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Saturday, June 6, 2009

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Currently chatting with Dyra and Ed XD

Fun :)

Dyra just agreed to be bassist and bleached her hair!
Gail I tell you!
G.A.I.L!!!
So nice!!!
Maybe I should do that :D

Ed just got back from camp XD
That fat pig.
He already ate 3 packets of Maggi and he's still hungry XD
But he's still as skinny as a stick, I tell you!

Nothing much to type about, though.

Ok.

I'm just abit pissed.
At someone.

I didn't know your grandmother has such control over your personal life.
Wow.
Are you sure she's your grandmother because based on my knowledge, grandmothers are suppose to be kind AND understanding XD
I'm shocked that your grandmother will get mad and scold you if you don't turn up for some family gathering due to school reasons XD
A very amusing grandmother indeed XD

I really can't believe that I wasted my saliva telling you the truth at Suchi's house.
For once, I'm actually putting you before myself and did what a good friend should do.
I am concerned about you but your attitude, it's just foul.
No wait.
It's worse than foul.
I think it's beyond rotten XD

I'm really tired.
I'm sick, I'm tired and my nose is running.
Stop whining and complaining.
Everyone has problems, Brintha.
But you don't hear us whining like some sick dog who wants attention.

I admit that I'm a coward for not telling you this in your damn buju face.
Well, I AM a coward and I'm not afraid to say that I am one.

This blog is the only place where I can clear my thoughts and type what I feel is right.
No point confronting you because then, my 'friend' senses will kick in and I won't have the guts to curse at you.
No really.
Call me perasan but I'm nice and caring girl.
I don't like hurting people with the words that I say.

However, that doesn't mean that I'm not brave enough to type what I want.

Read my posts.
You'll see how many times I've said what I want to people.
To Diana, Dyra, Brenda and even Suchi.

You're really selfish.
What me, Suchi and Diana went through on Monday just proves how much of a selfish person you are.

Diana was in trouble and you thought it was a joke.
Then you blame me and Diana.
See lah. Fool me some more. Now I don't even know how whether you guys are in real trouble or not.

Then you lied.
You said you called Diana and she answered the phone, saying that she was fine.
How dumb do you think I am?
Then you claimed that you called her parents but I checked with her Mother and guess what?
You didn't even bothered dialing her house number.

Stop lying, Brintha.

I'm really tired of always tolerating the lies that you throw at us.
I'm tired of your Grandmother excuses.
I'm tired of your menstruation excuses.
I'm tired of you pleading and begging Mr Latiff to pass to you for Lit when you clearly didn't the deserve the marks or the pass at all.
I'm tired of you using my bestfriend, Diana.
I'm tired of you always complaining about Suchi.
I'm tired of you always acting so smart.

I still remember during the exams.
You act all smart and kept shooting me questions.
Guess what?
You did make me feel stupid because I couldn't answer those questions right away.

What ticked me off was during Bio exam.
You clearly knew that I didn't study at all and you threw me a million and one questions instead of throwing them to Diana or Suchi.
I was eating my Roti Prata in peace, mind you.
You made me feel inferior.
Well, now look where we stand.
Where are you and where am I?

Aren't you sick of lying and acting all big?
I'm sick of all that.
I'm sick of always waiting for some miracle, hoping that you will change.

Where did the old Brintha went to?
Did she died?
Or did you kill her?

I don't get you at all and I still don't get why I'm still hanging out with you.

You want to try to fit in just because we know more about sex than you do.
So you wanted to watch porn just to fit in?
That's ridiculous, Brintha.

I hate your atitude now.
I loathe you now.

Now, we have to redo the damn video because it was pathetic.
Why was it pathetic?
Because you kept cutting everyone.
And.
You said you had to rush home.

I'm just pissed and angry at you for everything.

EVERY SINGLE THING, BRINTHA

I'm tired.
I'm jealous.

Duh.

Of course I am.

I've been friends with Diana since sec 1 and you came in all of a sudden and act like you knew her since she was born.
You wanted to sit beside her.
You wanted to walk beside her.
You wanted to be with her.
YOU WANTED TO BE HER.

And what's up with the Oh, if anything happens to Diana, she'll SURELY call me first.

I'm paranoid and annoyed everytime you say that.
What are you trying to do?
I thought I told you how I felt when we fought at the beginning of the year but I guess you just ignored it.

You're SELFISH
SELFISH.

You want Dirtbag all for yourself and you even thought about telling Akshaya's mother about their relationship just so that they'll break up and you can Dirtbag all to yourself.

And guess what?

It's because of you that more people are hating Diana.
More people look down on us because of you.
We stood up for you when you needed help and WE paid the price for you.

When we needed you, you made excuses.
Pathetic excuses.

You begged us to wait for you.
You begged us to help you.

BUT

When we needed help, you ran away.
When we needed you to wait for us, you just say you have plans and walked away.

You're just using us to save your skin and flesh.
You're just using us to get a name.
You're just using us for your own benefit.

Do you think we're dumb?

Hello.

We're pure express people.
We didn't get transfered from NA or NT.
We know the tricks and detours to survive the Express route.
So don't think you can cheat us or step on our heads because we know what you're doing.

There's just a million and one things I wanna write but I'm tired.

I'm tired of you making the three of us change our plans just because you're going on holiday on the 3rd week of June to a H1N1 infected country.

Then you blamed your parents.

You're just glad that they didn't scold their heads out after you got last in level.

I'm not exactly going to be surprised if you end up getting some pathetic mark for O levels.

We told you from the start that you're way behind.
Take this post as a message from me.
I want you to realise that wat you're doing is plain pathetic and disgusting.
I pity your grandomther for always getting the blame.

You told Suchi that you don't want to make enemies.
Well, me too.

So it's up to you if you think I'm throwing daggers at you through this post.

Don't bother making exucses for this Brintha.
I'm tired of your fucking excuses.

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