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Saturday, January 10, 2009

A one-shot for Vanessa :)

Oh and danke to Irfaniah for telling me such wonderful information.

What a drag...

"It's nothing. Trust me." I said to Sya before wiping the blood off my knee.

Great. It's the first day of school and I already scrapped my knee. What a clutz you are Vanessa...

"You sure?" Sya asked before I nodded, assuring her that I am fine.

"Yeah. Let's get inside." I said before the both of us made our way through the front school door.

As we made out way to our lockers, I saw Gustav. Yes. Gustav Schafer. The hottest guy in the level. I've been admiring him since I stepped into this school. Ah... If only he knew who I was...

"Vani!"

"W-what? What?" I stuttereed before Sya laughed and shook her head, opening her locker.

"You know. You ought to tell him about how you feel." Sya lectured before I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah right... Like he's going to care about what I feel towards him. He'd rather go for some cheer leaders than to go for a nobody like me." I sighed before throwing my hoodi in my locker.

"You don't know until you try."

I laughed at her comment before shutting my door shut.

"Yeah. You don't know until you tell your feelings to Bill." I playfully fought back before sticking my toungue out at her.

"But really. You should just try."

I sighed before thinking about what she had just said.

Maybe she's right. Maybe I should try my luck. It's been four years. Four long years and I can't hold my feelings for him anymore. Alright then. I'm going to do i-

"Hey! Watch where you're going?" I shouted before looking at the guy who bumped into me.

"Whatever." Georg stated before walking away.

That's Georg. The most irritating guy you can ever find in the whole wide world. I don't like him at all. Not ever since he put a lizard down my shirt and I ended up having a rash for at least a week.

"Stupid hobbit." I sneeered before Sya patted my back.

"It's okay, Vani. Ignore him. Now, about Gustav..."

"Yes yes! I know!" I groaned before we made our way to English class.

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That night, I layed in my bed with a pen and paper in my grip. two hours had passed and I still don't know what to write,

"Okay..." I said before slowly wrote on the piece of paper.

Dear Gustav,

I have always looked at you from afar. Admiring you from a distance. You may not know who I am but I'm Vanessa...

"Urghh... No!" i snapped before crumpling that piece of rubbish up.

That's the sixth time now! I need to get it done!

Thinking for a few seconds, i sighed before writting.

1) I have always:
a) Admire you
b) Liked you
c) Noticed you
d) All of the above

2) I always:
a) Feel funny inside my stomach when I see you
b) Blush everytime you glanced across me
c) Bite my lips till their swollen when you walk pass me
d) All of the above

3) I hope you will:
a) Meet me at Starbucks across school
b) Meet me at Three
c) Tell me what you feel
d) All of the above

4) I'll be:
a) Waiting for you
b) Thinking of you
c) Smiling aboout you
d) All of the above

Vanessa from Biology class

That's that. Now, to have Syafiqah slip it in his locker tomorrow...

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"Did you do it?" I asked Sya nervously before she nodded her head.

I huffed a sigh of relief before the both of us made our way to Literature.

I hope he reads it.

After class, I went to my locker and opened it, only to have a letter dropped on my feet.

I picked it up and looked at it.

Oh my god! He replied! My heart screamed before I opened it.

1) I never stop:
a) Thinking of you
b) Staring at how beautiful you look
c) Loving you
d) All of the above

2) I:
a) Stop breathing when I see you
b) Get all sweaty and nervous when I'm around you
c) Am complete when I see your face
d) All of the above

3) I'll:
a) Be at Starbucks
b) Come early
c) Wait for you
d) All of the above

Georg

Fuck...

"Ritt! Did you put this at Gustav's locker?" I asked before Syafiqah nodded her head vigourously, snatching the letter that I was holding in my hand.

After a few minutes, she just looked at me, mouth wide agape before shaking her head.

"No! This couldn't be! I slipped it in Gustav's locker! Maybe he... Oh no... Maybe he had asked for a changed of his locker location. Shit. Fuck! I'm soo sorry, Vani!" Sya apologised before I shook my head.

"It's nothing. Nevermind... Urgh!" I groaned before Sya gave me an apologetic look.

"So are you going to meet Georg?"

I took a deep breath before shooking my head.

"It wouldn't be nice. Standing him up. The least I could do is tell him that this is all a mistake." I sighed before Sya nodded her head.

"I'm so sorry." She apologised again.

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My heart was thumping like a mad freak the moment I stepped into Starbucks.

"Hallo Vanessa." Georg greeted before motioning me to sit down.

"Listen. This is all a-"

"No no. I just want to say I'm sorry for all these years. The truth is, I reaaly liked you, Well, actually, I love you," He cut before I could finish my explanation.

But after what he said, I didn't know how to continue what I had started. He said he loved me...

I shook myself out of my thoughts before I shook my head.

"No. Georg. I'm sorry, This is all a mistake. The letter wasn't meant for you. It was meant for Gustav. I'm sorry..." I apologised before running out, leaving him.

I felt bad. Really bad. So bad that I just wat to run back and kiss him on the lips.

Wait. What? I didn't just think that!

I stopped by a park before my cell rang. Picking it up, I almost had a heart attack when I heard his voice on the other line.

"Vanessa?"

I swallowed before answering, "Yeah."

"I'm having a party at my house tonight. Want to come?"

"Yeah. Sure." I replied nervously before chuckling to myself.

"Be sure to bring Sya along with you." Gustav said before putting down the phone.

I squealed at the phone befoore getting back home to tell Syfiqah the great news and get ready.

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This sucks... The party freaking sucks. I've been here for what? Three hours and Gustav never once spoke a word to me. All he does is licked this girl's face off. Why did he invite me here in the first place? To hurt and humiliate me? To break my heart again. Urgghh!

"Vani?"

I tunred my head to face Georg. What is he doing here?

"What are you doing here?" I asked before he sat beside me.

"I'm invited and besides, Gustav is my bestfriend." He explained before I formed an 'oh' shaped mouth.

"This party sucks." I groaned before Georg chuckled.

"True. There's sluts everywhere. You want to head outside?"

I smiled before heading out with him. The moment we stepped out the door, the cold wind hit me like a bullet, making me shivver. Georg seemed to have noticed this and handed me his jacket. It was warm and smooth on the inside, making me smile when I smelt the frangrance of his colonge.

"Thanks." I said before he nodded.

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I couldn't sleep that night. All I could think about is Georg and how we spent the night. Talking at the lake. Watching stars. Playing tic-tac-toe in the sand. Wonderful.

I have to make a choice.

Getting up from my bed, I took a pen and started writting...

1) I:
a) Can't stop thinking about you
b) Can't stop dreaming about you
c) Can't stop smiling because of you
d) All of the above

2) Tonight was:
a) Amazing
b) Beautiful
c) Wonderful
d) All of the above

3) I'm finally sure that I:
a) Admire you
b) Have a crush on you
c) Like you
d) Love you

Vanessa

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"Hey Vani?"

I looked up and smiled when I saw his face. I had been doing that since I saw him this morning.

"Yeah."

"You got the wrong locker again." He said nervously before handing me the letter that I had slipped inside his locker.

I took the letter and chuckled softly before tip toeing and kissed him, catching him by surprised.

"It's either a) You're dumb. b) You're stupid. c) You're an ass or d) All of the above. Nevertheless, I'm in love with a stupid, dumb and an ass named Georg Listing." I smiled before he closed the gap between us once more.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you too." I replied before hugging him.

I:
a) Am Vanessa
b) Am a girl
c) Am in in love with Georg Listing

Answer: All Of The Above

That's that :)

Guten Nacht Everyone :D

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