I'm kind of frustrated.
I'm actually considering quitting SYF.
Today's practise was very stupid in my point of view.
I've never been so angry at Choir.
Firstly, the leaders are just putting loads and loads of stones behind my backs.
I know they're tired too but everyone is different.
They scold us because one by one, people are starting to fall sick.
But it's not like we want to fall sick.
I'm saying this in my point of view.
I'm not trying to offend anyone.
I'm just typing.
I think that the morning practices are abundant.
At least, it is to me.
I have to come early from Tuesday to Friday because of Choir and TAF.
I rarely have sleep at night and I have to wake up at 5am every morning so that I can reach school on time.
In the morning, not everyone has the voice to sing.
Thus, they force and this will lead to people having sore throat.
Just because you're down with sore throat, it doesn't mean that you had eaten sweets the day before.
I don't know about you people.
I actually agree with the seniors now.
I think that our batch is bad.
We had more than six months to prove to them that we're worthy of being leaders but we failed.
I don't see the point in trying so hard anymore.
I also hate the fact that sectionals are dragged when clearly many people are down and out.
I don't see the point in pushing people so hard.
You'll just wear them down and on the SYF day, it'll be over.
I don't know.
I just fucking hate Choir right now.
And then you have Rosel.
The most wonderful person in the world wide world.
I'm done