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Saturday, May 30, 2009

Love him.

Such a wonderful guy :D

Thinking about writting a one-shot based on him.
Maybe a tribute to Adam Cook who recently passed away.
Rest In Peace, Adam.

Nothing much to say.

Nothing to say about PTM.
Nothing to say about CIP.
Nothing to say about H1N1.
Nothing to say about my results.

BUT

I have something to say about this...

I could only wish he was looking at me like that XD

Fuck.
Stop acting like you're a fucking hero.
First, you delayed CIP.
Then, you made all of us change our plans just because you're fucking travelline.
To make things worse, it's in a country infected with H1N1.
And to think that you're stil travelling even after getting LAST level.
And you make an excuse saying that your parents already book the damn tickets.
If others can postpone their trip, then why can't your parents??
I don't fucking get you.
Then the CIP is just way over the top.
Fine, since you want to be the fucking hero.
I'll let you be the fucking hero.
Don't even expect me to contibute any ideas.
I've done my part o ask Mr Latiff so my job is fucking done.
Oh and how long did it take you to get us a CIP job?
Let's see...
Two months?
And how long did it take me to get us a job?
Hm...
Well, 20 fuking seconds.
Don't lie your way out.
Nak bohong dengan kaki pemohong.
Macam mane nk menang ini siak.
Get a life.
Or maybe just die in that life of yours.
I'm sick of your attitude.

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

I'm fine.
I guess.

Got Top 10.
Weee!
But not Top 5.
Aw....

Haha.
But was satisfied.
I deproved.
I swear it's because of Bio.
I mean from a B4, I dropped to an E8.
WTF right?

MT intensive was fun.
Had lots of fun Atikah.
We are like partners in crime, fooling people XD

I'm tired to elaborate though...

Well, I'm kind of piss off.
Not much. Just a little XD

I mean, I'm not hungry so stop forcing me to eat.
Just because I didn't or don't want to eat, it DOESN'T mean I'm going on a freaking ~~diet~~.

And the you have my Dad who's warning me Kau jangan main main. Kau diet kau. Berani diet diet.
So I was like Huh? Since when I was in a diet??

No really.
I don't feel like eating, so I won't eat.

People just irritates me alot.

When I eat, they complain saying that I always eat alot. Hence, I'm fat.
Then, the same person does this.
When I don't eat, she'll complain and say I'll die or something if I don't eat so I was forced to eat.

WHAT DO YOU PEOPLE WANT FROM A FAT PIG LIKE ME?????????????
I'M CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I understand people are reading my blog but that doesn't stop me from writting what I want to write.

I'm sick and tired.

I always say that but somehow, I managed to push everything away and make things normal again.

BUT

Your attitude is just sick.

Who do you think you are?
Tatiana??

Just because you're bloody rich, you can just push people like me around.

People like me are not freaking doormats.

You find me when you have problems or have no friends.

However, that's not the case when you have friends, huh?

Blah blah blah.

I'm just freaking tired of always having to pick up your freaking shit.

You think I'm a stupid fool, don't you?

Well, guess what?

I won't bother anymore.

Really.

Read my words.

I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE

Now that's said and done...

Goodbye!

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8:14 PM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I guess today was fine.
I'm liking Mother Tongue intensive alot XD
I mean, who wouldn't?
You have a wonderful teacher, a wonderful air-condition room to study in and wonderful friends that you spent 8 hours with goofing off XD
I like that :D
Surprisingly.

Got back my results and I was quite elated even though I scored C6 for three subkects, I think.

I got a pathetic E8 for Math and Bio XP
I scored about 42 for each subjects.
Not bad but I hate the E8.
So that means more than 20 for L1R5 and PTM for meine parents this friday XD
I just hope I get Top 10 or better still, Top 5 XP
Branganlah kau, Syafiqah...

Lalalalalala.

I donn't know what to write actually...

The music's beautiful.
I love the deep encarved lyrics that David Cook wrote for his brother.

I don't know.

~~Sad~~?
~~Angry~~?
~~Paranoid~~?
Empty?

Yeah...
Well.
That's that.
I'm boring and lame.
I know.

||Guten Abend everyone||

I've always been permanent.
For years, I'm still here.
It's amazing huh?
But the irony of it all...
I'm sorry

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5:22 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Results are back.

Not bad but I'm not satisfied.

Only ~~failed~~ 2 subjects.

I passed the rest but it's just a good pass but not good enough XP

I'm happy for my Malay P1, English P1 and my History.

Lalalalalalalalalala.

Reunion in June.

Can't wait.

Addicted to Neopets XP

Trying to make millions XD

Bel's also playing Neopets XD
She got me addcited back to Neopets.

I'm tired.

MT intensive next week :P

Lalalalalalalallalalalala.

I think it sucks a little because I always wanted things to go may way and in the end, it turns out being horrific and ugly.
Like in Pri 6, I kept writting about the possibilities that could happen but I never thought that it really happened.
I think it was my fault though XP

Two days ago was my grandmother's 4th year death anniversary.
I still miss your touch. I miss your delicous cooking. No one can ever beat you in cooking. You're the best. Why did you have to leave so soon? I wanted you to see my wedding but I guess Allah loves you more. Four years seems so fast... Haiz...

Nothing much.

Just doing a blog for my one-shots so I can read it with ease.

I'm just lethargic, I think.

Going to do notes later XD

Well, that's that, I guess...

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4:15 PM

Friday, May 15, 2009

MYEs officially over :D

I'm so glad!
But...
I'm going to miss the short hours of school and the light bags XD

I hope I did well for MYEs.
Need to get at least 18 points for SA1 XD

Met Izyan yesterday :)
Yes, the Izyan IZYAN!!

My bestfriend in Primary 1 :)
Wow. I'm still surprised that we'd been keeping in touch for 9 years XD

Went to the library and helped her with her Physics.
Then we ate at Long John Silver before walking around for a while :D

SHE LOOKS HOT BABE!!

The both of us planning on 1G reunion during June but we need confirmation from people.

Haha.

Can't wait XD

Here's some pictures.
I'm kind of dry to write :P

Oh andI forgot to mention that she bought for me a blue rose :D Danke liebe!

Haha.

That's that XD

I'll update soon aite XD

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9:53 AM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Ai...

History was gail :D I love it :)

Haha.

Spent 6 hours on the internet yesterday.

Watching porn XD

Haha XD

Kidding.

I was reading this Harry Potter Fan-fic.
I never liked the book :P

It was AMAZING!

The best one I've ever read!
Especially the part where Aidyn and Harry were in love :P
It was sooooo sweet.
Haha XD

You should read it but you must register first :)

Here.

||Her Exsistence||

I'm in love with Harry Potter now XD

NOT the movie Harry Potter but the Harry Potter from the fan-fic XD

Haha.

Call me crazy please!

I admire the author :D

Her writting skills are amazing :)

I hope to have a millions reading my fan-fics one day XD
Dream on, Sya...

Haiz...

I'm bored...

Haha.

Happy Mother's Day, liebes :D

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3:36 PM

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Yada yada yada.
Listening to the instrumental version of Heavily Broken.
Hey, Di. Let's head over to my house one day and make a cover of this XD I miss singing with you, Pig!

So yeah.
Exams...
MYE...

Hmm...

Let's start.

SS was okay, I guess.
Didn't finished the last essay which was worth 13 marks.
It was okay.
I wasn't pissed.
Okay.
Maybe abit XP
But hey, I knew how to do the other questions so yeah :D
I'm fine :)

English was kind of nerve wrecking.
I think I got the format for the letter, or is it a proposal, wrong XP
I wasted four pieces of paper before writting the composition.
I couldn't decide on which topic to write.
It's either Talk about your ideal life partner. which I ~~thought~~ was easy BUT it was too common for me.
You know, like Eg...

Everyone thinks a life partner is someone who's attractive and perfect. The looks are everything in their but for me, I do not really care. What matters to me is the inside...

Okay.
I'm blank :P
Then there's Promises, which I thought would be fun to write.
So yeah, I wasted five pieces of paper, writting, scribbling and cancelling my work till I needed a new piece of paper to work on :P
It turned out, I guess.
A mixture of promises, love, betrayal, insanity and last but not least, murder XD
I hope Mr Latiff doesn't write EEK all over my paper.
I don't think it's offensive at all so good luck to me XD

Then there's Chemistry.
I was expecting it to be hard and I was half dead by the time the paper had started but guess what?
~~I find it fudging easy and I was so happy that I can do all the question so throw a Pig at me if you think I'm very the hidung tinggi. XD~~

~~Physics~~...
Hmmm...
Do I really need to talk about it?

Math was my bestfriend during paper 1 and 2 XD
I love the paper so much that I wanted to hug it XD

Geography was okay, I guess too.
Didn't finish the last essay yet again... but I hope the other questions that I've attempted will pull me through :P

Aite aite.

So far that's that.

Watching some girls screamo-ing (meine new word) :D
Dang!
I want to scream those high-pitch one XD
But!
I haven't been screaming so yeah...
Parents never go out anymore so there's always someone at home XD
So I don't really have any privacy to scream.
Haha.

Ai ai ai.

Aite aite.

Good luck for tomorrow's paper people!

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5:48 PM

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Bill Kaulitz Pictures, Images and Photos

I want to thank Allah for bringing this man back into my life.

The ~~Awad~~ phase is offically OVER!

He looks so...

Perfect

Just perfect :D

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2:46 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

SA1
I'll be back soon, I promise.

Good luck for MYE aite :D

Ich liebe dich fur immer!

Ps. Dear Brenda, yes. You are a hypocrite.

Pss. Dear Brenda, yes. I DON'T have a sense of style because THAT style is my OWN style.

Psss. Dear Brenda, yes. I don't know how to make myself up. That's why people look at me weirdly for having black racoon eyes.

Pssss. Dear Brenda, stop trying to replace me when I'm not present because face it, you can NEVER replace me.

Psssss. Dear Brenda, Stop saying sorry because your 'sorry's are nothing to me.

Pssssss. Dear Brenda, GET A LIFE.

Maybe I am starting to move on...

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