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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Be nice. What I'm about to show you might scar my water face FOREVER. Seriously.

Tis one was nerve wrecking! I tink I recorded it like 10 times and finally, I got sooo fed up that I bit my long fingernails and started playing again and it finally sounded ok but it was pretty messed up in the end. Hehe. Malu man I put it here...

The other one is ok lh. But I din play the verse though. Malas then got some mistakes here and there. haha. I think Im gona do the 2 covers again When I get alot of extra time, like just now. Haha.

Ouh and my dear bladders and cuzins, I'll be postin all our vids up in youtube soon! HAHAHAHA

Kk. Gtg. Nacht :)

Ouh and I think me and Meril are on good terms. Just friends. But now got this Brenda problem. I sent her this poem just now and there's this one sentence which goes like Or did it drowned in your mouth that spitted out blood? and she tot that I was saying that she literally spitted out blood from her mouth. haha. How shallow.

Nvm. malas to layan her. She denied that she said those things about me but I don't care anymore. She said she cared for me when I went for OP until she even bothered to call me. So what? The others oso called. It doesn't matter anymore when you turn your back on me.

I don't even want a sorry from you.

Byez :)

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10:26 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008

Pretty busy this past 3 days ouh and Tokio Hotel's MONSOON is being nominated in the Video Music Awards this year. Gail huh? Haha. I'm proud of them.

So blah blah blah. What interesting things happen this 3 days.... Um.... OuH! I bought the Schrei 2006 European Tour Dvd and it was Gail. Even my Dad say they weren't half bad. Haha.

Ouh and I saw this Gibson Les Paul Custom Black at $2468. Tell me is that expensive? Ok. I mean it is expensive but it is WAY cheaper than the Les Paul Custom sold at Swee Lee for ~~$10,000~~.

Haha.

I realised something just now. I'm the one living my life. No one else is controlling who I am or what I wanna be right. Haha. I know this is lame but seriously, this struck me just now.

Why should I be bothered with irritating people who job is to only make me lose my temper and do things that I may regret right? I know she reads my blog all the time and I did critisise her here so to tell you the truth, I don't care. Haha. If you think it's you then... You are wrong my dear Meril becoz there's nothing between us animore so I don't see why I should still be critisising you. I think you know what I mean. Anyway, good luck with your life. :)

I mean, I don't give a fuck that I love Tokio Hotel or Bill kaulitz like fucking crazy becoz es ist not even wrong to love someone or something. It really pisses me off when I'm trying SOOOOOO FUCKING hard to be nice to you and not even talk behind your back and this is what you give back to me?

I lend you a shoulder when you cried on the phone. I backed you up when Diana made you cry. Hell, I even risked my friendship with Diana only for you and now I hear this shit? I believe your every lie and I placed my trust on you but I guess all of it went to waste Yet again... Duh

Haha. Yes I'm complaining but so what? This is my blog.

I'm not angry at anyone anymore. I don't hate anyone anymore becoz I learnt from my Dad that I will not gain anything when there's hatred in my heart. I even saw him, still being nice to ppl who had hurt him so much in the past before. I saw that after he threw away all that hatred, he was calm and happy.

That's why, Brenda. I don't hate you. I'm not angry at you. Just the same with Meril or Artika or Janah. I used to hate them and I was angry with them but now I'm not becoz when I hated them, I din feel ~~happy~~ at all. I wish I could go back in time and turn things over but I've done what I've done and sometimes I regretted what I did.

I'm just fucking dissapointed at you, Brenda, that you betrayed my trust. I guess I'll have to wait until that dreadful day comes again.

Now I understand why your last year's classmates hated you.

If you read this, I hope that you know that my life DOES revolve around bands. You'll find it pathetic that I LOVE bands alot but music is my passion. Just like Wayne is your passion.

I don't expect a sorry from you anymore becoz I don't give a fuck bout you animore.

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Ok. That shits over. haha. Its so typical in my life right now. Friends come and go. They hurt you or hurt them. You fight with them then you be good with them. Then you break yor friendship and there's war. Then you sit and ponder if things could have gotten better. Then you just termenung like some freak. Haha. Like drama series like that. Something like cite Timeless

You know what happened on Sat during the guitar lesson? I sakit perot rite then I wan to fart ah but I tahan ah. You think wad? Just fart in front of the teacher ah? Haha. Then I tahan ah. Then he say he go out for a while so I was like So heres my chance to FART!!! so I fart ah. Like loud man. Haha.

Then he open the door he was looking at me like weirdly ah. Haha. The the bau like telor busok siak!!!!!! Haha. Malu man!!! My water drop like shit like that sia!!!

Haha. But it was fun though. We learn about bending, reverse-bending, sliding, virberato Sounds like vibrator. Haha. Dirty me.

Haha. And I'm in love again with this song. Haha. Breakaway. Not the TH one. The Blind one. Haha. They nice. :)

Kk. I tink I go update story or do something ah. Byez and remember my motto.

Don't take anyone's shit becoz the best shit is always by you :) Seriously... :)

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5:56 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

That's why I hate having a stupid mum like her. All she does is scold me all the time and always majekan si babi bodoh tu. Like not fair. She always say wad lah Kalau kau dpt adik beradik yang bagus tk pe. Nie dapat adik beradik macam ape. Jahat semue.

Yelah. Aku sorang je yang jahat ah. Anak babi die tu satu je yg baik. Die hisap rokok pun die baik lah. Duh. Nampak sah die manje kan si setan tu.

Then ade satu budak sial kat skolah yg ingatkan die tu cute sangat abe go around telling ppl I'm her bestfriend. I mean WTF? Ive only known you like what? 6 months and you're going around telling ppl that we click easily becoz we're bestfriend? Please lh. Then I very nice to you, never tok behind your back then all of a sudden I found out you said that the only thing I tok about is band band and more band? Hey, at least its interesting than always toking about Wayne.

You always complain that Brintha always talks about louisse but now look at you. You talk as if Wayne is the only human left to talk about in this world. Then you always complain like everyone is against you. You're not the only one who got their seats changed. And you say wad? Me and Diana deserved to change seats becoz we were always laughing at the back. Hello??? Ketuk your head sikit please. Ade circuit problem eh?

Sape yg slalu kene marah siak. Kan die dengan laki die tu. Ape saje je aku ngan Diana kene marah. Bodoh. Abe nk step pandai, step action bile main baseball. Mentang2 orang pernah puji die psl die main captains ball bagus, nk step ah tu yg die tu bagus sangat main baseball. Lepas tu kate aku stick kat die. Bile mase entah. Die yang stick ngan aku seh.

Skrg aku slalu ngan Diana abe tu die stick ngan Brintha. Brintha pon bingit sia. Panas baran seh cakap psl die. Menyesal tk dengar ckp Diana at the beginning of the year. I thought si die tu baik sangat, rupenye perangai minta ampun ah.

URRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!! I hate my day now......

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9:37 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

I've officially QUITTED my band. My mates seems ok with it but Teik Wei um... Is not liking the idea... I know I'm like being a bitch or anything that you wanna call me but I think you'll understand my feeling if you're in my position. Besides studies, I hav another reason too but I just dunno how to tell you guys about the reason. It's hard. I know.

And you know what's the worst? I'm really sad that I hurt Teik Wei. Really.

And I'm really pissed becoz my mum keeps asking me from foolscap and I told her a million times I don't have and she angry. Mepek ah.

Dahlah. No mood to type oredi. Stupid ah...

Ouh and watch this girl. Haha. She is AMAZING!!!

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8:22 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Really bored and really tired. Was late for my guitar class yesterday coz I fell asleep and got off at the wrong station instead of City Hall. Learnt about bar chords and it was.... FUCKING HARD. Yeah. It was really hard trying to figure out where's Fm or B or C with different root notes.

But I really wanna be like Syn gates and Ray toro or etc. They're really cool and I would really like to be this girl :)

Cool huh? haha. So Im suppose to send my tutor I still dunno his name yet. Terlupe nk tanye lagi Welcome to the black parade so I can learn it as well as learn new stuff about guitar. He said that so Im not gonna be bored to learn about gutar. He's really talented you know.

Haha. kk. Tomorow is my... BIRTHDAY and I'm NOT gonna be wearing my tradisional clothes coz I very the malas. haha. Kk. I tired ah. I tink better go update my story. :) Byez :)

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6:01 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

BORING OLD ME LOVES THE MOST BORING BAND ON EARTH, TOKIO HOTEL!!!!!

Haha. Thats for my beloved friends. Lets Freunde Bleiben fur immer aite :)

Haha. Din go skool again coz Im having flu, cough and abit of migrain and my mum is abit pissed but is ok with it. Then helped her cook and I made up a new recipe. Hehe. Its called Bread with corned beef, chili sauce, tomato sauce, crab, hotdog and cheese haha. And then you eaither popped it in the microwave or place it in the sandwich maker :)

Haiz... Dunno wad to write lh... Just update coz gt nutin to do... haha. Kk. I better go to sumtin else. Kk. Byez!

To Tara. Don't feel sad. At least you're in love with a REAL person that you can reach to :) I'm living every second of my life loving a person I know I will never meet, let alone get. It's painful but it helps me in every way. He makes me smile, laugh and even cry. It's really amazing. If you love him like the way I love Bill, I'm sure that you'll know what to do. Listen to your heart. It will tell you what to do :) Don't stop loving him if he's your life :) I hope this song helps you :) I just like the vid but the song speaks a million words to me :)

And watch this. I find this video amazing. It's stupid how a million girls said that they would commit suicide if Bill falls in love. Haha. Poor Bill. He can't fall in love as to not let millions of girls commit suicide. I mean think ppl!!! If he's happy then they should be happy. Well, if he falls in love, then, GOOD for him :)

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5:09 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalala. Sick. Yes. I am. Since.... FRIDAY!!! And! Yes, there's an AND Im still heading to school :)

Oh and I have a beichte :) Ready??

I FUCKING LOVE TOKIO HOTEL!!!!

Wow. That came out from nowhere.
Haha. A Tokio Hotel moment. Hehe.
Haha. What happened to MCR?
Still love them like shit :) Do I still need to lecture you bout this??
Nope. I'd rather hear your mum sing than to hear YOU lecture me :P

Haha. I think I made a point :) Yes. Made a point, wait there's 3!!!, in the maths homework I'm doin rite now :) I hate drawing graphs but I love doing the questions :)

Ok. SAS can find. Ouh and must remember... SSA cannot! coz it's ASS and Mama Chan said that we cannot use ASS to find if the triangles are congruent (sp?).

Haha. I'm abit high but in ~~pain~~. Stupid weather :) but I love it though. The smell of the rain is nice :)

What shall I talk about today... Hmmm... OUH OUH!!! TOKIO HOTEL WILL BE RELEASING A NEW ALBUM NEXT YEAR!!! AND SO IS MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!! AU MEINEN GOD!!!!! HAHA. gAIL :)

Ok. So had guitar lessons on.... SATURDAY!!! And it was... well, not that good but.... FUCKING GAIL!!! The instructor like damn funny ah! I still need to find out his name though. Hehe. I forgot to ask him during the lesson. Hehe.
Bt I'm happy becoz I learnt alot of stuff with just one lesson :)
Like...

Why they have their electric guitars tuned down sometimes. Why they called his power chord Fm or F or Em7, learnt about the root of the note and how to place your palm when playing a solo. And I finally know how to use my thumb when playing the guitar!!! :) And I have this amazing homework. Haha.

Okok. Ive been thinking about my life and it sucks sometimes bt I'm still loving every piece of it :)

Haha. It's sure is going to be a loooong post :)

Let me tell you this story. A story of 7 girls, on a journey, to achieve their dreams Thanks to Mr Holt :) You rock :)

Once upon a time, there was 7 girls that goes by the name of Anira, Afifah, Diana A., Diana S., Syafiqah, Brenda and Brintha. The 7 of them were good friends and one day, decided to pay a visit to India.

They were lucky because one day, Afifah found 7 airplanes tickets stuck on her front door and it was for flights to India. She then decided to tell the rest about it and from then onwards, their journey began.

They arrived in India and was greeted by the Sultan and they were brought to the Taj Mahal. Everything went by so fast but it wasn't long before the 7 of them were famous superstars in India. They were rich, famous but kind at heart, donating money to charities or their choice. Travelling acroos the globes to their dream places. Dubai, Brazil, Paris, Italy, Germany and last but not least, The Bermuda Triangle.

One day, Tom Cruise paid them a special visit and told them an exiciting news. Hollywood wanted them. Yes. From Bollywood, they were going to go to Hollywood. Before they left India, the Sultan presented them with a gift. A flying elephant with extremely huge ears, enabing it to fly and race against strong winds.

The girls bid India goodbye before going on their journey to Hollywood where they became famous too.

The girls were happy and please with their lives but there were some missing parts to their adventure. Hence, they decided to leave Hollywood and go in search for that missing something on their flying elephant.

Anira decided to stay in Dubai, where she became a famous singer, alongside Indian Idol (Insert Name).

Syafiqah was left behind in Germany for her quest to find none other than Bill Kaulitz.

Diaya S. and Afifah both decided to be Capuera (sp?) instructors in Brazil and become so famous that all the famous soccer players wanted lessons with them.

Brenda pursued her dreams of becoming a Designer in Paris where she got famous, too, and is currently setting out a clothing line for actresses and singers such as Beyonce, Britney and many more.

Brintha, on the other hand, got lost when we were flying over the Bermuda Triangle. It was stormy and she fell off the elephant. From then on, they never saw Brintha again. They wonder what is she doing right now.... Hmm...

Diana A., got married in the Taj Mahal with Abishek Bachan and became his second wife, as she always wanted, and invited everyone, except Brintha because she is still lost, to her wedding party and...

THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!! Except for Brintha, who is still missing but they're sure she's famous in the Bermuda Triangle.

Ok. Lame but this is wad we did for English. Well, Diana and the rest thought of the first parts coz I wasn't here on Friday but I help with the happy endings, especially the Brintha one. It was meinen idea. haha. Sori Brintha. No cruel intentions was intended.

Ok. Watch Seeb. He made a song I think or is it a cover?? and it's nice. he played all the instruments in the song and guess what?? he's been playing guitar for 2 years and he's damn shit good. I played for 2 years but still sound like shiesse. Haha.

Oh and this guy too. he did a cover of Umbrella and some other songs but I really admire the Umbrella one :)

Haiz... I only can hope to be like them now but I'm really determine to play well.

AND i FINALLY KNOW HOW TO PLAY BEICHTE!!! gaillllLLLLL!!!

Kk. Found this quiz at Quizilla and this is for my FRIENDS or anyone lah. I dun bother.

Ok Bladders and cuzins and whoever you are. This is your chance to tell me or criticise me or whatever.

1) What do you say bout my personality.

2) My attitude.

3) What do you like about me.

4) What do you hate/despite bout me.

5) Um... You can just say anything here.

Lame but haha. I was bored. Kk. I have to do ulasan now. Nacht aite :)

Yes. Nacht to you Syafiqah. Dream of Bill ok?
Don't I always? Hehe.
You're crazy in love with him huh?
Yup. He's the only guy that captured my heart without even trying and he's my sunshine when I'm in the dark.
You know he's not real rite? He's just virtual.
Yup. A million ppl tell me that but it hasn't stopped me from loving him rite?
But you'll have to move on one day, you know.
Yup but the time is not now. Haven't exactly found someone better than Bill. Hehe. I wanna do homework lah!!! NachT!!!!
Yeah yeah... Nacht... Arshloe!

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9:38 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Oh oh watch this!!! The english version of Spring Nicht. Haha. I din know there was a vid for this. Haha. Hw slow am I??

I always want to cry when I hear the song or watch the vid. And Im not a crybaby :P Haha. Its just that the meaning of this song is so powerful. I envy Bill for having such a talent :) Haha.

I'm going out at 3.45pm later. Alone. Just me. And myself. And I. And. I'm going to. Bras Basah. Au. Meinen. God. The guitar. Lesson. Is. At. 5 :)

Haha. Ouh and we went to Ngee Ann Poly and it was gail! I really like the animal section :) The lipas were HUGE!! Like those you see in Fear Factor!! N the person just showed and I was silently hyperventilating but it was cool!!!!

Haha. I'm really hungry... I din eat since morning coz my mum nvr cook and my adik go eat the last maggie... Haiz....

Kk. Dunno wad to write oredi...

CICAK!!! U ah! I wan to save money u know!!!!! Abe nk ajak makan kat Arab Street lagi!!! Tebiat eh??????? Haha.

Kk. Byez!

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1:01 PM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

TWO MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok. Im abit high. Din go to skool today. Haha. Im pretty bored now. Oh and Obg Omar! Syabas dong! Haha.

Oh and I really want to pester you ppl to watch Ayat-ayat Cinta. Seriously, it's the shit this year. It's REALLY good :)

I watched it and cried like a mak nenek sia. So damn sad ah. Especially when Maria died. I cried like I was forced to eat my shit like that. Haha. Luckily my mum tk nampak coz she sleeping. Haha. She also admitted that she cried while watching this movie. MUST WATCH!!! GURANTEE TK MENYESALNYE!!!!!!!

Haha. Kk. I think I batter use this time to update my stories. Haha. Kesian kwn2 Quizilla aku. Smue asik tanye bileeee nk update :) Kk.

Byez :)

Oh, and I had this weird but wonderful dream yesterday and I'm not going to tell you bout it all but it involves someone that I hadn't meet in a NONG NONG time and a letter from him to me :) And it's NOT Rambutan :)

Haha. Gail sia the dream. Gt me then him and he like sooo damn handsome ah and his brother gave me this note and said to me Don't open it until we leave ok?

So when they left, I read the notes. One is for my family saying how much they enjoyed coming to my house and that they thank us for our kindness. The second one :) GAIL!!! Abit sad lh but.... Still very sweet :) If I remember correctly, it went something like....

I like you since forever. I think about you every single second of my life... Um... I keep wanting to move on or sumtin like that. Then um... I wanna be with you blah blah blah cnt remember. If you changed your mind, call me at (insert number).

Haha. Sweet :) Then the weird thing is that I kept thinking about him today. And I hoping maybe that kite terserempak ke ape ke. Bodoh kan aku?? Haha.

Oh and I oso have a dream that has MEI QI in it :) We walk then she ask me to follow her to her house then she teachme shuffle then... I woke up... COZ I WANT TO KENCING!!!!

Haha. Okok. Better go update the story now :) Dah!!

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4:31 PM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

SOOOO TIRED TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

N I CANT WAIT FOR FUCKING SATURDAY AD THERE'S 3 MORE DAYS TO GO!!!!!!!!

And you wouldn't guess wad I did just now :)

I had this vry weird moodswing. More of a bladder moment :) and I smsed all those ppl that I love and cared about things. Haha. Malu to type wad I sent.

I think it's becoz of the things that's been happening from the end of last year when she left and till now. Haha. Its only been less than a year and ALOT of shits has been shitted and many things turned ugly but guess wad? Im still smiling :)

Haha. I love this ppl :) Kak Nat, Constipated, Baby, Cicak, Tetek, Butt, Diana, Syidah and Hudah :)

They're my family they're my friends and I PROMISE you guys that I'll always be by your side when you need me :) I love you guys till the end of time. Hell, I'll love you durch den unendlichkeit :) I'm never letting you guys go. NEVER :)

Haha. Oh and Cicak!!! I want to save money lah!!!! That's the reason why I brought bekal everyday to school!!! N now you wanna go watch enetertainment lh, makan lh!!! Aiyo!!! Bile aku nk dpt guitar aku gini!!! ISH ISH ISH!!! Tengok dulu lah.

And you said I can't say 'NO' BUT I can say.... NEIN!!!!! Haha.

This is fucking GAIL!!! Haha. Im abit into A7X now. Hehe. Especially Zacky Vengeance. *blink**blink*

Now this one is like fuck the shit man

Gosh. I sooo wanna play like him one day. If not him then at least play like Zacky or Frank or Ray or even better DIMEBAG :) Wish me luck and hope that I can do it :)))))))

WATCH THIS!!!! SYN IS DRUCK LIKE A FUCKING SHIT AND PINK IS THE NEW BLACK!!!!!!!!

Thats all. Now need to go follow my stupid brother go buy his supid earpiece. So damn stupid ahhhh.... Shiesse.... Vas ein arshloe.... Fark!

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8:16 PM

Monday, July 7, 2008

Haha. It sure was amusing. Haha. Okok. Updated my story. Well at least a vampire one and I promised Lalagirl123 to write a Bill Vampire fan-fic. Haiz... Haha

Maybe the stories are not going to be sooo long. I was thinking maybe like 30 Chapters. Just like my Destiny story but the thing is... I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WAD TO WRITE ABOUT!!!! I seriously doubt that I can make a better story than my Destiny story. I think that's the best I can do... Haiz... Seriously, even SpringNicht thinks so but she said...

Don't give up. Ive read your first story and it was shitty at the start but it was amazing towards the ending so I don't think your other stories will be shit. The starting will probably be like shit but I'm sure it will be amazing at the end :)

Haha. I was really touched when she said that :) Thx for the encouragement :) haiz.

Maybe she's true. Haha. Ok. I have an idea for the Bill story--
It's always the Bill story! Don't you care about the Tom one??
Well, in case you din notice, I have more Chapters for the Vampire story and I just updated a chapter yesterday.
But the chapter was like shit!
It wasn't! Besides, it was the best that I could think of. It's hard to write like a 'professional' you know. SpringNicht said that I must try.
And SpringNicht's who? Your mom?
Well, no but she's my role model in writting :)
Whatever then...

haha. Kk. I'll just you ppl find out what going to happen then. Guten nacht :)

And I'm lovin Frei Im Freien Fall!!!!!

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8:01 PM

Notice anything else that's in my wishlist that is strike out?? Haha. The guy finally called and said that I could finally start my guitar lessons this Saturday at 5pm!!! Wee duu!!!

Oh you know what happened just know?? I wanted to sms Kak Nat and I tersend kat ~~her~~ and I was like FUCK! Haha. Bt I apologised Like duh. Tersalah kasih. Sekali die perasan aku nga ckp psl abg die kn nanti mampus. Haha

Haha. I soooo can't wait for this Sat!!! Really! And the only reason I blog is to tell you ppl about it!!! WEE DUU!!!!

Oh and guess what?? I hate you too :) And you don't like my brother? Well then, it's your prob. Not mine so blah blah blah blah. And who's Brooke anyway? Oh and at least I hav dignity and I'm not ashamed to say that my brother doesn't have dignity yet and sure, he is a dick sometimes. Well, if you think my bros lame then whatever. No use pulling my brother into stupid matters. If you have a problem then go talk to him. And you're right. I don't know a fucking thing becoz I always go out early in the morning but I'll tell you something, I DON'T FUCKING CARE what the hell happens between your cat and my brother. Its between him and the cat so blah blah blah blah. I hate you too :) Muackss :)

Haha. OMG. My mum read her blog sia when I go sembayang. She say rite what kind of language is this ah? Maki maki me. Bitch lah. Wad lah. Fuck here lh fuck there lh.

Haha.

Them my mum ask me She girl or transvertite? Wan to fuck ppl? then she say Die nk marah buat pe? Tentu2 mama dh talipon Kak Tina tanye kalau die boleh pinjamkan CD. Mak die kate no problem pe. Members wad?

I literally laugh listening to wad she said :)

To tell u the truth, my mum knows about me and ~~her~~ and she a few times wanted to call her mum to talk about things but I prevented her from doing that coz confirm if my mum tok to her mum, die kene bantai. Kesian kan.

Haiz.... Alah. Tk pe lh. Your mulut wad. Kau punye suke lh kau nk kate ape psl family aku. Tk kisah. Aslkan bapak aku masih tak tahu sudah. Buat BODOH SUDAH! Aku relek one corner sua :) Haha. Seriously, this IS funny :)

haha. That's that and watch this guy. He plays like Frank :)

And don't worry. I'm not angry or sad or anything. I just find it amusing :)

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6:35 PM

Sunday, July 6, 2008

I'm just sooo darn ~~Bored~~ today... The only song I played on my guitar today was mainly Durch Den Monsun and Ich Brech Aus. Din feel like playing the rest coz it sounded quite bad ot me when I played it Din know why. My bro said it sounded perfectly fine

Haiz... Yay! Tomorrow is holiday but... Yes. There's a but I'm gonna use it to do my homework :) Good girl rite?

Oh and Maggie said she's gonna teach me the shufle dance :) haha. Thx Mei Qi!!!!

Hm.... Oh and I'm digging A7X's Afterlife. That song, especially Syn's solo, motivates me to learn guitar more deeply!

Okok. I think I better go update my story. You keep saying that but you never update Haha. Maybe this time I WILL update :)

Kk. Nacht :)

Oh and did I mention I TOTALLY dig Zacky Vengence and the twins Ok I found out from my dad that they're not but they REALLY look like twins :) Haha. I couldn't take my eyes off of them yesterday at Makam sia. I mean, I saw them from months ago but I only realise they're soooo HANSOME yesterday especially the younger one :) What's with me and liking weird ppl??

Haha. I DIG Zacky's eyes!!!!

Kk. Enough of fantasies. Nacht :)

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9:23 PM

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Notice anuthing different about my wishlist?? *Blink**Blink*
Haha. I bought the Black Parade Is Dead! CD and it's GAIL!!!!!!!
And I wanna say something....

You fucking ppl that said that I've betrayed MCR for TH, you're fucking wrong because I'm still in LOOOOVVVEEEE with MCR and I sill remember their fucking lyrics to every song!!!!!

There, I've said it. I know i know I've been toking alot about TH but that doesn't mean I've forgotten about MCR ok.

Oh and I bought that CD at Tampiness Mall yesterday and beside Popular there's this Yamaha shop and I saw this guitar.

You know the Epiphone guitar at Swee Lee is Golden rimmed but the one that I saw was the Ibanez White rimmed. The one that Tom uses all the time and it's cheaper that Epiphone.

So now I don't know what should I buy.... Epiphone or Ibanez?? I mean must be Epiphone rite coz Epiphone is Gibsonnye anak. Bt Ibanez is also good and popuar and it is cheaper that Epiphone.... Haiz....

OH!!! AND I HAVE A MILLION VIDS IN MY PSP AND I ALSO HAVE ALOT OF SONGS IN MY PSP AND MOST OF THEM ARE TH SONGS THAT I COULDN'T GET ON LIMEWIRE COZ I DONT USE LIMEWIRE ANYMORE AND I HAVE ALOT OF THEIR ACCOUSTIC VERSIONS AND ITS SOOOOO FUCKING NICE!!!!!

Ok. Dh giler.

And I made a friend at Quizilla. Her name is 'TaraTokio' so her name is Tara.

She's really nice and we've been talking to each for the past few weeks and we talked about school's stuff mostly. She's fom Canada but she was previously from Iran so yeah. She's in the 10th grade now so that means she's ?? years old?? haha. Nvm.

Kk. Byez :) Oh and CS and DIANA and TETEK!!!! Wad bekal u bringing on Tues??

Yes. Now I resorted to bringing bekal to school to save money :)

To Butt: Don't feel sad. You shouldn't be. I know it hurts at first but day by day, you'll come to think that what you did was the correct thing to do. Just like me and ~~her~~.

It was the same prob. It was painful for me when she threw me aside for her friens, it was painful for me to slowly hate her for wad she's become, It was painful when all she talks about was how boys asked her for steads, it was painful for me when she lied to me, it was painful when people accused me of making ~~her~~ miserable when she was killing me slowly, it was painful when ppl look at her and say "wow" bt they wouldnt even take a glance at me, it was painful when my mum keeps comparing me to her, it was painful when she kept secrets from me when she said that I was her bestfriend and the list continues.

Bt in the end, everything became numb. And you know what you have to do.

You may think that you lost someone dear to you but what you don't realise now is that when you lost her, you gained better friends that are better are her.

Just like me. After it's over, I realised who my true friends were. You, Saiful, Kak Nat, my Bladders, Syidah, Hudah and all those whom I love. I realise that I CAN move on without her and I can be a better person.

Don't regret wadever you have done becoz it is only going to pull you back.

Remember. I'll always love you no matter wad and I'll catch you when you fall so if you need anything to talk about, just give me a call ok :) I'll promise to lend a ear and a shoulder :)

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6:02 PM

Friday, July 4, 2008

Ok class. Today's topic is about LIES. I mean why do ppl lie? You wanna know why?? Becoz they wanna hide things.

I mean you don't have to lie to get sympathy from others becoz wad you're doing rite now is a complete shit :) You know what happen, I know what happen and I know when you did tat. It was way before this happened so there's no need to lie my dear :) Lying will lead you nowhere. Trust me :)

Really. Im pissed when someone lies about what happen and like trying to get sympathy from others and making me look like a fucking bitch.

See lh. No mood to type oredi... Dh lh. Nacht

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7:53 PM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

I can't wait to watch my PSP later! I downloaded tons of vid inside includin the Zimmer 483 Dvd Live inside but sad coz can only convert the vid like 10 vids a day only sooooo nvm. I'll be patient :) I know. Wrong spelling but what do I care??

Today... Ate bread at school with Diana. She bought the Chocolate spongecake and I ate one of those Thx Diana but Idin take anymore coz the cake eat one oredi muak! Haha. I can't wait to get my guitar!!! Really!!! I really the one Tom-- Ok now I think I wanna buy the one that is black but has the white triangle. I know! It's hard to choose coz I just saw a vid of Tom playin using tat guitar and it was NICE!!! haiz.... Nvm... See first.

Kk. Tomorow bringing maggi to skool. Byez aite :)

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5:42 PM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Gosh. I'm really tired like crazy... Haha. Ok so bought my stationaries yesterday and all cost like $10.10. I know. Crazy but worth it. Now my stationary is complete. Haha. Now need to do Geog blog. I got the layout but haven finish the thing yet. Gosh. Need to do it by tonight... haiz.... kk. Gtg. byez :)

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9:03 PM