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Saturday, June 27, 2009

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Rest In Peace
Michael Joseph Jackson
Mikaeel Jackson
1958-2009

You'll be in my heart forever

Bummed that I don't have the time to watch Selasih Putih at West Coast...
I wonder if ~~he's~~ there...

Es wird gesagt und getan
4:51 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Previous intentions
- Update photos and blog about last week...

Current intention
- Just update what I want cause I'm tired...

Yeah...
Just going to update about the Kuda Kepang that I watched last Sunday.
I'm not sure about the name though but one girl from Youtube suggested that it's Satrio Perkoso.
However, I kind of doubt that it's Satrio Perkoso.
I remembered Cik Man telling me it's another group XP

It's entertaining, I must say.
This is the second time I've watch this and this time, I was standing quite close to them.
Not afraid, of course.
It's was definitely entertaining.

Some ate the burning wood.
Some ate the glass tube.
Some danced on broken glasses.
One hit his head on the broken glass and cut his head.
Some climbed the tree.
There was even romance between two of the possesed people XD
Cute sia!! Sehati sejiwa XD

I didn't manage to record all because it was tiring so I just recorded the parts that I find interesting, that's all.

Hope that was entertaining :D

Didn't record the night performance though...
It was definitely MORE entertaining :)

The seniors menurun and they were more aggresive.
Garuda Emas was also there and in the end, a fight sparked between them.
It was gail lah :)

Going back this Saturday to watch Selasih Putih.
I think I'm interested in this culture BUT I'm not thinking of joining.
Finding out more about this culture? Yes.
Joining? NEIN.

Ai ai ai.

I'm just angry but I won't say why.

Well, that's all.
Wanna watch Naruto XD

Es wird gesagt und getan
1:00 PM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

My apologies for not updating.
It's been a week plus and much had definately happened.

Me and Brintha got into good terms.
The post was NEVER meant to ~~trash~~ our friendship.
I just wanted to tell her that I hated the new Brintha.
I miss the old Brintha.

Then there was the Resilience workshop.
It has really opened up my eyes.
I never realise how fortunate I was.
So I want to thank Melvin :)

In case it's still unknown, I'm summarising XD

Then messed around with Audacity.
Watched Naruto.
Did CIP at CC XD
I miss Kak Fateematul :)

Did CIP at Creative Thinkers today :D

I LOVE IT!!!

I love the kids there!
Ms Sida was very nice to me :)

And there was this teacher too and her name is Ms Nas.
AND GUESS WHAT???
She freaking looks like EZABEL DOMINIQUE SIEK!!!

When I saw Ms Nas, I was like "Oh my! Bel!!!! Yay!!!"
But then I stopped to ponder, "Bel works here?? So far meh?"
Then I look at Ms Nas again, "Oh ceh. Not Bela Steam. Not Bela Steam." XD

I LOVE THE KIDS!!!
Especially Finnigan :)

I was taking the N2 class and it was amazing :)
No I know why Bel loves kids XD

The class consists of...
I can't really remember all though XD

Finnigan French.
No really. His last name is French XD

Hamzah and Haydar, the twins :D
Haydar din really talk but he was running around.
Hamzah just kept quiet and just smile and smile and smile and smile XD

Hannah.
Her green dress was beautiful :)

Pranav.
Really tak tahu diam. Stress aku XD

Joanna.
The kakak of the class XP

Kyu Ri.
Couldn't stop sticking out her tongue that has chewed food on it XD

Lauren Stefence.
No offense but totally mute XD And drool kept dripping out of her mouth! Haha! Even Ms Suda called her ~~Selekah~~ XD

Ming Chang (If I'm not wrong XD)
Hyper active. Doesn't really listen to instructions BUT doesn't disturb people.

Zoha (If I'm not wrong again also XD)
Joanna's sidekick XD

It was relatively fun.
I'm thinking about going back again next week XD

Help to cut masks and stick it on hardboard.
Got my hands all sticky and messy with paint.
Dance and sing with them.
Help the LaoShi with the papaer owls.
Alot of work but I like it :)

Ms Sakinah's TOTALLY like Mr Latiff :D
Their daughter, Aishah, is 12 but taller than Suchi, who is taller than me and Diana XD
TALL RIGHT??

Then went to library with Ed.
He was late by... 75 mins XD
So I did Bio.
Then he came and he did Math.
Then we ate at KFC.
Then we went home :)

And now, here I am :)

Heading to Kak Nana's house tomorrow.
Sleeping over.
YAY!

Internet's lagging...
Blah blah blah blah blah.....

I'm a boring person and I'm bored so I decided to do something bored which ended up making me feeling more bored as I sat on my boring chair and stone boredly at the boring white wall with boring patterns that made me bored like boring hell...

Es wird gesagt und getan
7:05 PM

Saturday, June 6, 2009

eyes set to kill Pictures, Images and Photos

Currently chatting with Dyra and Ed XD

Fun :)

Dyra just agreed to be bassist and bleached her hair!
Gail I tell you!
G.A.I.L!!!
So nice!!!
Maybe I should do that :D

Ed just got back from camp XD
That fat pig.
He already ate 3 packets of Maggi and he's still hungry XD
But he's still as skinny as a stick, I tell you!

Nothing much to type about, though.

Ok.

I'm just abit pissed.
At someone.

I didn't know your grandmother has such control over your personal life.
Wow.
Are you sure she's your grandmother because based on my knowledge, grandmothers are suppose to be kind AND understanding XD
I'm shocked that your grandmother will get mad and scold you if you don't turn up for some family gathering due to school reasons XD
A very amusing grandmother indeed XD

I really can't believe that I wasted my saliva telling you the truth at Suchi's house.
For once, I'm actually putting you before myself and did what a good friend should do.
I am concerned about you but your attitude, it's just foul.
No wait.
It's worse than foul.
I think it's beyond rotten XD

I'm really tired.
I'm sick, I'm tired and my nose is running.
Stop whining and complaining.
Everyone has problems, Brintha.
But you don't hear us whining like some sick dog who wants attention.

I admit that I'm a coward for not telling you this in your damn buju face.
Well, I AM a coward and I'm not afraid to say that I am one.

This blog is the only place where I can clear my thoughts and type what I feel is right.
No point confronting you because then, my 'friend' senses will kick in and I won't have the guts to curse at you.
No really.
Call me perasan but I'm nice and caring girl.
I don't like hurting people with the words that I say.

However, that doesn't mean that I'm not brave enough to type what I want.

Read my posts.
You'll see how many times I've said what I want to people.
To Diana, Dyra, Brenda and even Suchi.

You're really selfish.
What me, Suchi and Diana went through on Monday just proves how much of a selfish person you are.

Diana was in trouble and you thought it was a joke.
Then you blame me and Diana.
See lah. Fool me some more. Now I don't even know how whether you guys are in real trouble or not.

Then you lied.
You said you called Diana and she answered the phone, saying that she was fine.
How dumb do you think I am?
Then you claimed that you called her parents but I checked with her Mother and guess what?
You didn't even bothered dialing her house number.

Stop lying, Brintha.

I'm really tired of always tolerating the lies that you throw at us.
I'm tired of your Grandmother excuses.
I'm tired of your menstruation excuses.
I'm tired of you pleading and begging Mr Latiff to pass to you for Lit when you clearly didn't the deserve the marks or the pass at all.
I'm tired of you using my bestfriend, Diana.
I'm tired of you always complaining about Suchi.
I'm tired of you always acting so smart.

I still remember during the exams.
You act all smart and kept shooting me questions.
Guess what?
You did make me feel stupid because I couldn't answer those questions right away.

What ticked me off was during Bio exam.
You clearly knew that I didn't study at all and you threw me a million and one questions instead of throwing them to Diana or Suchi.
I was eating my Roti Prata in peace, mind you.
You made me feel inferior.
Well, now look where we stand.
Where are you and where am I?

Aren't you sick of lying and acting all big?
I'm sick of all that.
I'm sick of always waiting for some miracle, hoping that you will change.

Where did the old Brintha went to?
Did she died?
Or did you kill her?

I don't get you at all and I still don't get why I'm still hanging out with you.

You want to try to fit in just because we know more about sex than you do.
So you wanted to watch porn just to fit in?
That's ridiculous, Brintha.

I hate your atitude now.
I loathe you now.

Now, we have to redo the damn video because it was pathetic.
Why was it pathetic?
Because you kept cutting everyone.
And.
You said you had to rush home.

I'm just pissed and angry at you for everything.

EVERY SINGLE THING, BRINTHA

I'm tired.
I'm jealous.

Duh.

Of course I am.

I've been friends with Diana since sec 1 and you came in all of a sudden and act like you knew her since she was born.
You wanted to sit beside her.
You wanted to walk beside her.
You wanted to be with her.
YOU WANTED TO BE HER.

And what's up with the Oh, if anything happens to Diana, she'll SURELY call me first.

I'm paranoid and annoyed everytime you say that.
What are you trying to do?
I thought I told you how I felt when we fought at the beginning of the year but I guess you just ignored it.

You're SELFISH
SELFISH.

You want Dirtbag all for yourself and you even thought about telling Akshaya's mother about their relationship just so that they'll break up and you can Dirtbag all to yourself.

And guess what?

It's because of you that more people are hating Diana.
More people look down on us because of you.
We stood up for you when you needed help and WE paid the price for you.

When we needed you, you made excuses.
Pathetic excuses.

You begged us to wait for you.
You begged us to help you.

BUT

When we needed help, you ran away.
When we needed you to wait for us, you just say you have plans and walked away.

You're just using us to save your skin and flesh.
You're just using us to get a name.
You're just using us for your own benefit.

Do you think we're dumb?

Hello.

We're pure express people.
We didn't get transfered from NA or NT.
We know the tricks and detours to survive the Express route.
So don't think you can cheat us or step on our heads because we know what you're doing.

There's just a million and one things I wanna write but I'm tired.

I'm tired of you making the three of us change our plans just because you're going on holiday on the 3rd week of June to a H1N1 infected country.

Then you blamed your parents.

You're just glad that they didn't scold their heads out after you got last in level.

I'm not exactly going to be surprised if you end up getting some pathetic mark for O levels.

We told you from the start that you're way behind.
Take this post as a message from me.
I want you to realise that wat you're doing is plain pathetic and disgusting.
I pity your grandomther for always getting the blame.

You told Suchi that you don't want to make enemies.
Well, me too.

So it's up to you if you think I'm throwing daggers at you through this post.

Don't bother making exucses for this Brintha.
I'm tired of your fucking excuses.

Es wird gesagt und getan
2:03 PM

Thursday, June 4, 2009

I actually wrote an extremely long post yesterday but decided to abandon it when Diana called to chat XD

Siao sia that fat pig XD

Well, nothing much to say.

We only had 2 hours of school today.
Just English and Bio.
Then had lunch at Mac and got my Mum the purple glass she wanted.
Ps. She's angry that she didn't get the blue one and she's asking me to buy more of the purple one *coughTOMORROWcough*

I guess that all.

I think I saw Ramadhan just now but I'm not sure.
If it was him, he's Tall.
VERY TALL.
He likes to figid alot though while he waited for the bus in front of me.
Kindofannoyingbutwhattheheck XD

Muhaimin's at camp so I'm pretty much alone at nights now XP

Bleh.
I don't miss him.
We made a deal XD

Stupid, whell chair Ed XD

Kk.

Hayley's hot :)
I know myself better :)
And I know who my heart belongs to know :)
I'm just happy, I guess XD

Oh and what do you call and Indian wearing a white belt?
Not a racist joke. Trust me. I love all races XD I'm even good friends with Brintha, and Indian :)

Es wird gesagt und getan
2:51 PM