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Thursday, February 5, 2009

You can officially label me as a ~~pathetic girl who is a fucking crybaby who complains all the time~~.

I just want everything to go away and leave me alone in this darkness where I can just talk to myself. I feel like everything is going to crash on me and kill me.

Yeah. I wish...

I don't know if I am really paranoid or if this is just a PMS cycle. It's just so frustrating. It's like everything around me is going wrong. From school work to friends and to stories. It's just so annoying that everything is not going the right way. I feel so fucking stressed up that I just want to run away from all this.

I know I'm actually posting this bullshit for everyone to see but wth?

But I'm just so fucking stressed up that I can't produce anything that is worth posting at Quizilla and/or Mibba because it just simply sucks like shit.

I admit, I's lost all my will to write.

I just don't know what to write. Many factors are making me ponder about what I do.

Then there's this guy that always says things that are very hurtful. Yeah, you're English and Humans is like WOW that even Paris Hilton sunddenly becomes super smart but that doesn't mean that you can demoralise other people.

The comment you said today, you can say that I am being unreasonable or PMSing but I know it was for me. I know my mindmap isn't up to standard but have you looked at yours? You say you took an hour to do it. I took 1 hour and 10 minutes but do I say hurtful things behind you back and I mean literally behind your back? Because you were sitting behind me when you said that.

You want to be a pilot so the least you can do is just shut that fucking trap of yours and fly your own stupid plane.

Then there's English oral which I took today. Going to fail for sure. Stupid Syafiqah. I was talking bullshit all the way until Mr Lee said Okay. You can go now. and the only civilised thing I said was Oh okay. Thank you. and I left. Bloody girl Sya. You're stupid and fucking miserable that Bill will never marry you. BLEEEEHHHHHBBBBYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!

But I am super paranoid about what I write now. It's just not acceptable. I am a bit paranoid that less are people are reading my stories but I don't really care about that. Really.

I just... URGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Blehey bleh bleh bleh pathetic bullshit bleh of the bleh wee duu century that shits around like some bleh cow with no hair on!!!!!!!!!

I'm just going to go to sleep.

And I am quite surprise that I finished all my homework today.

Well, at least there's a brightside to this horrible post of mine...

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