old is Bill?
He's 19 this year but since there's no 19 then... 18 :)

5. What country does Tokio Hootel come from?
Germany :)

6. What sort of music do they play?
Rock :)

7. Who is sexy in Tokio Hotel?
Bill, Tom, Georg and Gustav!!! Haha. But I think Bill has a charm :)

Result...
I think you know them welll... Tats all??

Haha. Ok. My Tokio Hotel Dating Show!!!

1. What do you hate the most out of the following answers?
Asparagus

2. What do you like the most out of the following things?
Playing my instrument :)

3. What do you find as your best features?
I like my eyes :)

4. Which of the followinh is closest to one of your habits?
I fidget with my fingers

5. Can you imagine yourself getting married?
It's hard for me to imagine myself getting married for the moment :P

6. What about kids?
Not now but definately later :)

Results...
Haha. I got Gustav becoz me and him will have a quiet life out of the spotlight. Have true love and have a small family together :)

Haha. Seven minutes in Heaven. Ok. Now let's see.

1. How do you like to spent your night?
Listening to music and draw and writting stuff

2. Which room do you like?
Bedroom

3. Err, just choose whatever you like...
Before

4. Whish no. will you get?
9

5. What do you think the result would look like?
i have no idea. I don't really think aboutit :)

Result...
Haha. Do I really need to post this? It's abit R-rated don't you think? Or I'll just post it but I wanna say something!!! I din type this result!!! I just got it from this quiz!!!

“Number 8.” You says.Bill statles.And you can tell that you see he blushes a little.Tom puts out a piece of paper:”10 minutes.In the bathroom.”.You get up and go first,a minute later,Bill follows you and you hear Tom locks the door,then,he turns off the light.You almost scream,because you afraid of darkness.You can only blearly see Bill when you run over and hug him tightly” Ah.” He seems to be surprised. You nearly cry when you say: ”I’m scared. I hate dark.” Bill starts fondling with your hair,tries to calm you down.”Do you like me?” You suddenly ask. Bill doesn’t say anything, you imagine he’s blushing. Then, he lifts your head up, and you feel his lips meet yours. But you are too surprised you don’t open your mouth,Bill says quietly,his face is about 0.5 cm far from yours, you can still feel his breath on your skin: "You asked me that question and you don't like me?" But instead of answering you kiss him really deep. His hand wraps around your waist tightly when his other hand put under your jawline,and they don't move. You hug him around his neck. Then he breaks the kiss and slips down to your neck, starts kissing and licking it. You help take off his shirt, and giggle: "It's really hard to find my weak spot." Bill smiles quite evily, not like him as usual. You don't understand til you realize he found it, he gives it a deep kiss and makes you moan. You grip his back. At that time, you suddenly feel curious. You always wanted to know what his body would look like, but it's to dark in here to see. As you two continous kissing each other, you try to feel his body as much as you can,but he doesn't, his hands lie quite well-behaved on your waist and back. The lights on again as Tom says:”Ok Bill,you can get out.”When you two go out hand in hand you whisper in Bill’s ear:”I don’t like you.I love you.” There!!! Well, at least it's better than the Tom Result. Haha.

Haha. Okok. Enough of quizzes. I gtg. Byez!!!!

Es wird gesagt und getan
4:50 PM

Friday, June 20, 2008

haha. So inlove with Thema Nr.1 and Afterlife. So gail!!! Kk. I post the german and english lyrics for Thema Nr. 1 and you'll know why I love it soooo much!!!

Thema Nr.1

Sie ist alles,
was du noch nie gesehen hast
Und ich
denk’ an sie jede Stunde, jeden Tag
Alle
haben die gleiche Halluzination
und sogar
für manche Mädchen ist sie die Faszination
Sag mal wußtest du schon:

Sie ist Thema nummer eins
Zwei, drei, vier und fünf und sechs
Nimmt dich an die Hand im Traum
Und wenn du aufwachst ist sie weg
Sie ist Thema nummer eins
Zwei, drei, vier und fünf und sechs
Augen auf, wenn sie kommt
Kommst du nicht davon
und über sie hinweg

In der Schule
steht die Zeit still und alle Zimmer leer
Britney
ist doch von gestern
interessiert hier keinen mehr
Man hat
sie schon gesehen auf’m Lehrerklo
Und sagst du
du hast sie nie gesehe, dann lügst du sowieso
Und jetzt zahl ich ihre Show

Sie ist Thema nummer eins
Zwei, drei, vier und fünf und sechs
Nimmt dich an die Hand im Traum
Und wenn du aufwachst ist sie weg
Sie ist Thema nummer eins
Zwei, drei, vier und fünf und sechs
Augen auf, wenn sie kommt
Kommst du nicht davon
und über sie hinweg

Du guckst sie an und weinst
Es ist traurig denn du weißt
Sie bleibt immer nur dein Thema #1
Gestern hab’ ich ’ne Stunde nicht an sie gedacht
Bin dann gegen meinen Willen mit ihr aufgewacht
Und weiß’, dass sie süchtig macht

Sie ist Thema nummer eins
Zwei, drei, vier und fünf und sechs
Nimmt dich an die Hand im Traum
Und wenn du aufwachst ist sie weg
Sie ist Thema nummer eins
Zwei, drei, vier und fünf und sechs
(fünf und sechs)
Augen auf, wenn sie kommt
Kommst du nicht davon
und über sie hinweg
(über sie hinweg)

Haha. I can make out some of the German. Im really impress with myself. Like the first part She is all that you not sumtin sumtin sumtin have. haha. GAIL!!
Now the English one :)

Topic No. 1

She is everything,
that you’ve never seen
And I
think about her every hour, every day
Everyone
has the same hallucination
And even
for some girls she is a fascination
So, do you know yet:

She is topic number one,
two, three, four and five and six
Takes your hand in your dreams
and when you wake up she is gone
She is topic number one,
two, three, four and five and six
Open your eyes, when she comes along
You can’t get over
or away from her

In school
time stands still and all rooms are empty
Britney
is so yesterday
nobody is interested in her anymore
Some
have seen her in the teacher’s rest rooms
And when you say
you haven’t seen her, then you’re lying
and now I’m explaining you her show

She is topic number one,
two, three, four and five and six
Takes your hand in your dreams
and when you wake up she is gone
She is topic number one,
two, three, four and five and six
Open your eyes, when she comes along
You can’t get over
or away from her

You look at her and cry
It’s sad but you know
she will always be your Topic #1
Yesterday I didn’t think of her for one whole hour
But than I caught myself thinking of her against my will
You know, that she makes you addicted

She is topic number one,
two, three, four and five and six
Takes your hand in your dreams
and when you wake up she is gone
She is topic number one,
two, three, four and five and six
(five and six)
Open your eyes, when she comes along
You can’t get over
or away from her
(or away from her)

Haha thats all! Ich liebe thema nr.1!!!! HAHA. meetin baby bladder later. to do project. haha. cian die penat. aru alik australia. kk. byez!

Es wird gesagt und getan
1:03 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Haha. Hey Butt, I hit the jackpot :) Dun tag my blog bout tis coz later ~~some~~ ppl might noe and may not be happy :) Haha. I call myself a genius :)

Ok. So I'm praying that the band works Please work! Bitte! haha. But I still doubt it will :( If the 2 lembus show me that they are serious Yes. And serious as in not saying that you're serious but showing that your serious Then I might change my doubtness Is that even a word?

Ok. So my DAD Ich liebe Dich, Dad!! Muack muack muack! Eeee... has finally agreed on letting me join the electric guitar lesson at Bras Basah but he still has doubts as it is very far form my house But I don't CARE!!! I want it soooo badly!! He said he'll call them by this week! SOOOO GAIL!!!!

I heard the teacher played before and I got goosebumps sia!!! I can't wait!!! Haha.

Kk. N i'm tired of always tying up my hair.... Its really irritating. How can you guys survive such an irritating thing??

Haiz... Dunno wad to tok about... Ouh. I think I'm gonna change some of my stories abit. Got a million ideas yesterday In the jamban again... Hehe... And I find it cool so yes.

Niwaes, duno wad to write bout sooooo dah dah!!! Ouh and WEE DUU!!!

Es wird gesagt und getan
4:33 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Ok. I'm back and i'm as happy as ever! Before I say anything, I would like to say sumtin... I'm not a fucking coward so I'm NOT going to change my link! I know u guys care about me and you're afraid that unwanted people might read about what I say on my blog but I don't freaking care becoz this is my blog. I can write wadeva I want and I'm not afraid if ANYONE reads it. I won't change my link or private my blog becoz that's like lame and I'm not afraid.

Kk. So yesterday was operation and I have to say... IT WAS FUCKING COOL! Haha. At first was fucking nervous ah. Let me show you a peek of wad I wrote in my diary. On second thought, nvm. Haha

But it was cool ah. The doctors were very funny. Opration still can tok about fruitcake lh, cheese cake lh. Then this woman doctor wanted sumtin like ---cine then Dr Kumar was like Yes ladies. She wants a ---cine and not plastercine and I was holding my laugh. Then he say Now, we're going to do a dumbell extermination as there is a big burger behind her ear. Dunno lh then got alot of shit lh. Vry funny sia. I thought operation, the doctors will be all tense but they were cracking jokes. Gail :)

Then he inject my ear was VERY pain but I tahan then when he cutting the thing right, you can hear the noise. It sounds like the noise when you scratch your scalp only more defined. Haha.

I have the 2 ball ball now u know. I told the doctors I wanna bring them home and that my dad wants to make a necklace or sumtin out of them. Cool sia when I look at them :)

CS, later I see if I can bring to skool or not aite. Haha.

Kk. I just finished Geog ISPL.

So I've completed...
History
Physics
Geog

So now left with...
Malay
Maths
Bio

I din get bout 3 of the subs so what the heck. I dun care. So kk. I wanna go sleep. The obat I took has been making me sleepy sia.... Haiz. Guten Abend aite :)

Es wird gesagt und getan
5:28 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008

Haiz... Kinda bored and scared so kinda ~~stole~~ this quiz from Irfaniah's friend Athirah. Well. Here goes.

1)What's the connection between you & the last person who called you?
Cousin and bestfriend :)

2)Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
No! NEVER! It's been on for... 6 months! Gail huh?

3)What happened at 10.00am today?
Snoring on my bed and dreaming about God knows what :)

4)When did you last cry?
Can't remember... I think a nong nong time ago

5)What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
I HATE peanut butter!!!!

6)What do you want in your life now?
A band.
A great life.
Great exam results.
Bill. Heh. In my dreams.
Etc... Hehe :)

7)Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I nvr bring an umbrella so.... I'll get drenched wet or I'll put up my hood (If I was wearing my jacket) :)

8)What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Pillows. Duh. And myself :)

9)What bottom are you wearing now?
Black 3/4 tights.

10)What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Murid2 ku :) minggu ni tiada kelas ngaji. Kelas dibuka semula pd minggu depan. terimakasih :)

11)Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I don't know... I think so? Entah

12)Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nein :)

13)What was the last movie you caught?
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion The Witch and The Wardrobe :)

14)What are you proud of?
I dun noe... Never really thought about it...

15)What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Quantumlaughter and nayli_imani.
Why u want?

16)What was the last song you sang out loud?
Pressure by Paramore :)

17)Do you have any nicknames?
YES! ALOT! and I love them all!!!

18)What does your last received text message say?
Dont send 2 my old one corrupted. Send to diana-afiqahh@hotmail.com :)

19)What time did you go to bed last night?
2.30am

20)Are you currently happy?
Yup :) Really really happy :)

21)Who gives the best advice?
Um... Can I put Bill??

22)Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Never did it before but would LOVE to try it :)

23)Who did you talk with on phone last night?
No one

24)Is anything bugging you right now?
The operation which is tomorow...
Homework not finished...
I think tat's it... I think

25)What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
DIANA AFIQAH! We spent almost 45 mins at the control station laughing about how Bloody Mary looked like :)

26)Do you wear toe socks?
Nein. Never

27)Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Brenda Koh

28)Have you ever had your heart broken?
Must I really answer this??

29)What annoys you most in a person?
If the person acts all annoying and all big like she's soooo damn pretty or watever shit... I have a 2856km list! Wanna know more??

30)Do you have a crush on anyone?
... All I can say is.... FUCK YES!!!!

31)Have you ever done cocaine?
Only idiots with shit leaking out of their brain does cocaine...

32)What is the colour of your room?
Red on lower half of the room and white on the top half :)

33)Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
YES!!! I have someone in mind!!! Somebody!!! Please offer me a billion dollars to kill tat person!!!! Bitte!!!

34)Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
Is it like "Talk big only but got no shit"? If it is then yes, I believe.

35)Who was the last person to lay on your bed?
My younger brother. The youngest. :)

36)Who was the last person to hug you?
Does a pic of Bill in my fone counts because I hug him everyday :)

37)What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
I'll let the heart do the talking to the person which is.... BILL KAULITZ!!!

38)Do you have a life?
I have no fucking clue... I'll let the others decide for me. It's easier that way :)

39)Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
A million times. I also wished they were really dead. Dead, chopped up, cooked in curry and then served to her/his gf/bf to eat :)

40)What is the reason behind your profile song?
The song that made me in love with my FAVOURITE band... TOKIO HOTEL!!!

41)Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
i think it was Bill... We met at a bustop and things was fun! :):):)

42)Last time you smiled?
NOW!!! Because I'm remembering the BILL dream :):):)

43)Have you changed this year?
Yup. And some ppl noticed and I'm glad they do :)

44)What are you listening to right now?
A song coming out from the street soccer game that he's playing. Like Jamaican song like tat.

45)Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
Nope. Just me, myself and I

46)Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
Sometimes open. Sometimes closed. Sometimes half open half closed. You name it. I've done it :)

47)Is there a quote you live by?
"Don't take any shit from anyone because the best shit always comes from you" :) Gail huh?

48)Do you want someone you can't have?
Yes... I mean he's in Germany and he's a Famous Fucking Superstar and I'm just a regular Singaporean girl. Like duh!

49)Have you ever played an instrument?
Yup. Alot bt my fav is the Guitar. :)

50)What was the worst idea you've had in the week?
I wanted to lick my toes. I did and it taste and smelt horrible!!!

51)What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Playing PSP

52)Are you happy with your love life right now?
It's nice... I think

53)What song describes your love life?
Rette Mich by Tokio Hotel

54)Does the person know that you like him/her?
He's Bill Kaulitz you dick head. Obviously he doesnt know I like him. Of course he know a million girls love him but he doesn't know that Nursyafiqah 'Amirah Bte Riduan Bin Pasir bin Wariatekerama is in LOVE with him.

55)Who always make you laugh?
My bladders, my beloved cuzins and my parents of course. And sum other ppl too :)

56)Do you speak other languages other than English?
Yes. Let me be acion abit. I can speak... English, Malay, abit of Chinese, abit of Tamil, a bit of Hindustan, abit of French, abit of Japanesem abit of Korean, abit Irish and... ABIT OF GERMAN!!!

57)Are you blond?
No. Wouldn't wish to be one either.

58)What is your favourite song?
I have a million but now.... I have to say... Pressure by Paramore and Topic No.1 by Tokio Hotel

59)What are you doing tomorrow?
Go operation lh!! Amit amit thinking bout it...

60)What do you think you are like?
I'm like.... MYSELF!!!

61)Who do you choose to die with?
Um... Can I say Bill again??

62)Where have you been 2day?
Home, bus shelter, bus, interchange, control station, pasar malam etc.... I think

63)What games do you often play?
Harvest Moon! I'm going to marry Cliff!!!

64)Who are you missing right now?
A million ppl! Let me type their names... Bill, Tom, Georg, Gustav, My Bladders, Kak Nat, Butt, Cehpul, Sydah, Hudah, Diana, Brintha, Brenda, Abg Omar, Nenek Ru, Nenek Ma, Gerard, Frank, Mikey, Bob, Ray, Priya and a million more ppl :)

65)If you've to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
It depends who the friend is and who the lover is and what am I choosing them for

66)What are you doing right now?
Answering this damn long ques... And scanning things :)

67)Which primary school are you from?
Juying Primary

68)Name three colours that you like.
Black, white, purple

69)What emotion do you like to show?
I dun noe... I feel like... I dun noe. Seriously.

70)What is life to you?
Its of course meaningful to me! And I treasure is so damn much!

71)If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
A few options.
1~Think bout it.
2~Complain about it in my blog. Duh.
3~Write in my diary.
4~Share with someone bt most prob it Kak Nat.

72)Who did you last chat in msn today?
I stopped using MSN a nong nong time ago :)

73)Who do you admire the most?
I admire Bill. He's strong and talented and he's really sweet and nice and handsome and etc... No wonder I love him sooo much :) WEE DUU!

74)Which month are you born in?
July

75)How are you feeling right now?
Happy coz of... BILL!!

76)What is the time now?
9.00pm

77)Where are you now?
At my computer room. Duh. Then I at where? Jamban ah??

78)What colour did you use to dye your hair?
Used to dyed it Aurburn Red but I'm dying it Black :)

79)Why are you doing this test?
I find it interesting

80)What do you do when you're moody?
It depends. Alot of methods.

81)At which age do you wish to get married?
Maybe 25 but who knows. Love is unpredictable. I could be married next year. :)

82)Who is more important to you?
Everyone that I love and care about. Duh.

83)Do you think you have enough confidence?
Maybe. Sometimes I'm just a big fat coward :)

84)Who is the person you trust most?
Alot of ppl. I've mention them above :)

85)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after it rains?
No. Never saw one after it rains.

86)If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Currently is... I know it's stupid but who cares. Marry Bill and have twin boys. One named Khairil and the other Khairul :)

87)What is your goal for this year?
Um... Go check my wishlist

88)Do you believe in eternity love?
Yup. I sure do :)

89)What do you love?
Alot of things, ppl and of course... Bil Kaulitz!

90)Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Duh. More like Kiamat nak dekat :)

91)What feeling do you hate most?
Sad, angry, lonely, bored, betrayed etc.

92)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes but sadly, some of them don't.

93)Do you believe in God?
Yup. The one and only ALLAH

94)Who cares for you the most?
Family and friends

95)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
The ones I love before myself

96)What'll you bring when you fight?
I'll bring myself becoz it's my fight.

97)What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Alot of things but I really regret wad I did to ~~him~~

98)How would you feel when no one cares for you anymore?
I don't know. Not sad. Maybe... Empty. Yes. Empty.

99)What if your stead two-timed you?
Tat's easy! I'll make sure he doesn't have babies.:)

Ok... Tats long sooooo there you go. Yay! Ouh! Let me add another ques!

100)How many times have you used the word Bill or Bill Kaulitz?
13 :)

Kk. tats alot. Haha. Kk. nacht

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8:22 PM

Haha. Ok. Tomorrow is the ~~BIG~~ day... Can't wait... ~~Wee duu...~~ Haiz...

K. So just finished my physics ISPL. Haha. The first ISPL i've ever touched. I'm meeting Diana later so that she could pass me the other ISPL that was with her. Haha. Then can eat.

Tok to Kak Nad just now and damn, how much I missed her. Haha. Kangan seh. Then we tok about downloading vids lh. Illegal wad shit lh. Then Abg Omar tok to me for a while. Say he got BAND!!! Complete wan oso sia... Walau. But I wish him all the best. Hey, Abg Omar. Nanti kalau dh famous jgn lupe aku tau. Mane tau skali famous giler abe you kwn ngan TH. Kan bleh kenalkn me ngan diorang. Haha. Ceh/ Brangan je aku.. Haha

Bt his voice really similar to Kak Nat only that it's deeper Duh. He's a guy. You think he wad? Bapok ah? I got say bapok meh? You seemed like you're saying that Whatever. Fatass Hey! Ur fat too! :P

So haiz... Dunno wad to do... I KNOW!!! PLAY NEOPETS!!! Kk. Byez aite :) And wish me luck aite!!

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2:21 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Haha. I know. I'm childish but who can resist NEOPETS?? Haha. Yes Neopets. Fun :)

Haha. Haiz... Dunno wad to tok about today.... Just plain bored. Coz I woked up at 2pm and I was like WTF? 2pm? I slept like 11.30pm yesterday! and my mum laughed. I guess I was really tired.

So operation in 2 days time. ~~WEE DUU...~~ Kinda afraid but must not be. I can't wait fot it too. Partly excited and partly ~~scared~~. I know. I mean who wouldn't be when they're going to OPERATE you when you're WIDE awake??? Haha.

On Monday got maths remedial but sadly... I can't come. I really want to though but must go hospital coz the doctor dunno explain what shit about the op lh. Haha.

Then Anira also asked if wanna go jamming on Monday. I would LOVE to Anira but the thing is... I can't go and I'm pissed at some ppl coz they just suck but dun worry. It's not you :) I would love to make a band with you :)

haiz. Then on Tues can't go choir and I oso can't go Chem remedial. Shessh. I wanna go sia... Niwaes, wanna play Neopets so... NACHT!!!

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9:15 PM

Friday, June 13, 2008

Ok. Bored so.... I POST VIDS!!!!

Observe well for this... Alot of funny photos and smexy ones too :)

I like this one alot. Haha. The first 5 pics and captions are hillarious and got one Bill was like Miss, I think you dropped something... and he was holding a.... TAMPON!! Haha. I saw that performance. A girl threw a tampon at him and he was like Gail. A tampon. Is this yours? and Georg went off laughing his heads off. haha.

Haha. I like this one too. Haha. Billicious , TomTomGo, Georg-O-Mania, 100% Gustav. Nice names!! Haha

This person is genius! Vry funny story plot ah! And errr.... There's Bills butt. Bt its covered. Hello ppl! If you wanna wear ur pants soooo low till ur butt is showing, let me advise you on sumtin.... DUN WEAR PANTS AT ALL!!! No offence Bill Bt really. Its kinda weird and disgusting. haha. Aniwaes. Enjoy!!! The spider rox!!!

Kk. I tink tats enough. I wanna go sleep :) Nacht

WAIT WAIT WAIT!!!

BILL'S DANCING!!!! WEE DUU!!!! Wow, tats a one of a kind dance Bill :) Its so fucked up that's it really wonderful to watch!!! Really! Not being sarcastic!! It's really cool! Can I dance like you??

And I can't wait for The Black Parade Is Dead!! It's out on 1st July!!! I'm sooo gona get it!!!! The trailer like soooo cool ah!!!

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10:23 PM

Ok. Kinda tired from yesterday's activities but it was worth the time. Haha.

On Weds got sleepover and it was soooo gail! Was dissapointed though that Kak Nat couldn't make it but it was really fun. Me and my bro arrived and we took neoprints. It was really nice. I'll post it up or sumtin when I have the time. Then we went to their house and played the Game Of Life. Then we eat then watch Greece. Haha. Fun. It is soooo better than HSM. Haha

Then we tok and then sleep and it was freezing cool I dun understand how the others can tido mati. Alarm bunyi mcm rumah nk roboh pun tk bangun2. Haha

Then woke up and ate AMERICAN BREAKFAST!!! Wished my mum would cook that once in a while. Then bath and watch NARNIA!!!! Fun! Then fooled around and then played badminton then go NTUC then kite lepak kejap kat bwh blok but only for like 10 mins. Then went home and bath and got ready for the kenduri.

i found out some things while with them. Some really stupid and pathetic things. I think Butt and Ceh knows what I'm toking about. HINT: woof woof Haha.

Kk. I tink I wanna play neopets now. I know. Lame huh? Kk. Nacht aite :)

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8:16 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Hay! At Battey-sia's house rite now. haha. Fun but a bit sad coz leaving tomorow... haha

Kk. Me and her thought of a new name just now. haha. It is --------------!!! get it? Haha. Kk. U dun but what do I care??

Urggghhh... I duno what to write sia.... Juz dunno what to write!!! Haha. Kk. Maybe I'll think of BILL!!!! Yesh. Yesh!

Gosh. I missed 2 epiodes of avatar today. Sheesh!!! Haha. Kk. But I'm lucky my mum record. I think...

Kk. Made a new song yesterday and even thought of the rhythm Wait. I got the guitar riff oredi. haha. Gail. It's called Made winter dissapear and it's specially for my bladders!!

Kk. I seriously dunno what to write so... I guess I'll end here!

And i miss you so much and I've always been wishing that you're here. I know that we hadn't been talking much since you're in Dubai but I really won't mind if ~~She's~~ you're new bestfriend... Becoz no matter what happens, you'll always be the bestest best friend I've ever had. :) I'll see you soon aite, Frank. I love you :)

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11:00 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Can't wait for tomorrow! First I'm meeting my cacat bladder Constipated I miss you lots man!!! I miss the ballder workforce! then I'm meeting my fav cuzins Cehpul and Battery sia and I'm really sad that Kak Nat couldn't come along.... Haiz. Nvm. We'll meet and I totally have a surprise for her!!!

Kak Nat, the surprise involves you and me and screams and.... TOKIO HOTEL!!! That should give you a better idea of what I wanna give you :) I love you aite. You're the best and I really love you for introducing me to TH even though I din care back then but now I do :)

Haha. So I currently have ideas for the vamp stories and also for the letter story and I think I'm going to write more today. Haha. I love Chronicles of Narnia!!! I watch it like 5 times and I love it!!!! I like Peter and I also love Edmund!!!! Haha. Gail but I still love Bill. I dreamt fo him twice a few days ago. I wouldn't say what happen. Haha. Coz ~~private~~ Hehe

I dreamt of Prince Zuko yesterday and I was a ~~cartoon~~ character. Haha. Gail. WEE DUU. I had shoulder length black hair and i always tied it into a ponytail. Cool huh? But I really wished I looked like that in real life Hah. I wish

Can't wait for tomorrow! Hey. Entah tahu besok mati ke hidup Yeah. yeah. Correct but no harm being excited rite? Kk. nacht aite :)

Watch this girl. I envy her voice. Haha. Really.

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8:08 PM

Monday, June 9, 2008

Today was ok I guess. Followed my mum go to Polyclinic and I guess it was ok. Haha. Bt today, it was pretty scary for me. I mean since this morning, I've been thinking of him and the scary thing was that it wasn't Bill who I was thinking about.

I mean, I've never seen him for almost 3 years and he never crossed my mind during those three years but today, I was thinking of him. Hoping that I'll meet him at the Polyclininc or at the bus or just meet him. It's weird and scary... It really is...

And I even heard his name being called at the Polyclinic but I think that maybe it's just my imaginations... Maybe it is...

Gosh! I just wanna stop thinking of him! I don't want to think of him because when I do, memories from my past starts to flow back and I don't want to remember what happened. It was a bitter past. A very bitter one judging that he was the first guy that I've ever liked...

And you still know what sucks...

Well just now, my mum terlepas cakap coz we were talking about studies and she suddenly bursted Kau tengok Yah. Tiap2 tahun dpt scholarship. Tiap2 tahun dpt first in level. Klau die bleh pandai gitu, asal kakak tk leh? Mcm die kan bagus. Dpt duit. Bleh tlg mama sikit2. but she stopped though when she noticed that I was quiet... I would like to thank her for that.

I mean who wouldn't be. I worked my ass off to prove that I can make it and i did. I thought that maybe after knowing that I got 5th in class and 94th in level, she would stop saying ~~her~~ name and stop comparing me to her. I thought that maybe I could be proud of myself without feeling that my mum wants me to be like someone else... But maybe it'll never stop because... I dun noe... I just feel fucked up today...

Maybe Tokio Hotel would cheer me up...

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8:39 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Haha. Changed my song to Durch Den Monsun. The song that really made me addicted to Tokio Hotel. Ready, Set, Go got me to like them and this song made me love them. The lyrics for Durch Den Monsun are different than Monsoon when translated. The German one sounds better :) Look.

The window doesn’t open anymore
In here it’s full of you - and empty
And in front of me the last candle is fading
I’m yet waiting for eternity
Finally the time has come
Out there the black clouds are rising

I’ve gotta go through the monsoon - beyond the world
To the end of time - ’til the rain stops falling
Against the storm -alongside the abyss
And when I can’t go on anymore, then I think
Sometimes we will run together
Through the monsoon, then everything will be alright

Half of the moon is sinking in front of me
Has it just been near you
And does it really keep the promise he gave me
I know, that I can find you
I hear your name in the hurricane(in the hurricane)
I think my beliefs can’t be stronger

I’ve gotta go through the monsoon - beyond the world
To the end of time - ’til the rain stops falling
Against the storm -alongside the abyss
And when I can’t go on anymore, then I think
Sometimes we run together
’cause simply none can hold us anymore
Through the monsoon

Hey! - Hey!

I fight my way with the powers, behind this door
Going to defeat them and then they’ll lead me to you
Then everything will be alright - then everything will be alright
will be alright - alright

I’ve gotta go through the monsoon - beyond the world
To the end of time - ’til the rain stops falling
Against the storm -alongside the abyss
And when I can’t go on anymore, then I think
Sometimes we run together
’cause simply none can hold us anymore
Through the monsoon - through the monsoon
Then everything will be alright - through the monsoon
Then everything will be alright

Nice huh? Haha. I found out that's it's a love song. Cool huh? Haha. Maybe I'll try to slot that lyrics somewhere.... Um....

Heard their interview just now and it was funny coz Bill and Tom's english were... Er.... Haha. No offense. But Geog was also funny even though he talked lesser and Gustav... OMG! He's english is like sooo perfect! I mean if he talks to someone who doesn't know he's THE Gustav from TH than they might think he's not a German. Haha.

But it was funny but I still give them credit for talking English. At least their English is better than my German. Haha.

So yesterday, watched The Chronicles of Narnia yesterday with my bro, not the Prince Caspian one, the one before that and we watched till 3am and slept at 4am. Wonderful! Haha. Then I wake up at almost 1pm. Weee Duuu!

AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SLEEPOVER!!!!! CEHPUL!! BATTERY-SIA!!! WE WILL MEET THIS WEDNESDAY!!! WEEEE DUUUUU!!!! I'LL SEE YOU DARLINGS AITE!!!! Haha.

Kk. Dunno wad to write oredi. Kk. Byez and Guten Abend! Or izit Aben?? Nvm. I'll check my hp later!

Ouh and did you know that unendlichkeit is actually Infinity when I thought it was Eternity?? Haha. They mean the same but now I think Infinity sounds better. Haha. Me and my silly German. Haha. I guess you do learn new words everyday :)

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2:57 PM

Friday, June 6, 2008

Haha. Today... BORING!!! Really. All I did was wake up, watch TV, bath, goreng telur, eat, play PSP, watch TV again, play PSP again, watch TV again, play PSP again, Watch TV, play guitar, sing to myself Hey, dh sedap tau. Ceh. Prasan je bt haha. Have improvement *blink* *blink*, play guitar again, play my own live concert Yesh yesh. I did. I played Ich Bin Nicht Ich, Ich Brench Aus, In Die Nacht, Rette Mich, Schrei, Durch Den Monsun, Ubers Ende Der Welt, Reden I played it and it sounds funny... Ummmm... What else did I play? Ouh, My heart. haha. Then, I watch Avatar!!! Did I mention that PRINCE GOKU (sp?) is so damn hot for a cartoon character?? Haha. Can't wait to watch the show again tomorrow. :))

Yeah. So tat's pretty much about it. And remind me to buy another fullscap paper. I finish the whole book with the story. The Letter story. I like where it is getting. After I finish that or if I have the mood, I'll continue writting about the vampire one.

Sorry Kak Nat. You know how much I love Bill so hehe, I got more ideas for his stories as I always brangan of him in the toilet. Hehe.

Kk. So what to do now.... Dunno lh. Haha. I finally know how to play the Bridge of In Die Nacht! It's sooooo awesome. And I changed my accoustic guitar strings yesterday ON MY OWN Without my Dad's help and it was sooooooo cooooollllllll!!!!! okok. And I'm starting to write on my red book again and I can't wait for the OPERATION and I can't wait for the SLEEPOVER and I can't wait to be ~~FAMOUS~~

Wait. I am famous. Yeah right In my dreams lah since my dream of becoming famous in the reality has crashed and burn Thx to a million ppl :) And I'm still dreaming and I had given up Did I mention that I wanna say thank you to those million ppl who burn my dreams with a chicken that was on fire?? That chicken tk sempat lafazkn dua kalimah syahadat sak. Haha. :)

kk. My brother looking at me weirdly coz it's now his time to play the com. I only borrowed it for a while :0 Hehe. Kk. Nacht :)

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11:42 PM

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

OK. So just now, took a ride on my Dad's huge lorry! Haha. Fun ah. Coz we like go round in circles nk cari tempat parking bt then abit uncomfortable becoz "ahem ahem" shaking. Haha.

So today din really hav the mood to do anithing. Haha. Dunno why lh bt I spent the whole day on my bed and just write. Haha. Planning to write more later. Haha. Haiz. Dunno wad to write oredi. haha. Kk. The music not playin so I figured I put the live version of Emergancy. It's damn nice and I'm ADDICTED to Paramore now. Haha. But I still love MCR and TH :)) Nacht aite

Haha. The live version of this is so nice. It would be cool to open up a show like this ah. Haha. Yup cool. In my dreams can do like that but in real life... IMPOSSIBLE I gave up oredi. Haha. That's sooo not like me.

Nevermind... My com lagging. WTH?? Haha. Kk. Nacht

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11:05 PM

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Haven been updating much. Haha. Been busy writting my story. Haha. I'm glad I'm obsess with writting again because now, I can't wait to complete the two stories I'm working on :) I thought about it. Maybe losing your poetic skills for writting isn't so bad after all.

So let's see... What happened... OH!

Tokio hotel was on TRL on Monday and I was so shocked because I thought they were going to be there on Wednesday bt I'm glad I watched TRL on Monday! They were soooo awesome!! I nearly shitted on my pants becoz I had a stomachache as soon as I saw them! I don't know why bt it always happens if I see or hear them! Bt I tahan my taik and watch them perform!! "Ready, Set, Go!" was at No.1 in the charts!!! AWESOMEEE!!!! And I'm soooo sorry that Kak Nat couldn't watch it becos she's in school bt Kak Nat! Don't worry! I recoreded it and we can watch it together!!!! WEEEEDUUUUU!!!

Bt really sia. Gawat gini if I meet Tokio Hotel If Suddenly see them then stomachache then want to shit. Where can like that. Haha.

Then today din go choir, had fever since yesterday, quite high but it turun by this afternoon. Haha. Then my dad ask go bowling so we went bt I wasn't havin fun coz I was still abit dizzy and weak. Haha. Duno wad to say ah.

And SpringNicht updated her Story and it was awesome!!!!! Haha. Kk. Now I'm inspired to write. Kk. Tata! Wanna write!!! Nacht!

Maybe it's time I stop lying to myself.
Maybe it's time I stop pretending.
Because I'm dying by the second.
I don't care who gets hurt now.
I've always put others before me.
But they never put me before them.
Because they don't want to get hurt.
Now let me say.
I don't want to hurt too.
So I'm changing for the sake of myself.
If they hate my pretending.
I don't blame them.
Because I hate my pretend games too.
If they hate me.
I don't blame them.
Because guess wad?
I hate them too :)

Ouh. I like that. Haha. Gail! Good but not as good as my writtings. Ceh ceh. Prasan ah tu. Hehe.

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8:33 PM