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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Gonna start every post with apicture of TH or the memeber now :D

Today's New Year's Eve.

Excited.

Anticipated.

Anxious.

Tired.

But mostly I'm happy that it's going to be 2009 in the stroke if midnight.

Resolutions...

Hmmm....

Be more nice.
Don't get into ~~alot~~ of fight like I did this year :P
Get all my homework done and be the nerdiest nerd I've EVER been.
Get as good as.... FRANK IERO!
Make a band... If possible!
Get at least a 10 for O levels.
Lose weight! This is a must!

I ran out of resolitons :P

Haha.

But I had alot of fun this year :)

Okay.

And I'm going to be the most pathetic girl in the whole wide world wishing that THIS would happen to me :P

Bill started walking again and so did I, we walked to the bus stop and Bill pulled us into the bus shelter. Bill looked quickly around and somehow pushed me up against the window. Um…what…the…hell?

I gasped, "Bill, what are you doing?"

Instead Bill just forced his lips onto mine. Oh thanks, for answering my question. I don't know why he kisses me when I don't kiss back…I mean how does a person kiss back?

Bill pulled away slightly, "Ritienne, if you don't kiss I'm keeping you here against the window."

I sighed, "I don't know how to kiss."

"Just let your lips do whatever they want…my lips will lead them," Bill huffed.

I rolled my eyes, "Whatever you--"

He cut me off with his lips again, and his tongue licked at my lower lip…not again. When he does this my mouth opens slightly without my control. My mouth slightly parted and his tongue flicked into my mouth, I should bite down on it to get it out. His tongue doesn't taste bad, and his barbell is cool in my mouth.

What do I do now? Push his tongue out with mine, why didn't I think of that before? I slowly started pushing my tongue against his and tried to get it out of my mouth…but he just pushed back. Lord, it's like having a fight with our tongues…and he's winning since he's in my mouth. Oh, this is war. I'm just going to have to push my tongue into his mouth…oh Lord. What is wrong with my brain tonight?

After two minutes of pushing I finally got his tongue and my tongue out and into his mouth, after five seconds Bill pulled away…slightly pink in the cheeks, and red in the nose.

"W-wow." Bill panted.

Did I do something wrong?

"I l-love your t-tongue."

I rolled my eyes, "I d-don't know w-what is w-wrong with m-me."

"Nothing."

After a few silent minutes Bill laughed and jumped up and down three times, I looked at him strangely.

"Ritienne!" Bill exclaimed, "You just made out with me…we French Kissed!"

"I kissed back?" I mumbled, suddenly embarrassed.

Bill nodded happily, "What went in your mind while everything was happening?"

I shook my head, "You don't want to know."

Bill laughed grabbing onto my shoulders, "I do. I want to know!"

I sighed, "Fine, hands off then."

Bill's hands immediately left my shoulders and Bill looked down at me expectantly.

"I wanted you out of my mouth, so I decided to try to push your tongue out with mine, but you just pushed back…and well you started a war, and I finished it."

Bill laughed loudly and hugged me, "Oh Ritienne, you're funny."

I huffed, "I'm serious."

"I know that's why you're funny."

I rolled my eyes, "Shouldn't the bus be here by now?"

Bill gasped, "You're right."

Yes.

Call me pathetic...

Haha.

URGGGHHH!!!

RITIENNE!!!!!

You're going to pay for making me feel like this!!!!

Haha.

Alright then.

Going out with my Dada's family later.

Then watching the fireworks with Cik Poon so Tata!

See you all next year!

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6:06 PM

Monday, December 29, 2008

I can finally feel a slight ease of relief.

He's only being sarcastic.

Well, I hope he is.

But whatever happens.

I just hope that he's healthy always :D

Ich liebe dich fur immer, Bill Kaulitz
Get that in your head...

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3:54 PM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Had a GREAT day at East Coast Park today with meine cuzzins.

I'll elborate when I already editted the pics :D

But somethings been lingering in my mind...

Bill's ~~bulimic~~...

It's been instilled in my thought since Bel told me...

Bill Kaulitz Pictures, Images and Photos

I don't care that you don't know me.
I don't care that you don't love me.
Because it has never stopped me from loving you.
To hear that you're suffering.
It had slashed my body to bits.
I just want you to be happy.
I don't like to see you suffer.
To put it in simple words.
I Love You

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10:02 PM

Friday, December 26, 2008

I'm just bored so I'm gonna do some quiz I ~~stole~~ from Butt's blog :)

1)Do you currently like anyone?
Not like. Love :D

2)How about in the past?
Stupid question...

3)Who's the best guy-friend you can trust?
None actually. I only had best guy-friends when I was in Pri school Danial and Muhaimin was their names. I MISS YOU GUYS!!

4)Name the people who has ever like you.
Him and him alone. I really missed him. If only I can undo the past...

5)Have you had any boyfriends?
You guess :) But Id probably say no.

6)When do you intend to get one?
When I see the guy and falls in love with him instantly and is sure that he is my soulmate :)

7)Dream job?
Be the female version of SYN GATES and perform in front of millions of people with my band :D

8)Has anyone break your heart badly before?
Ja...

9)Have you cried out of jealousy?
Ja... I'm still jealous of that fish...

10)Name you best-friend(s)
-Diana
-Irfaniah
-Atikah
-Ezabel
-Butt
If I missed anyone... I'm sorry :D

11)Who knows your deepest secrets & whose deep secrets do you know?
Diana and Diana alone :)

12)Has your first kiss been given away?
Yes... In K1. Hey! That kid stole it away from me!!!

13)Has anyone just suddenly come up and kiss/hug you?
-I was in K1 and all of a sudden, one of my classmates just came up and kissed me. Bleh. Stupid kid.

14)Do you think you're pretty?
I'm going to be honest. About 0.5% of the time... Yes...

15)If you had a choice to choose your future, what would it be?
The typical ones.
-Lots of money to feed my family.
-Be the female version of SYN GATES.
-Have a famous band.
Last but not least...
MAKE BILL FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AND GET MARRIED :D

16)Name people who are simply gorgeous
Ezabel Siek :)

17)Name people who are ~~pretty~~ BEAUTIFUL
Everyone that I love XD

18)Name guys who maked you go oh-so-hot.
Bill Kaulitz of course.
Oooo.
Tom too.
Well, sometimes :)

19)Name guys who are handsome
Alot. Egs.
Bill Kaulitz :D
Hehe
Noh Alam Shah :P
Indra Sahdan :P

20)Given three wishes, what will you wish for?
Happy life.
Pass with flying colours for O levels and future exams.
Bill Kaulitz... Hehe

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1.Is your blog a private one?
Nein.

2.What do you carry with you all times?
Meine handphone :)

3.Last person you talked ot one the phone? About what?
Diana Afiqah Bte Mohd. J and it was about anything that we could think off :D

4.Do you have anything to complain about?
No. Wait. Yes. SCHOOL IS FREAKING OPENING NEXT WEEK!!! BLEH!!

5.Is someone mad at you right now?
I don't know but I think yes. My mother. Hah.

6.When was the last time you were sick?
Last Sunday. Was vomitting and feeling nauseous and my stomach hurts...

7.Who were your last 20 text messages from?
Uh... Hmm... Lazy to check phone but I'm sure it's...
Ezabel
Diana
Kak Nad
Butt
Irfaniah

8.Who has the ability to hurt you the most?
Duh. Allah lah :D

9.What were you doing at 8.00am?
Snoring. Drooling. Dreaming of Bill :)

10.Do you like your life as of now?
Yep.

11.The last thing you purchased?
Two prata kosong and hot milo :)

12.Who did you last hug?
Ezabel Siek on 21 December, Sunday :)

13.Are you a jealous person?
Yes... Sometimes...

14.Are you tired right now?
Nein. I'm fresh now.

15.Last phone message from?
Ezabel :)

16.Do you cry alot?
Nein.

17.Do you ahve any siblings?
Yes. Two monkeys.

18.What should you be doing right now?
My ISPLs. Stupid homework...

19.Are you waiting for something tomorrow?
Yes. Meine guitar lesson :)

20.What makes you smile on a rainy day?
The rainy day always makes me smile :D

21.Is this the first time you've been in love?
Nein.

22.Did someone just made you upset? Who?
Can't remember...

23.How are you feeling?
Uh... Not sure... Very empty...

24.What's the best achievement you've ever got?
Knowing that I'm getting better at meine guitar every single day is teh most wonderful achievement for mich :)

25.Do you beliebe the person who rejected you will love you someday?
I still ponder over him at certain parts of the day but... It could happen if it's meant to happen.

26.Do you ever received a gift from an unknown person who is in love with you?
Nein. Never.

27.What picture is your computer background?
The Kaulitz twins :D

28.What were you doing before this?
I was putting back my jacket in my closet and staring at my three TH shirts :)

29.What colour is your room?
White at the top half and dark red at the bottom half :)

30.Do you parents know that you're in love with someone?
Yes. I think everyone's knows who I'm in love with :P

31. What do you want right now?
I just want... Nothing actually right now.

32.How huge is your house?
Four room flat. I think.

OH! ICH LIEBE THIS SONG! A MALAY SONG!

33.Name one song which makes you so touched or cry?
Monsoon. It never fails to make my stomach flip and flop and then I go berak with satisfaction :)

34.Who is the person you can't live without?
My father, mother and brothers.
I couldn't bear imagine my mum and dad leaving me alone in this world even though I know it will happen one day...

35.What is the most special birthday present you ever had?
Everything that I receive on my birthday is very special in different ways :D

36.Do you want to tell him that you ~~like~~ love him?
Maybe if we're friends and if I'm not a chicken to tell him... Haha

37.What is something special you want to happen in your life?
I'm going to let God keep that secret and pray that it'll become a reality *winks*

38.What would you do if a boy tells you that he loves you?
It depends who the boy is :)

39.If you were given a love potion, who would be the person to drink it?
I'm going to be super selfish and say BILL KAULITZ... Hehe

Now that's done :)

School's opening next Friday.

And on Weds there's the stupid walk thing.

Bleh.

Haiz...

Nevermind.

I think I should dye my hair black again.

I want it darker but hmmm...

Maybe in three weeks time :D

Alrigt then :)

Have a great day everyone :D

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12:08 PM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Superly in love with meine black hair :)

Watched TWILIGHT just now :D
Rating: Infinity out of 10

The most amazing story I've ever seen in my whole entire life :)

I can't wait for the sequels to come out.

P.S. Edward is superly hot and I wish that he was kissing me instead of Isabella Swan. XD

I learnt how to play Helena, Frank's part yesterday night :)

Cool.

My skill to figure out songs is getting better by the day :)

Can't wait to record a cover of it.

Haiz.

Gonna write a one-shot.
Inspired by Flyleaf's Sorrows.

Then going to watch Naruto.

It's been a while since I watched it :D

For Ezabel,

It was dark and weary
As she stood an inch from the only thing that made her feel free
If he's really your friend
He would just let it be

Hey liebe.
Turn around.
Ich Bin Da :)
*hugs you tight*

Guten Nacht :D

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9:56 PM

Monday, December 22, 2008

Feeling so much better from yesterday.

Even though I was nauseous just now.

I'm fine now :)

Haiqal said I look like a doctor.

Why?

Because I have a shower cap on.

I dyed my hair back to black and I'm so happy.

I was getting bored of my highlighted hair.

Going to order green and red contacts next week or the week after.

And I told the person I wanted a very concentrated green and they have it!
WEE DUU!

Then the woman asked, "Do you like red contacts because you look like those type of goth girls."

And I was like *gasp*.

Got degree some more :D

Better than the ones that I saw in alot of blogshops :)

Haiz.

Ok.

I love the pics!!!

Ok ok.

Haha.

Alrite then.

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4:40 PM

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Before I begin.

I just want to say that I'm proud of the Singapore Team to have made it this far.

Kudos to Noh Alam Shah for always persevering to score the goals.

Indra Sahdan too :)

Both your butt solid man :)
You get what I mean :)

Even though they lost, they did well coz they have defended the tittle for 2 years :)

Now, I hope that Thailand WILL kick Vietnam's asses in the final and win :)

Good luck Thailand :)

***

So today.

Was the day.

That I met EZABEL.

I was nervous and wanted to shit badly when I was waiting for Kak Nad and Bel to arrive.

And I met her :)

So gail!

Then we walked a long way searching for that stupid tulang place but it only starts making tulang at 3pm so we decided to hang out.

BUT

We found another place that sells tulang and it was SUPERB!

This is the tulang that Kak Nad ate... Clean rite??

No Bel! Don't jump in the drain! Bitte Spring Nicht!

Bel wrote this a while ago :) Can you make it out?

Willkommen... WELCOME!

So that's the pics :)

I hope I can meet Bel soon :)

We planned on ice skating :)

Just need to set a date :D

Kk.

I want to go vomit.

I don't feel good...

I ate seafood just now and I think I ate something wrong.

Ok ok.

I realli need to go.

Guten nacht people XD

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11:36 PM

Friday, December 19, 2008

This empty feeling that lingers deep within my stomach.

I wonder why am I feeling like this.

I just didn't feel like doing anything at all today.

Let alone eat.

I didn't feel like smsing anyone.

Let alone talk to anyone.

I just want peace in my head.

I wanted to write a one-shot but looking at my state...

Bah.

I'll just write...

I think there's a virus in my computer again.
Wee. Wonderful.

Guten nacht...

I'm selfish.
I'm jealous.
Haha.
Funny.
Just fucking pinch me...

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10:35 PM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Fun and amusing day.

Not going to elaborate.

Talked with Kak Nat today for one hour++.

Fun!

It's been a long time since I've talk to her for this long :)

Um...

Oh!!

DIANA AFIQAH BTE MOHD. J IS BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!

She went to fucking Perth.

What a lucky ~~bitch~~ she is.

And she's still complaining about the India thing.

Hehe.

That's my girl :)

Haha.

A funny incident happened to her too.

As I said.

Too malas to elaborate.

The trip out with cousins are CANCELLED.
Awww... So sad.

Nvm.

Gives me more reason to anticipate our next gathering.

Four more days to Tulang Day.

I'm damn shit excited.

I'm having sore throat.

Due to the football match between Singapore and Vietnam.

Vietnam is one tough team.

They play good AND DIRTY.

But good joob to Daniel, Baihaiki (sp?) und Precious for great defending.

Hehe.

And I get to see Indra Shahdan and Alam Shah in action.

*blushes and melts*

Kk.

Twilight plan is cancelled so... Yeah.

Kk.

Guten nacht everyone :)

Wanna write my one-sot and update FTLLTK

Ps. I can't be bothered actually. I have alot of fats to shield me :P Haha.

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10:28 PM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Tralala!

Ok.

Sorry bout the vids.

I accidentally privated it so yeah.

It's now unprivated so you can go watch them.

I'm kinda pissed today.

Some people are just so damn SELFISH.

Sheesh.

She has a life you know?

I don't get it.

We have the same blood rushing through our veins so I have every right to hang out with her ALONE.

Well, whatever.

I'm going to have fun this Thursday.

Just ME, KAK NAT und EZABEL.

Hehe.

Ok.

So just wrote a one-shot for GoodbyeMyAlmostLover.

She asked so I said yes.

Bleh but yeah :)

I haven't post it up yet though.

Oh and here's another two vids of me and my beloved cuzzins :)

It was during the sleepover that we had at my house last year.

Ok.

I'll explain the first one :)

We're trying to imitate Bill and Tom :)

If you have the vid where the twins played the piano, you should know XD
And please ignore my hair, if you can see it properly. It was a disastrous Bill imitation :P

And the second vid.

A girl, Butt, wants to go to a party so she went to a hairdresser to do her hair up.

She didn't realise that she had gotten a wild hairdresser.
Literally.

So yeah.

Enjoy :D

The vids dark.

Haha.

Kk.

Guten Nacht Everyone :D

20 mins later...

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG

Hehe!

TOM CAN SING!!

Gosh!

*melts*

Look look!!

Listen!

It's his damn fucking voice!!!!

WEEDUU!

WEEDUU!!

WEEDUU!!!

OK.

Haha.

And look at him....

Ahhh....

When he smiles...

*slaps face*

Snap back to yourself!! You love Bill!

Ah... But there's nothing wrong admiring Tom... Hehe.

Bleh.

DANKE BELL FOR TELLING ME!!!

Ich liebe dich!!

Muacks!!

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10:13 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Guess what I found out?

It wasn't my compter that is lagging.

It's the new MIO modem that's being shit.

Haha.

I'm using the old modem back and it works like a charm.

Very fast internet connection.

So just uploading vids as I watch Naruto.

Hehe.

Yes.

NARUTO.

There's the Vampire Knights series too.

Maybe I'll watch it.

Hah.

See first.

Kk.

............

Ok.

It's slow cause the vid size are big.

So I'm not ~~EMO~~ anymore.

Thanks to Bela Steam.

I guess I'll just wait for Rit to calm down.

I'm meeting Bela Steam next week with Kak Nad.

Eat tulang at Beach Road.

Hah.

Can't wait.

Kk.

My stomach hurts...

Stupid period...

...

Kk.

The vids are up.

The first one is just my dad singing.

He should have won at Anugerah back then.

I envy him...

Sorry is some vedios are senget at first.

GO PAPA!!

So here's the Kuda Kepang Vids.

I didn't put two of them coz it took soooo long to upload.

So yeah :)

This is going to be the topic for my malay project :)

Sorry if it's shaky.

Oh and there was a 14 year old girl who got possesed as well :)

She was talking to her friend while playing the instrument and all of a sudden, she threw the stick aside and started dancing.

Ps. The guy wearing the red jacket is heheeheheheh. HANDSOME!!!

There.

That's that.

Hope you enjoyed it even though it might be boring.

So yeah.

Guten Ahbend everyone :)

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4:11 PM

Thursday, December 11, 2008

The feeling when you realised that you'd lost somebody...
It unbearable.
You don't know what you had done wrong and all of a sudden, that person is avoiding you.
Bleh.
She meant alot to me and I think I'd ruined it with just one stupid answer.
It's irritating when I think about it.
I couldn't remember and she had all the right to be mad or shocked.
Maybe I'm just not cut out to be her friend.
I agree.
She deserves better.
No matter what happens, she'll still be my role model.
I really wished I could go back and correct what I had done...

Great.
Now look at me.
I'm not in the mood to type.
I wanted to but I guess...
Nevermind.
I'm not really in the mood to do anything so yeah.
Whatever.
I'm just going to stare at the ceiling till my eyes bleed...

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3:14 PM

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Ok.

I wanted to help Ashraf put Naruto in his PSP but my computer was lagging so I'll just do it some other time.

I was just searching for things and decided to pay MCR a visit and the new site was AWESOME!

They have something like their own blogs and Gerard was posting about reviews.
And I forgot to tell, Lynz is PREGNANT. I knew it a while back but always forgot to post. It due in Spring next year.

Mikey was posting about his dog (insert name) and (insert name).
I forgot the names. But they were cute.

Bob was talking about lots of stuff that was random like RED BULL COLA.
They have those? No shit.

Ray was talking about Warcraft and some first-person shooter game.

And there was Frank....

This is what he posted...

ok so i wanted to write a blog this morning but when i got to the site all i could do was read all of gerards posts....and think how in the fuck does he find the time??? the time to be in this band, write a comic, be a husband, and write hilarious reviews about reality tv?? not to mention have the time to watch reality tv enough to be able to write hilarious reviews about it? am i missing something? i mean really, not to mention his posts are fucking gripping, like you cant put the computer screen down, in fear that you may miss the secrets of the universe revealed to you in the middle of his thoughts about the pick up artist2. my posts are bullshit in comparison. i dare say there have to be multiples, gerard clones, or robots im not sure yet, all i know is that gerard way is way too productive for my comfort zone. somethings up and im too busy reading his blogs to find out what it is. xofrank
p.s. i had to google him to get the picture i posted, hah i just thought that was funny. ok im going to watch space chimps now.

FUNNY.

Hehe.

I can't wait for their new album.

I read some forums and many were critizising them

They said their current music wasn't as good as their previous albums.

Tell you what.

They must be some stinky muthafuckers. I would like to see them produce a better shit that what MCR had produce if they think they're so good.

Bleh.

Whatever.

They're just effing posers with no life.

I personally find that The Black Parade is a very good album, even though I like Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge better.

You can hear that they band has evolved into better musicians.

Frank and Ray are taking risks by trying riffs that are different.

You can hear that Mikey's bass is playing tough notes than the other albums.

Bob is thrashing wonderfully on his drums.

And Gerard, his voice is amazing!

You can hear him screaming to reach higher notes for almost all the songs.

Whatever.

I still love them.

Their music is effing amazing.

Ok.

I need to get mest4ever's one-shot done and I have a few ideas to continue my FTLLTK and TNINCTYB

Bleh.

Haiz...

Better get started.

You're unbelievable.
You're language is just wonderful.
And I can't believe you blamed me for your misery buisness.
What about me?
Don't you think I suffered too?
You think you're the only one who died?
Now you're being such a pathetic person even though I've thrown away the past?
Who are you?
I don't even know who the fick you are anymore...

Wait.

What did I just say?

*slaps face*

Stupid.

Here.

Let me correct that. :)

You're unbelievable that I never want to be like you.
You're language is just wonderful that my teachers ears are bleeding.
And I can't believe you blamed me for your misery buisness. Woah. I never meant to brag but I got it where I want it now.
What about me?
Don't you think I suffered too?
I laughed, sang and danced when you're gone :)
You think you're the only one who died?
Because I died but came back to life when I realise that you're just another fucked up person.
Now you're being such a pathetic person even though I've thrown away the past?
And I'm glad I did because I'm living every single second of my life not troubled by your problems.
Who are you?
Yes. Who are you?
I don't even know who the fick you are anymore... And I'm fucking happy that I don't anymore :)

There :)

Much better... :)

The lyric up there is different.

I changed it abit so yeah :)

Guten Ahbend everyone!

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5:56 PM

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

It has been a tiring three days.

Fun.

Happening.

Tiring.

It was AMAZING.

I'm not going to talk much.

I'm kinda tired typing.

But.

I promise to post up pics and vids.

The videos are awesome.

I got to see Kuda Kepang up close and personal and they also MENURUN which means that they had been possesed and it was GAIL.

Did the most nerve wrecking thing yesterday.

I CALL BELA STEAM!!

Yup.

Her voice was different than I had expected it to be.

It was fun chatting with her, even though it was only for 30 mins :)

Just posted her one-shot.

I have another one-shot to go before I update my other stories.

Bleh.

Kk.

Guten Tag people :)

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4:53 PM

Friday, December 5, 2008

Woke up today and I was pissed.

I realised seven to ten songs in my phone are gone and I don't know why...
I think I have a clue but bleh. Whatever. I was lucky that I have the songs in my computer.

So yeah.

It was very disturbing for me.

So whatever.

From now on, I will not let anybody touch my phone unless I say so and I will not give a fick in saying to any one of your faces that I don't trust you with MY phone.

There.

That's said and done.

So...

Talked with Tinkerbell alot these past few days and I like it :)

She's a very sweet person. Funny and easy to talk to.

Very the horny too :) Hehe Can talk dirty with me :) *grins*

So yeah.

Working on her one shot and for mest4ever's one-shot.

Rit's one shot was well, I like it but I was scared it didn't make sense so mind me.

Yesterday went jamming.

Malas to talk about it so skip.

I can't wait for Monday :)

Meetin my bitches to cam-whore like shit and stretch our faces to new limits :)

I'm gonna try out my Hayley look again...

But hey!

I like being unique.

Call me action or weird for all I care :)

So yeah.

Gonna check some things fur a while before I switched off the computer :)

I would be back on till Sunday :)

Kk.

Guten Ahbend people :)

Damn. I forgot that word Bel taught me. Sheisse. Nvm.

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6:42 PM

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Yesterday was fun.

Took Bel's number and smsed her and...

SHE REPLIED

Wee duu!

It was gail talking to her.

Well, currently watching Naruto before I go out and sit with Yah outside.

I like Naruto :)

Just Naruto.

ONe anime in my life is enough.

I really cannot take some of the anime voices.

Eg. Hinata's

She sounds as if she's having sex.

But Naruto is okay.

I like Sasuke, Kakashi, Neji und Kiba's dog So cute!

Haha.

Oh and I wrote a one-shot for Bel but I realised it was ~~quite~~ similar to the one Rit wrote for me so I decided to re-write another one for her.

And there was this girl, Alex, who wanted me to write her a one-shot.

I don't take requests but...

Since she asked, it wouldn't be nice to turn it down right?

Yeah.

Sp she gave me details of how she wanted her character to look like and her brother and all that shit.

Kinda amusing but hey.

I'm up for it but only THIS.

Remind me to never take request again...

I'm running out of ideas and bleh.

Kk.

I wanna eat jemput-jemput :)

Guten tag aite :P

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2:41 PM

Monday, December 1, 2008

Been very ~~messed~~ up lately.

I don't know why but I just am...

*sighs*

Like the world world is crashing its heavy load on me.

Here I'm trying to be a good friend and daughter but everything seems to fall apart everytime I try to make it right.

Bleh.

I had a little chat with myself yesterday night and it was well...

It went pretty well with me snoring asleep in the end.

I guess its just that time of the month were I'm the verge of getting menopause.

Bleh.

I just need time...

I think the last time I was like this was June.

It sucks...

Haha.

Haiz...

Said many things that hurt many people.

And I really mean many like about three or four.

Didn't mean to say it I think...

Urrghhh!!

What's happening to me??

Here I am telling Ritienne to calm down and not explode and look at me.

I exploded first.

KABOOM

Bleh.

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Ok that was an hour ago.

My mood swings are bleh.

Oh and thank you Nathan :)

Wee! I look like MJ! Such an honour! Hehe.

So yesterday have majlis sunatan at Cik Rahman Nora and we went.

I thought it was held at their house so I wore casual, jacket and jeans and green slippers.

Wheh we reached there, it was held like orang kahwin, under the block and I was like WTF? I'm wearing slippers! Green slippers!

But aniwaes, the food was well, not that nice but nice in a way.

Then we went to Cik Baba's house to visit her.

Get well soon Aunty Sabrina :)

Butt was there and I think most of you knows what happens next.

Butt + Syapikueh = CAMWHORE BITCHES

I think we took like what? Sixty photos??

Haha.

Yeah.

Ok.

Yes.

We did take sixty photos.

Oh yes.

Teik, I'll let you know when I can.
I just need time to breathe some fresh air.
And I'm sorry.

Ok.

The pics :)

Cute Attempt

Well, I guess that's it.

Sakit mate ku.

Kk.

Gona start typing the one-shots for Bel and Rit :)

Haha. Bel, you're not going to find out what it is about until ou read it. MUAHAHAH!!

Kk.

Guten Tag

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12:18 PM