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Monday, March 30, 2009

It's frustrating but at the same time, it's worth while...

When I see other people with their happy endings...

I can't help but ponder...

When will my happy ending be written in my story?

I'm waiting...

But it's slowly draining me.

And I'm sorry because I lied today.

I wasn't suppose to do it but it was ~~unintentional~~.

And I'm worried.

I'm sorry if I had caused you trouble, Atikah. I am really sorry for opening that big mouth of mine.

So many wrongs and yet, none are corrected.

So much time but so little things are achieved.

And I hate my class.

I'm done.

I'm still standing strong.
I'm still waiting here.
But it's kind of abundant don't you think?
Answer me.
I need that answer.
I need you.

Es wird gesagt und getan
8:31 PM

Sunday, March 29, 2009

I'm fine :)

Had a wonderful day with Sniz and Rina :D

Hung out at Marina, ate at LJ and then walked around a Penisular :D

There's lots of stuff at Penisular!

My kind of clothes.

Maybe I'll save money and spend there :D

Currently talking to Rit :D

Haha.

Liebe her!

Played Make-up game from Y8.

Haha.

I like this kind of games :D

I played the Taylor Swift one and I turned her into...

She looks nice :D

I wish I was that pretty :)

So yeah :)

Still chatting with Rit :)

Yeah.

Just searching for games as I help Rit with her Assignment :)

I'm relatively happy actually.

I've never been happier :)

I want to share my happiness but then...

I don't think I should.

Sometimes I'm frustrated because I'm always the one backing down.

I'm always the one who's there but when I need something, I need to stand on my own two feet.

Nevermind...

I got use to it so no harm done.

Well :D

Tata :)

Finally
You're not ignoring me :)

Es wird gesagt und getan
11:33 AM

Friday, March 27, 2009

Frustrated

When?
How long?
When?
How long?

Es wird gesagt und getan
12:27 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

No picture today :P

Photobucket under maintenance.

Today was hot, cold, sweatty and irritating.

Why?

Because....

I'm down with ~~fever~~.

Yeah.

I think the cause is the food that I ate at KFC yesterday.

So, moving on...

The sec 4s had a little discussion yesterday.

I wanted to air my views but I didn't think the issue I was going to bring up was significant :P

SYF is slowly approaching in approximately three weeksand I feel that it is time that all the choir members start to work TOGETHER.

I'm not saying that our choir is not good but to be frank, I don't like most of our juniors.

I may be rebellious when I was a junior myself but when it came to SYF in 2007, I put my heart and soul into what I believe and I don't see why some juniors are just slacking off at this point of time.

Maybe it's because we NEVER scolded you guys like our seniors scolded us, that's why you people are steppingon our god damn faces.

We know how it feels like to get scolded and we don't want to you think that we're some old senile people.

That's why we're nice.

But that doesn't give you the right to act like some old mental patient.

I can't stand some of your arrogant attitudes and I can't stand some of you.

Like (insert name).

You act all big.

Cursing at MY junior when you have NO rights to do it.

You are not even a fucking SL and you act all big.

You give attitude to us, SENIORS.

A million and one people don't like you.

I don't don't like you.

I fucking loathe you bloody idiot.

Then there's (insert another name).

You try to act all big by singing all shit.

I tried to correct you but you insist that YOU are correct.

Now look what happened?

You kept complaining and whining that you're tired, sleepy and lethargic but what about the others?

WE are tired, sleepy and LETHARGIC too.

You are not the only one with problems.

No one is free from problems.

You don't hear me complaining to the whole choir about my problematic life?

What are you trying to do?

Burden people with your idiotic whining?

Seriously, I appreciate the fact that most of the Sec 2s and Sec 3s are putting in effort but there are some who just sing for he sake of singing.

Do you even want that Silver?

You know, Ms Seah said that she has the power to disband us from SYF.

Even Ms Yee said that we are on the verge of disbanding ourselves from the competition.

You know, when Ms Seah said that, I was slapped in the face.

I want that Silver so badly.

All the sec 4s want that Silver so badly that we're willing to push you guys to victory.

So if we get disband, you people will be happy right?

I mean.

No more stretched practises.

No more Saturday practises.

No more pressure.

No more headaches here and there.

You like that don't you?

Seriously, I have nothing more to say...

I'm still standing tall...
I'm waiting...
Still waiting...
When will you finally answer my call?

Es wird gesagt und getan
1:48 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I feel so alone and hopeless Pictures, Images and Photos

Did nothing much today.

ust did some changes in my blog.

Trying to learn how to use the links thing...

I'm still a NOOB with blogger :P

So yeah.

Had CHOIR exchange on Friday :D

It was...

Well...

It wasn't our ~~best~~ performance though but at least we had fun!

Then hung out with Faiziyyah :D

Ate and talked with her XD

Miss her lots!!

Here are some pictures from school and all that :D

So yeah.

20th March 2009

Met my lovely bimbos and went to Bugis :D

Had delicious ice-cream and then a 140mins meal at Seoul Garden :D

Had lots of fun!

We were so full that we were like drunk chickens when we walked out :D

Well, here's pictures!

Well, that's that.

The pictures are unorganised.

Well, I'll just make it better next time.

Staring at the screen for two hours is straining my neck :P

It's been a month and I'm still here
I asking myself if I should move on but...
I coulnd't
I'll wait
Even if it'll take me eternity before you will answer my call...

Es wird gesagt und getan
1:57 PM